metal, hardcore, grindcore, thrash, industrial etc. art, poetry, human chemical testing, drugs, defects, deformities, kittens, guitars, losing, cleanliness, tiny skulls, 9-o-kevin, boredom, silence, static, rain, rainbow puddles, buttons, thinking, analyzing, nightmares, negotiating, trash, thift stores, vinyl, old books, santa in my fireplace, weightloss, movies, stripes, black, spray paints, clocks, fucking, fate, freedom, war, wisdom, flowers, faeries, folklore, oatmeal, pinwheels, fishing, wishing, talking, yelling, screaming, running, fields, fuck-ups, jukeboxes, play-houses, big trees, hiking, humor, heffalumps, helping, watching, rarities, supernatural, paranormal, vampires, bats, haunted houses, tucans, rainforests, giraffes, penguins, sewing, disney movies, q-tips, champagne, zebra patterns, polka dots, ethnic dancing, ethnic things in general, EATING lots of food, force-feeding, flappers, wheelchairs, picture manipulation, coloring, painting, collages, Las Vegas, strip joints, joints, late night walks, fog, rain, flash flooding...
MOST IMPORTANTLY: "I always wanted to see my face as a missing child on the back of those little milk carton's we got in school. Is that weird?
+ life is as interesting as you fucking want it to be...
I do not WANT to meet anyone...
I have aboslutely no desire or need.
I don't care about you, how you feel?
I don't give a FUCK about your dreams or your ambitions...You're always fucking feeding from the broken pieces.
Fucking giving breath to the damned, feeding the demented.
Spend your life running... running...
Always fucking running...You'll never make me change,
never make me remember...
hell of true: dude i had a dream about you and rudy and your unborn baby
cyanidexcynicism: nuh uh.cyanidexcynicism (5:16:12 PM): what happened?
hell of true: the baby was born with long hair and a nasum shirt
hell of true: and was some dope ass grind baby
cyanidexcynicism: HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA
cyanidexcynicism: that's too awesome
hell of true: i was like "awww shit son have you seen laura and rudys baby, it tears shit up"
cyanidexcynicism: seriously? that's like the most awesome dream ever....
7 seconds, a perfect circle, ac/dc, accused, adolescents, afi, against me!, agent orange, agoraphobic nosebleed, alice in chains, alkaline trio, all, american werewolves, anthrax, annihilator, as i lay dying, arch enemy, atmosphere, at the drive-in, bad religion, bane, birdflesh, BLACK FLAG, blast, blondie, beloved, black sabbath, boston, broken end, brujeria, bush, cannibal corpse, cathedral, CATTLE DECAPITATION, celebrity murders, chimaira, coal chamber, carcass, cold, commadores, countless shadows, CORROSION OF CONFORMITY, covered in sores, cradle of filth, CRUEL ROMEOS, the damned, dance hall crashers, danzig, dead kennedys, deadsy, DEADSETAGAINST, death cab for cutie, death on wednesday, defiance, deftones, Del, Dio, DISFEAR, dope, Doomriders, D.R.I., exodus, exhorder, everclear, elliot smith, fear factory, filter, fiona apple, foo fighters, FROM ASHES RISE, garbage, gbh, GENOCIDE SUPERSTARS, glass in ashes, glassjaw, greenday, guns n' roses, heart, helmet, himsa, iced earth, IGNITE, isis, INTEGRITY, jack off jill, joy division, JUDAS PRIEST, kalas, kid koala, kidney thieves, KING DIAMOND, korn, kreator, KYLESA, lamb of god, led zepplin, lungfish, marilyn manson, mastodon, MERCYFUL FATE, meshuggah, millencolin, misery index, misfits, moody blues, most precious blood, monster magnet, MOTORHEAD, mudhoney, municipal waste, MDFMK, mxpx, napalm death, nasum, neurosis, nine inch nails, nirvana, no doubt, nofx, obituary, o'death, oasis, operation ivy, operator, otis redding, ozzy osbourne, otep, parliment, pearl jam, PIG DESTROYER, pixies, placebo, poison the well, pretty girls make graves, prodigy, queensryche, radiohead, ramones, rancid, red hot chili peppers, reel big fish, roger miller, ROSES NEVER FADE, RUINER, rum diary, rx bandits, sadus, SAMHAIN, scorpians, sex pistols, sick of it all, sid vicious, silverchair, shadows fall, skinny puppy, slipknot, sinnistar, smashing pumpkins, social distortion, sodom, sonic youth, static x, sublime, SUICIDAL TENDENCIES, suicide machines, sepultura, the bled, THE CUT, the haunted, the hippos, the smiths, the vandals, the vines, thursday, tilt, TODAY IS THE DAY, tool, toy dolls, trivium, tsunami bomb, type o negative, venom, verse, walls of jericho, white zombie, wolfmother, yeah yeah yeahs, youth brigade
city of god, requiem for a dream, donnie darko, equilibrium, the wall, hellraiser, layer-cake, horror in gerneral, where the buffalo roam, children of a lesser god, poolhall junkies, blood in blood out, bully, kids, american history-x, spun, summer of white roses, lord of the flies, pie, clockwork orange, rocky horror, meet the feebles, caveman, cabin boy, riding the bullet, phatom of the opera, despreado, 21grams, 12 monkeys, 28days later, the jacket, the machinist, suspect zero, seven, momento, labrynth, city of lost children, run lola run, coffee and cigarettes, lost boys, goonies, barbie movies, 24hour party people, ghost world, death-race 2000, gumball rally, endless summer, conair, detroit rock city, dazed and confused, sid and nancy, christine, hearts in atlantis, the corporation, asylum of the damned, charlie brown, ghost, gung-ho, beautiful mind.... I'm not really a big movie person... music is way more my thing...
television can suck my left tit.
The Bible, all the Harry Potter books, the whole Dark Tower series by Stephen King, and just about ANYTHING by Clive Barker, Less Than Zero, Catcher in the Rye, Smack, Crank, The Perks of Being a Wallflower etc... I like books mainly about drugs, prostitutes, chaotic relations, theology... I am also finding that I like books that are based of therapy through past regression. Very interesting stuff... I have an infactuation with serial killers and murder mysteries, which I must sadly say preoccupies most my nights.
MY DADDY & BOB NEWHART.
hell of true (5:51:42 PM): you and rudy raising a kid, that kid is going to be one bad ass hate machine
Tears regret and painful questions it smashes your spine
Steals all that time
And takes the eyes right out of your head
But we don't point a finger
Nobody says a word
But it rips us apart...
Can you guess who?
+what does this remind us of?