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Before you begin reading about me, PLEASE read my blog...I DON"T DO CYBER!!! THEN you may continue. It'll make my life SO much easier. Thanks!Welcome to my world!! About me huh? Hmmmm, this could be tricky! I'm a simple yet very complex lil fishy. I'm Italian, French, Native, 4'11........yaya I know already!! To know me is to love me for real lol. I love to have fun, LOVE to make people laff, make them feel good. I'm a Pisces, 2 fish swimming in the opposite direction, OMG that makes life crazy and neva boring! I was born in Toronto, Ontario, and thank God every day that I was. I love my country, we are so lucky here in many ways, mostly for the beauty, and the diverse cultural community we have. I wouldn't wanna live anywhere else! I hate material things - they don't interest me in the least. The things that are important to me are simple, yet I guess complicated, I don't know why, just seems that way. Or maybe I should say, hard to get? Love shouldn't be that way, but it is. Love, respect, serenity, kindness, compassion, laughter in all things. Those are important to me. I am a very affectionate, loving person. Hugs and kisses are given and received as often as as possible. I'm extremely intuitive (the fish in me) and I feel things deeply. I smile as often as I can. My Mama says my smile can light the darkest room. I'm glad for that. I am insanely in love with my children, Adriana and Nicholas. I am so proud of them both, they're gorgeous, fun, and most importantly, wonderful people! I am a very laid back person, but, I am also very passionate and intense about a lot of things. Passion and intensity scares most people, I don't know why. If I'm ever asked to reign it in, that totally pisses me OFF! That's like asking me not to breathe, not to be myself, and nothing ticks me off more than that! My thoughts on love: it's very simple - to me love is like a delicate flower, it needs nurturing, it needs time to grow, and if you don't look after it, if you neglect it, it wilts, suffocates and dies. WHY is it so hard for people to understand that?? I mean, it's a SIMPLE thing really. I need to feel wanted/needed, and important to the people that I love. If I don't have that, it's no good. You could tell me you love me 100 times a day, but baby if you don't show it?? Means shit to me. If I'm not appreciated, if I'm not made to feel that way, I withdraw, and eventually (mostimes sooner than later) the love is gone and I disappear. POOF!!! Which is a very sad thing! I'm easily hurt, very sensitive, and yet.......I'm one of the strongest people you will ever meet! I've dealt with and overcome a lot of things in life. Makes me who I am. Don't try to squeeze me in a sterotyped box, because that would be SO wrong, and impossible to do! Don't take me for granted, don't take advantage of me, I don't do that shit very well, and I won't stick around. Don't lie to me, or steal from me. I detest liars and thieves and cheaters. Most do. This is what I've tried to teach my children: If you lie, even if it's the smallest of lies, it'll come back to bite you on the ass, so don't bother. If you lie to me because you think I'll be upset, well darlin.......let me be a bit upset (I may even surprise you, I'm a very understanding person), and let me get over it, but if I find out you've lied to me (and I will, it's Bella's law, I always do), then I'm gonna be that much more upset. So believe me when I say in the long run?? It's SO NOT worth the agro, especially because you've lost my trust, and faith, which is a horrible thing to lose, and most likely I'll never trust you again, which is even worse. Love me, enjoy me and what I have to offer, which is an unending myriad of special gifts! :) "Love is the whole history of a woman, to a man.....just an episode."