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About Me

I'm really in to tattoos, just can't afford what I really want. I would like to have full sleeves that come from a chest and upper back piece, that is my ultimate goal. I can't have the full sleeves though because of my job. I wouldn't be able to roll up my sleeves and dig into the work without offending some prude! I love music and the older I get, the harder and heavier the music gets. I used to get very nervous listening to death metal or anything of the likes, now, whatever...come at me and I'll fuck you up! I am married...sorry ladies! She is very near and dear to my heart. I almost lost her because I had my head rammed up my ass...I'm pretty sure I had a bout with a very early mid-life crisis. I'm dreading the next one if I truly have a MID-life crisis. I would love to have a son of my own but I think I killed the swimmers from all that beer I drank over the last 20+ years. I have a daughter, but I think I corrupted her too much, she is totally like me instead of her Mom! When I get pissed I start talking shit about myself and growl like a wild animal...stupid fucking childhood trauma shit. It's kind of funny to watch her when she gets pissed, she does the same thing...OOPS! It's hella cute but disturbing, I love her to death!

My Interests

Concerts (Mainly small venues, more personable), mountain excursions, hiking, camping, skiing, music, movies, friends, partying.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to know who my biological parents are, I wouldn't necessarily want to meet them, they gave me up in the first place. If they didn't give me up, maybe my life would have been better, maybe my Mother wouldn't have been a manipulative Bitch, maybe I wouldn't have had a verbal and physically abusive Step-Father. When I tell people that, they say that maybe it was for a reason, i.e., "Maybe your biological parents couldn't afford a child", "Your biological Mother could have been raped", "Maybe your biological Mother was too young and didn't use protection", etc. I say who gives a flying fuck, I just want to know my true ancestry, am I really a decendant of the Vikings or am I Russian, was my biological Mother or Father African or Asian, it could happen!

Music:

I could go on forever...I like anything that sounds good and it doesn't involve too much COUNTRY! This isn't even close to all of them, but it is a start...Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Black Sabbath, Ozzy, Black Label Society, Deftones, Godsmack, Lamb of God, Mastodon, Slayer, The Autumn Offering, Diecast, Caliban, Days of the New, Boston, Rush, Korn, Helmet, Nine Inch Nails, pre black album Metallica, Megadeth, Scar Symmetry, Smashing Pumpkins, Sinai Beach, Atreyu, Unearth, Throwdown, Hatebreed, Lacuna Coil, TOOL, Omnivoid, Second Coming, Static-X, Perfect Circle, Wolf Mother, 5.0, Lords of Acid, Ludwig Van Beethoven, No Doubt, Linkin Park, Prodigy, Skrape, Mudvayne, Godsmack, Skinlab, Atreyu, All that Remains, Testament, Devildriver, Nevermore, Soulfly, Arch Enemy, Alice in Chains, Nirvana, Soundgarden, Opeth, Fear Factory, Rage Against the Machine, AC/DC, Audioslave, Smashing Pumpkins, Steve Miller, Van Halen (David Lee Roth years), The Doors, The Who, The Guess Who, The Rolling Stones, The Beatles, Chimaira, Otep, Pantera, Down, Hell Yeah, Tad, Mudhoney, Mother Love Bone, Pearl Jam, 2 Headed Chang, Depeche Mode, Morrisey, The Smiths, Yes, Supertramp, Duran Duran, Suicidal Tendancies, Il Nino, Machine Head, Killswitch Engage, Nonpoint,

Movies:


GORE, GORE AND MORE FUCKING HORROR!!!! I like 'em all but horror is my favorite.

Television:

CSI, Six Feet Under, Nip Tuck, Dead Like Me, A & E programs, Food Network, Spongebob Squarepants, MTV, VH1 Top 100 programs, LA Ink, Miami Ink, Inked, etc.

Books:

Reading is a waste of time!

Heroes:

My Father, he made me the man that I am today. R.I.P. Gary 'Bud' Cleary July 7, 1944 - July 30, 2002

My Blog

Vegas

I just returned from the most boring trip to Vegas.  I went with my company, they provide a convention every 2 years for Management, District Supervisors and certain Corporate officials.  Th...
Posted by Ø ï§ on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 11:45:00 PST

Deftones live yet again

I went to the Deftones show once again, this will be the third time I have seen these guys.  Once with my wife at Endfest many years ago and twice with my buddy Ryan. I had a pre-funk at my house...
Posted by Ø ï§ on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 05:59:00 PST

My new home

Well, I will be thiry fucking five in less than 3 months and I've finally bought a house!  What a long ass fucking wait for something like this.  With the amount of rent I have paid for some...
Posted by Ø ï§ on Thu, 24 May 2007 10:24:00 PST

Devildriver

Last night, Ryan and I went to Kataklysm, Devildriver, Unearth and Dimmu Borgir at The Fenix in Seattle.  Yes, I was just there Saturday for Mastodon.  We got there late and missed Kataklysm...
Posted by Ø ï§ on Fri, 11 May 2007 11:21:00 PST

Mastodon

What a fucking day this was, waiting around for a much anticipated concert.  It was Cinco de Mayo and what better way to celebrate than going to see one of my favorite bands, Mastodon, and for th...
Posted by Ø ï§ on Fri, 11 May 2007 11:02:00 PST

Some funny SHIT..hehe!

So I'm just fuckin around on MySpace and bored as hell as usual when Kat Von D shares a bulletin with us.  She says to check out Metal Skool, she is going to see them in Vegas.  I went to Me...
Posted by Ø ï§ on Thu, 03 May 2007 10:44:00 PST

Alice in Chains

I never had the opportunity nor proper funding to see a whole lot of concerts when I was in my teens and 20's.  Now that I'm married, both my wife and I have great jobs and good enough money, I g...
Posted by Ø ï§ on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 10:41:00 PST

Deftones in Seattle

I saw the Deftones last night at The Fenix, formerly The Premiere.  They played several songs from each album, every one of them loud and flawless.  I went up to the front of the stage, just...
Posted by Ø ï§ on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 09:46:00 PST

Have you had your MILF today?

A "MILF a day" will keep the young beyotches at bay!
Posted by Ø ï§ on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 08:05:00 PST

8/26/06 and 8/27/06

So, I'm going to Eastern Washington to see my Sister and other Family members this Saturday to party and feast.  Then, it is off to George, Washington and the Gorge to be witness to "TOOL"! ...
Posted by Ø ï§ on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 07:59:00 PST