Emo as Fuck!

Hey Im John I dont have a witty name yet for my myspace caption so it is just Emo Until I DieTM thats a trademark sign so none of you steal this myspace name. So I like Dashboard Confessional and cutting myself. In my free time I write angsty poetry and try to put it to music. I LOVE doing my hair. I'm really punk rock so i use spiking glue. I wear tight pants and have no friends =(. I hope revamping this page will get me laid someday. Im a sensitive guy and I get hurt alot. I hold grudges and nobody likes me. Music is my life. I like bleeding. And I Love doing my hair. I guess I should tell you right now that I hold grudges and get hurt alot. Just so you know me. I hope I can find someone I can make love.... i mean I hope i can find somebody to I can love. And I hold grudges and nobody really likes me. So I get hurt alot. I think that long term exposure to girl jeans is shrinking my nuts. and music is my LIFE. Also, dont hurt my friends or I will cry. But I dont have any friends so good luck. I want to get laid. I also Love doing my hair. I cry alot and cut my wrists but please dont make fun of me or else I will cry and cut my wrists even more. BECAUSE NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME! Well I need to get my Dashboard Confessionals shirt back from the dry cleaners. Here is my Diary Ive started to write. -----------------------------------------------------------' Dear diary, my life is a complete fiasco. The dashboard show is this weekend and I can't even fit into my little sister's jeans anymore. My dad grounded me cause he caught me in my mom's makeup again. He's such a nazi. I wish I could just run away to somewhere where people could understand me. I make out with one guy at a show and I'm gay? Hello, it's the new millennium. Ever heard of experimentation? I tried to cut my wrist yesterday but some of the blood got on my pants, and I totally freaked. Needless to say, they're ruined------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ -----------------------------------------------------I have to solicate myself on a computer screen in order not to get rejected by people for real.. Uh what to say about myself... I play guitar and bass in my band Radio Fetus (RIP). I love skateboarding. Same goes with snowboarding. I guess this is where I say what I like and don't like. HmmI like smoking and getting fucked up, music, art, Time Magazine, pop-tarts, Tostitos with hint of lime and guacamole, I like skinny people. I dont like FacePunch and Dick Cheney. Alot of people tell me I'm an asshole. I'm working on it though and trying not to be an asshole to people who are nice. I'm the most fuckin awesome person thats ever come out of CT. Im a fuckin rockstar and im better than everybody. Im the most punk rock person you will ever meet. My screename is shibby4555 if u wanna talk to me. I like talking to beautiful people too