'SO U FUCKED THE FIRST PERSON U SAW?!YES!..WHY!..WHY NOT'!!I SUPPOSE ITS A SUBMISSION FANTASY ACTED OUT,HAVING MY WILL OVERCOME BY SEXUAL AROUSAL.THE BODY I CHOOSE HAS NO IDENTITY, THEY ARE DEPERSONALLISED.THAY NEVER BECOME A REAL PERSON;LIKE SUPERMAN OR MY FIRST FUCK!!.MY ENCOUNTERS ARE NOT SADISTIC OR LOVING-MORE A COLD,UNFEELING MACHINE.SOMETIMES CONDITIONS ARE PUT ON MY ACHIEVING THE GOAL...I CANNOT MAKE ANY NOISE OR MOVE OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.I GUESS YOU COULD SAY,IM SOMEWHERE BETWEEN VICTIM AND INSTIGATOR DEPENDS ON HOW I FEEL.I NEVER IMAGINE BEING BEATEN UP OR HURTING ANYONE,BUT THATS THE RISK !!THE BUZZ.IHAVE TO HAVE MY EYES OPEN,WIDE OPEN:EYES NEVER LIE!!DO THAY. STRUNG OUT BETWEEN ROMANCE AND PORNOGRAPHY IT IS NO LONGER CLEAR WHAT WE WANT OF EACH OTHER. THERE IS A DISPARITY IN OUR EROTIC LIFE, BETWEEN THE MADNESS OF LOVE OR THE PERVERSITY OF SEXUAL DESIRE!!. THE EXCESS OF WORDS AND IMAGE WHETHER SPECIALIST AND ACADEMIC, SALACIOOUS OR MORALISTIC, THE MYRIAD OF WAYS IN WHICH THAY, FAIL TO ENGAGE, INSPIRE, HAUNT US. SEXUALITY IS OPENLY SPOKEN ABOUT BUT EVERYWHERE REPRESSED. EXCITE ET INCITE!
Chante l'electricite du corps: "Where the boundaries end the erotic begins. Eroticism the barrier between reason and feeling, between individual and the world. Like a deep religious experience passion has the power to transporte us outside our everyday self. Erotica has been a way 2 explore the limits of obsession and transgression, 2 poke fun at false modesty and 2 illustrate the sexual dependency that links humans. The passion of love and love-making is the theme of erotica. Throughout history astists, musicians, libertines, religious fanatics and ordinary people have explored the erotic imagination as a way of understanding the union of opposites which could be argued is the basis of existence, the self and the world, male and female, spirit and matter, light and dark, life and death, Batman and Robin. Culture employs erotic symbols that plunge into the hidden mysteries of the subconscious, dreams and fantasies. Peek through the key-hole, open the door and experience the HOUSE of Ah! SATYRICON!
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The Folding Star By Alan Hollinghurst,Paradiso By Jose Le Zamalima,La traicion de Rita Hayworth,By Manuel Puig,Atomised by Micheal Houellebecq,"The monkey wrench gang" by Edward Abbei; "Junkie" by William Borroughs; "Story of O" by Pauline Reage; "The toy collector" by James Gun; "Tropic of Cancer" by Henri Miller; "Blood and guts in high-school" by Kathy Acker; The Bible; "The misfortune of Virtue" by Marquis de Sade; "Vagina Politics" by E. Frankfort; "The golden ass" by Apoleius; "Pornography - men possessing women" by Angela Dworkin; "Ten rules of deportment" by Molly Awhoro; Celine; Hello; Mills and Boons; "Vibrator" by Mari Akasaka; "Choke" by Chuck Palahniuk; "Last exit from Brocklin" by Herbert Selby; "Story of the Eye" by George Bataille;
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