chelsea. chemical*nova

my name is Chelsea.
i have a beautiful son named Maddox. He's cooler than you.
i'm a dreamer.. figuring out all of lifes possibilities. i love living and learning.
i'm opinionated but carefree and willing to try many things.
lazy and tend to postpone everything.
dont eat much candy. or soda. or meat [exploring veganism]
i am cruelty free towards all living creatures.
"In peace the sons bury their fathers, but in war the fathers bury their sons."
**Croesus
beauty lies within everything.
i get lost in abstract aesthetics.
career goal: RN in the neo-natal intensive care unit.
retirement dream: travel the world to help less fortunate communities and explore wildlife conservation.
i believe everyone makes a difference in this world just by being alive. the human race is constantly evolving. ignorant people who reduce our ability to grow should live in holes.. and stay the fuck away from me.
music. enough said.
outer space astounds me.
indulge in cigarettes.
being alone keeps me sane.
being with friends keeps me happy.
i like to drink.
random walks are pleasant.
i'm a hippie at heart.. nature is where its at.
organized religion and religion in general.. not for me. i believe my own shit and its all so impossible to fully explain.
peacocks are cool.
i'm overly romantic, in my own quirky little way.
blushing is my favorite feeling.
tend to revel in lustful situations.
summer is phenomenal, should last forever.
i hate socks.
i hate bitches.
i cuss.
i dont trust many people.
people in general piss me off.
i'm not one to judge.. we all make mistakes, however, some are unforgivable.
obviously this is pointless.
fuck.
"Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].
Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.
With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.
Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.
This has been my life; I found it worth living."
**Bertrand Russell