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As I drowned in my own mental breakdown you put your hand into the murky, evil waters and pulled me

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About me...hmmm. Well...I dont know what there is for me to say about myself. Well for starters I cant stand it when someone calls during a Football Game. Umm... I like dead silence, taking walks around Pekin at two in da morning. Not much of a partier but if you say drink it...well it goes down and stays down. I geuss I am a bit crazy. My freind Ryan took me and My other freind Mikey too that Assylum and well there was a deer and I attempted to tackle the bastard. I like to take risks...I am so ignorant I have no fears of much anything. I geuss after years of hell and an abusive father will make ya fearless. I love Mudvayne!!! I love My girl Cara!!!! I love playing the Guitar!! And most of all the one who doesnt get enough recignition from me...the one who brought me back when I was gone for good, four times. The one who gave me life...GOD. He is pretty cool...but latly I have been pissing him off because of my sinful ways. Yeah...thats right!!! I am a born again Christian. I am a poor excuse for one but arent we all siners. Not even the most proper acting christian is perfect. So those of you supposedly born again who act like your shit dont stink...just remember God is watching and he knows your shit stinks...so like drop the attitude and quit acting like your any better than anyone. That goes to anyone with an ego carried high. Well...anyways...I am going to go beat up a tree huging hippy...why? Because...sounds like fun...well you have fun looking into my personal space and God bless. Just dont piss me off...or I'll break yo hip with a 2/4! Sincerly, Douglas Micheal Russell or Dugy-Mike or Mikey Dug or rouglas Dussell and my nicknames go on.Okay this hurt but was fun...Me hitting my cousin josh as scream in a barbie jeep we found. I went down a hill...A big fucking hill. Enjoy our pain.slipknot Influenced

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My Interests

I Like Football...Playing Football...Tackling people...Getting Tackled...Beating Up my cousin Josh after he scores a touchdown on Madden...Umm,Guitars...I highly love WEIGHT LIFTING...Pain...and Cara, but ordeal is going on.........and God is pretty cool. I am still alive because of him...and that sums it up...FOR NOW!!!

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In Life I dont Care who I meet. All I know is what I have to do...Feed the starving childreen of Africa and Russia and many other poor contries. Why because as a child I didnt have things so easy...I will get into the NFL and use much of the money to feed, cloth, and help childreen who have it rougher and tougher than me. How? I have an Anger in my Heart that will help and the Number one thing that will get me there is GOD. Anger is second...I believe he wants me to do this...why...I guess he sees my Hearts intent. To use destruction to create a new. I only hope some will support me...and if you dont and mock me I have one thing to say to you..."Thank You, for trying to put out a fire with jet fuel!" Your mockeries is what will fuel me...but your support would be kind.

Music:


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Movies:

Edward scisors hands. Movie kinda made have feelings. in a way I feel like edward. When I love I only get hurt and cause pain. When I dont love I only cause pain...Also the greatest romantic movie is THE CROW!

Television:

I hate television...except watching football. MY main entertainment is video games, movies.

Books:

Heres a sad story...There once was a gurl and she wasnt really the geek, the prep, the popular cheerleader, the girl next door, the stoner, the outcast, or even the slut, she was jst there...She had friends, but most of them were liars and backstabbers. She had bf's b4, but they made her do stuff she didnt want to do. She had semi-good grades, but wasn't the teachers pet. She was Very althtic, but never was the star. She couldn't really dance, and others made fun. She had a wonderful voice, but was to shy to use it.This one day, the gurl was at the park, jst thinking on a swing... She wished with her whole heart that the man she was dreaming of would come and jst take her away......a few minutes later, a man in a ski mast, came from behind, choked her with both his hands and draged her into his car by her hair.......the gurl went missing for 4 dayz, no1 at skool noticed, they assumed she was sick. The parents were out of town for the weekened, and her brother and sister were in they're college dorms. Four whole dayz, and no1 noticed...no1 even knew......The gurl was raped, beaten, used to help him rob 6 different banks, he took pictures of her, he let his friends do her...she was his own personal slave....6 dayz went past, the gurl, was scared, upset, nervous, sad, morified, but most of all mad... the man ducked taped her up everynite, but this nite, he must of taped her loose. She luckly got one hand out, then the second, then she un-taped her feet and her mouth. she found a rusty knife.......She had a diecsion to make...she could go to the man's bed, kill him, go home, to a life we're no1 cared....or take her own life, in which she found no purpose...which do u think she did?well...quietly and shaking, she made way to the bed of the man... she stabbed him 36 times in the heart. She went outside, to find out, she was in lake camelot...she ran all the home in glasford......No1 ever knew her story...until now...she never told ne1... one of the other gurls that man had kidnaped, got away as well... b4 the gurl that killed the man left, she helped all the other gurls get out...the other gurl came forth, and told her story, of how she was jst in wal-mart, she got grabbed, raped, beaten, and made into a slave, but also of how a couragous gurl saved her life......the gurl that no1 noticed...was now noticed... ...she went home...ran the bathtub...got a plactic bag, put it over her head, taped her head to the bottom of the tub, and stabed herself in the heart...With all the pain in her heart, it finally felt good to let it all go...I wish I could have goten to her befor the world did. How about you. And to all you motherfuckers out there who do this shit. If I dont find you...GOD WILL

Heroes:

I have no true role model...but a long time ago a girl named Sara Jones gave me something to believe in. I think me and her were ment to be. But we were only kids, yet I still remember her. She the only freind I remember from then so she is my hero. She is the one in my head who reminds my to lift my head up each day. She is the reason I get out of my bed and go to work. She is the reason I tried out for the greatst sport in the world. She was the ball in a way. The touchdown was mine and her promiseland, but I failed. But I will never give up on my hero, for she may not have exhisted. maybe she was just a lie that I created and believed in...or maybe I can make her real...I think I may have found her...but, the reality of it is age...God please take me away...
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Name: Douglas Micheal Russell
Birthday: 2/5/1988
Birthplace: Redlands, Hells Basement
Current Location: Twekin Pekin
Eye Color: Grey
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'8
Right Handed or Left Handed: Both
Your Heritage: German, Scotish, English, and a little Cherokee from the slapahoe trib
The Shoes You Wore Today: Steel toe boots
Your Weakness: Myself
Your Fears: Myself...
Your Perfect Pizza: Look dont care...just make it and I'll eat it.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Work and figure out a way I can be with the one Id give my life for...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Go to hell
Thoughts First Waking Up: Cara...
Your Best Physical Feature: My forhead for bashing...
Your Bedtime: All depends on what I have planned
Your Most Missed Memory: Flying kites with my Dad when I was a child.
Pepsi or Coke: Whatever...
MacDonalds or Burger King: Yeah...why dont I just have a fuckin heart attack already...
Single or Group Dates: Alone...
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Green tea...
Chocolate or Vanilla: White, black...girls are all the same.
Cappuccino or Coffee: same thing here...
Do you Smoke: on occasion
Do you Swear: on ocassion
Do you Sing: Metal vocals
Do you Shower Daily: Unless you catch me after a fight or playing smear da quere with the pussy ass bitched in Pekin I am squeky clean.
Have you Been in Love: I hate love and love hate. For lust is so fun but love hurts so much...
Do you want to go to College: ICC for two years then Western.
Do you want to get Married: I dont know...
Do you belive in yourself: FEARLESS.
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: not sure...I know I am no pretty boy.
Are you a Health Freak: sort of.
Do you get along with your Parents: Havent spoke to my dad in 9 years. and my mother is always...
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes...sometimes I wish I could get struck.
Do you play an Instrument: Bass guitar, electric, accoustic...anything with strings
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Dude I am hung over...
In the past month have you Smoked: Just a quick hit...
In the past month have you been on Drugs: I wish...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yeah...if thats what you call it...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not t he whole box...I left two.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Well it smelled like fish...
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yeah...
In the past month have you been Dumped: I dont know...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Yeah, then I went streaking with know one beind me.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Yeah...
Ever been Drunk: Last night
Ever been called a Tease: All the time.
Ever been Beaten up: Once. a black kid named Fredy when I lived in California. That motha could fight.
Ever Shoplifted: Most of my cloths my sophmore year was stolen.
How do you want to Die: Fighting, bleeding, hurting, for the one I love.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: My dream is to step on the feild...
What country would you most like to Visit: I want to go home...
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue or brown
Favourite Hair Color: blonde or brown
Short or Long Hair: Long enough to float in the air
Height: 5'5
Weight: 115-140
Best Clothing Style: A dress...either black or red.
Number of Drugs I have taken: everyone you could think of.
Number of CDs I own: All of mudvaynes and slipknots
Number of Piercings: Ive been stabed all over so conless piercings.lol
Number of Tattoos: none for now. Ide like to get one of my little girl in the future
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Not killing my dad when I had the chance,not giving that hugg back to the girl who first hugged me, for making love to my girlfreind and getting me and here in all this trouble.
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Hero???

I have no true role model...but a long time ago a girl named Sara Jones gave me something to believe in. I think me and her were ment to be. But we were only kids, yet I still remember her. She the o...
Posted by Comotos on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 09:45:00 PST

A world so cold

There once was a gurl and she wasnt really the geek, the prep, the popular cheerleader, the girl next door, the stoner, the outcast, or even the slut, she was jst there...She had friends, but most of ...
Posted by Comotos on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 09:26:00 PST