believing in my work. fantasizing about my work. working hard. sex. taking introspection further by changing my daily routines. being more of someone that i can be. the great dose of confidence i cherish that somes with great timing. watching mimes. bench. ice cream. kissing. shit like that. shit not like that. whatever happens to filp me upside down. respect that. .. width="425" height="350" ....
someone not in a bar. someone who doesnt like horses. someone who likes doggystyle preferrably ( i like it all but what can i say its comfy). someone that makes good food. someone who likes my jokes. someone who reads. someone who likes oral sex (it matters). someone who smiles. someone that can make any kind of face and still look sexy. someone who has a distinctive voice. someone who loves me? i dont know. i would like to meet my grandmother cause she died before i was born. her name was dutch. i would like to see my great grandfather again and go fishing and not say a word. someone who can give me my childhood back and rub my tummy. someone who doesnt shy away or cop out when feeling any sort of true feeling inside themselves. someone that cant wait to see me at the end of the day. someone that i can walk around with for hours. someone that likes fresh stubble. someone that makes me want to be a better man. someone who makes me a better man.
Deerhoof, Natural Dreamers, Desmond Dekker and The Aces, The Curtains, Syd Barrett, My Bloody Valentine, Spacemen 3, Devo, Wesley Willis, Brian Jonestown Massacre, Jesus and Mary Chain, T-Rex, Neu!, Can, Damo Suzuki Band, Captain Beefheart, Pixies, The Breeders, A Tribe Called Quest, Acid Mothers Temple, Frank Black, Suicide, That Dog, Built To Spill, Velvet Underground, Royal Trux, Capleton, The Circle Jerks, Bobby Digital, Big Black, Os Mutantes, Aphex Twin, Autechre, Squarepusher, Venetian Snares, Dinosaur Jr, Django Reinhardt, Kraftwerk, Cujo, Amon Tobin, Gary Numan, The Beatles, Clinic, The Cramps, Marvin Gaye, The Collins Kids, Hank Williams and Hank Williams III, Merle Haggard, Johnny Cash (of course), Merle Travis, Leadbelly, David Bowie, Bing Crosby, Woody Guthrie, Roger Miller, Waylon Jennings, The Outlaws, Dolly Parton, Patsy Cline, Connie Francis, The Shaggs, The Fiery Furnaces, Harry Nilsson, Cluster, The Microphones, Bardo Pond, Eddie Cochran, Buddy Holly, Donovan, John Cale, John Lennon, Ladytron, Dengue Fever, Electric Light Orchestra, Sonic Youth, The Ramones, The Rentals, The Vaselines, The New Pornographers, Misfits, The Magnetic Fields, Grandaddy, Dead Boys, Brian Eno, Superconductor, Radiohead, GZA, Wutang-Clan, Frukwan, Gravediggaz, Easy-E, Daft Punk, Chemical Brothers, Cocteau Twins, Charles Mingus, Charlie Parker, Ornette Coleman, Erik Satie, Erik Dolphy, Elvis Presley, Elvis Costello, Del Shannon, Daniel Johnston, Miles Davis, Cannonball Adderley, Bonnie 'Prince' Billy, Bjork, Beethoven, 808 State, Boards Of Canada, The Beta Band, Smog, Beck, Black Bear, Chihei Hatakeyama, Guided By Voices, Herbie Hancock, The Germs, Pavement, Holly Golightly, Fela Kuti, T-Model Ford, Jens Lekman, John Ussery, Joy Division, The Kinks, Eels, Eek-A-Mouse, Dead Meadow, Danger Doom, Jaga Jazzist, Lou Reed, Marissa Nadler, The Clash, Lee "Scratch" Perry, Bob Marley, Peter Tosh, Medeski, Martin and Wood, Mazzy Star, Minor Threat............ width="425" height="350" ....
Anything Jean Cocteau because he inspires me more than any filmmaker. blood of a poet, it is visually stunning........Rushmore, The 400 Blows, Taxi Driver, Red River, Casablanca, As Good As It Gets, Aquirre - The Wrath Of God, Breathless, ET, Slapshot, Life Aquatic, The Searchers, M, Pulp Fiction, Jackie Brown, Kill Bill 1 and 2, In The Bedroom, My Dinner With Andre, Adaptation, Die Hard, Rocky, Instrument (Fugazi), Persona, Gun Crazy, The Graduate, The Vampire's Kiss, SLC Punk, Mr. Destiny, Scrooged, After Hours, The Conversation, Lonestar, The Thin Red Line, Apocalypse Now, Barton Fink, O Brother Where Art Thou, Annie Hall, Shawshank Redemption, Napoleon Dynamite, The Last Waltz, Dog Day Afternoon, Mr. Smith Goes To Washington, Blood Simple, The Cooler, Fargo, Peggy Sue Got Married, Crybaby, Serial Mom, American Psycho, Milo and Otis, Something Wicked This Way Comes, The Bicycle Thief, Jaws, Road To Perdition, Bird On A Wire, Ghostbusters, Back To The Future, Howard The Duck, Flight Of The Navigator, Grand Illusion, Gates Of Heaven, Hoosiers, Clockers, Do The Right Thing, American History X, A Hard Days Night, Yellow Submarine, Help!, Darkman, Beetlejuice, Edward Scissorhands, Billy Madison, Punch Drunk Love, The 9th Gate, Platoon, True Romance, Requiem For A Dream, Lost Highway, Blue Velvet........ width="425" height="350" ....
Seinfeld, Simpsons, Macgyver, Quantum Leap, Columbo, The Rockford Files, Magnum P.I., Night Rider, Freaks and Geeks, Roseanne, That 70's Show, Saturday Night Live, Six Feet Under, Carnivale, Conan O'Brien......... width="425" height="350" ....
Catcher In The Rye, American Psycho, The Old Man and The Sea............ width="425" height="350" ....
leaders and people that fit their roles.