*ChElSeA* - ProfilesArchive

About Me

IM AN AWESOME ROCKSTAR AND THATS ALL THAT REALLY MATTERS........ woke up with hope but only found tears ~ more broken then i may appear ~ entirely simple and completely complicated ~ all is fair in love and war~ love is blind and ageless~ confused between dreams and reality~ untouchable and broken hearted~ dancer not a stripper (most days anyway ;) ~ on ORANGE COAST COLLEGE DANCE TEAM 2nd year ~ miss my dog jade who was my baby since she was born - 2 1/2 years old got hit by a speeding car on 7/25/05 and died as i watched and experienced the worst moment of my entire life.... RIP my baby ....~ missing my kitten sushi as well i still see her now and then because she lives with my wife ali now (thanks wauffa) ~i work at a office in costa mesa for the marriott vacation club ~ i am going to go to make up school and get my certificate to be a makeup artist and then soon after that go to beauty school to do hair ~ i plan on having a career in the fashion beauty scene ~ im the type of girl who would rather stay at home then go clubbing or to a party but don't get me wrong when the time comes i party like a rockstar! ~i live in san clemente by the beach its awesome... ~
Interests:
SINCERE KISSES AND MEANINGFUL HUGS, CANDLES, MAKINGOUT, SCRATCHING, BITING, PULLING HAIR, ROUGH SEX, SAND BETWEEN MY TOES, BUTTERFLY KISSES, MAKING LOVE AND KNOWING THE DIFFERENCE, LISTENING TO THE OCEAN, REMEMBERING THE TIMES I HAD WITH MY BABY JADE (RIP JADE), THINKING OF WHEN MY BOYFRIEND AND I PLAYED FAMILY AT THE BEACH WITH US AND JADE (RIP I MISS YOU), EATING SUSHI, THE 80'S, FASHION, HAIR, MAKEUP, INK, HOLES, 40'S PINUP GIRLS, PHOTOS, HIGH THREADCOUNT SHEETS, SOMEONE KISSING MY EYELIDS FINGERTIPS AND TOES GOODNIGHT, HELLO KITTY, JAPANEISE CULTURE, JAPAN, SONGS THAT TRULY EFFECT YOU, DANCING,
TV:
THE OC... FRIENDS... ONE TREE HILL... MTV2... MTV... FUSE...GILMORE GIRLS... STAR SEARCH... BOY MEETS WORLD... SAVED BY THE BELL... SOUTH PARK... SAT NIGHT LIVE... WILL AND GRACE... NIP TUCK... ER... ect ect....
Heroes:
JENNA JAMISON~she is amazing and inspires me because of what she's been through in her life and who and where she is now she's a fuckin rockstar... - MY MOM is my hero forever~ "No MaTtEr HoW FlAwEd ShE Is...No MaTtEr HoW MuCh ShE HaS DaMaGeD Me... I KnOW My MoThEr LoVeS Me" she will always be my best friend ..... my WAUFFA has saved me from my life so many times in so many ways and i will always be there to save her right back....
Books:
Genevieve, He's Just Not That Into You, Smashed, The Giver, Harry Potter (the entire series), Sara
Music:

My Blog

still in the hospital and not out of icu

so im still in the hospital. i've come to realize that i am just not going to sleep as long as im here. im so tired. my mom's still in intensive care and they are not going to let her out of there any...
Posted by *ChElSeA* on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 06:14:00 PST

in texas moms in intensive care i hate it

yesterday morning i got a call while i was on my way to school and it said that my mom was in the ER in texas (where she lives) and that she was going into a life and death surgery... they said ...
Posted by *ChElSeA* on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:06:00 PST

i am corpse bride

i decided to go to the movies by my self this afternoon... yeah i know seems a little lame but i actually really kinda liked it. i went and saw corpse bride and its the best fuckin movie ever its just...
Posted by *ChElSeA* on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 04:34:00 PST

behind the wall..... :(

.... last night i heard the screaming loud voices behind the wall another sleepless night for me it won't do no good to call the police always comin late if they come at all and when they arrive they ...
Posted by *ChElSeA* on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 06:52:00 PST

im just in the new pussy cat doll music video!!!! new cell phone . and yeah

so i just have to say real quick that me and my roommate are fuckin rockstars... we went to an audition a few days ago for a pussy cat doll music video and we both made the cut!!! how fuckin excited a...
Posted by *ChElSeA* on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 01:59:00 PST

new apt

i moved into my new apt.... its by southcoast plaza.... like really pretty much two feet away from southcoast plaza actually... ha.... wellllllllllllllllllllllllll come visit me and see my new place.....
Posted by *ChElSeA* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fucking important! read me!

just needed to let everyone know that some random fucker on the internet is sending e-mails giving out my aim screen name (pussicatdoll22) and telling them that im dating tony lavato (from mest).... i...
Posted by *ChElSeA* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

tough day

kiss my wrists with your razorblade lips..... i miss the people that are still there but seem so gone.... the ones who i remember but no longer hear their voice.... i miss people i never t...
Posted by *ChElSeA* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Warped Tour

Warped Tour in longbeach today!... it was a blast ...i got to go with summer and my other girls and we had a pretty good time... scottie sir was there and since i havn't seen him in quite a while it w...
Posted by *ChElSeA* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

new job.... dance team.... ect.....

so just a quick lil note before i leave for work... yeah i got a new job yay me! i work at victoria secrets in riverside... better then abercrombie and fuck right? haha well i think it is.... anyway ...
Posted by *ChElSeA* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST