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Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome

A Pirate's Life for Me/ The Sensualist Prefers...

About Me


"--i never guessed id be allowed so close to the spirit of creation-the spirit of destruction-- but its always been here for all of us--- it cradles us as children and its present at every moment and every mistake -comforts us in growth -- death-- birth--car crashes--camp fires-hotel rooms -hospital beds--in every mall and every zoo---today, on the trial im more aware than ever that its been with me all along and all we have to do is just accept how little control we have and welcome it--surrender --- creation and destruction - on its own terms ---do what you want with us---i believe in nothing but love and eternal forward momentum"-Anthony Green (of Circa Survive)

I used to be referred to as "Tillie's Punctured Romance" like the Chaplin film, fyi.I like kissing nice people. I think if I can find a nice person to kiss, all will be right in my little world.Tillie's Punctured Romance is a Charlie Chaplin film. My favorite. I recommend watching it, if you haven't already.I am a student at Middle Tennessee State University, studying theatre performance.I am an artist. I do a little of everything, visual, auditory, and performance. I am also addicted to Sensuality in the worst way. Any stimulation I can find of the senses and I'm as good as signed up. But I don't mind. I'm a lover, certainly not a fighter. (EDIT: I'm starting to fight, and I've decided that I'm a much better, more well adjusted human being for it). I really speak in the manner in which I write. Everyone I would like to appreciate it seems to, so it's working out phenomenally for everyone. In a year's time, I will either be living in London or New York City writing, and hopefully appearing on some stage, somewhere. Theatre is the perfect tool for the sensualist such as myself. If you're into this particular art, you know precisely what I'm referring to.Also, I am a professional fashion model.I plan to live and love, and experience life through music, theatre, literature, and art. I can't stand people who attempt insight but only accomplish cliches.I'm a pirate through and through (with updates, of course). I'm also thinking I may become a gypsy (the nice kind) because I think I really like rubies, and gypsies have rubies, right? In the meantime, I want to take my crew to Giant's Stadium in NY and try to find the remains of Jimmy Hoffa. Join us if you'd like.http://www.livejournal.com/users/addictedtoyogaAlso.... I am fluent in French ♥ really. People love that about me.I am hopelessly addicted to the arts. Hopelessly. Oh, and I'm extremely foul-mouthed.
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My Interests

    art artists being an actress being in love beneath the murks of the sultry abyss boys with androgynous names creating art dancing like a 'mothafucka' destroying the scene from the inside out dreaming about people dreaming of strangers dressing up Europe indie films inner children love as a verb lucid dreaming making music with my wonderful band (Fine So Far/In Spite of You) mental arousal of any kind mental lovemaking music of all varieties my little sister old films Philosophy photography playing dress up quantum theory road trips sartre simultaneous spontaneous combustion with my lover so much more. spiral staircases Starbucks student films taking incriminating photos tattoos theatrical romance the classics the French transcendentalism trying to play the drums white fluffy clouds yoga


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I'd like to meet:

Anyone who can provide stimulating conversation about philosophy, art, music, theatre, sex, drugs, or politics...or anything, really. Anyone who views my profile and is further intrigued/interested in making friends. Someone with a good sense of humor (or who thinks I'm funny -- which will be hard to come by, as I am not funny in the least)Anyone who apprciates the humour in adding "goth" as a prefix to the names of months as an excuse for everyone to wear black and drink beer out of plastic martini glasses. Anyone who is interested in partying with me on weeknights with absolutely no repect for the fact that we all have to go to class the next morning (and we actually do it)Anyone who likes to kiss, because I need practice.

Music:

    INCUBUS a Aimee MannAlkaline TrioAll the Pretty Stars As Tall As Lions Ben FoldsBen HarperBen Kweller Ben LeeBen Taylor Band Billie HolidayBjorkBlondie Boys Like GirlsBrand NewBrandon BoydBright EyesCatch 22Circa SurviveCoheed and CambriaColdplayCold War KidsCorneliusCute is What We Aim For Damien JuradoDamien RiceDashboard ConfessionalDavid BowieDeathcab For CutieDeath to Death MetalDecadenceThe DecemberistsDeVotchkaDot MatrixElastic CollisionElbowElephantElliot SmithElvis Costello Everytime I DieFine So FarFive Iron FrenzyFleetwood MacFrank SinatraFranz Ferdinand Further Seems Forever Fury in the SlaughterhouseGavin DeGrawGoldfinger Head AutomaticahellogoodbyeHer Space Holiday HumI Can Make a Mess Like Nobody's BusinessIggy PopImogen Heap Kill HannahKilling JaneKings of Leon Kiss Me SoftlyLike ClockworkLips Like LilliesLouden Wainwright IIILou ReedmaeMaria MenaMartha WainwrightMichael DannaMikaMotion City Soundtrack MuseNancy SinatraNeutral Milk Hotel Nick CaveNick DrakeNo DoubtOf Montreal Okay GoPaulo Nutini PavementPedro the LionPhantom PlanetPrinceProcol HarumQueenRadiohead Regina Spektor Relient KRival Schools Rosethorn Romance RufioRufus Wainwright RX BanditsSay Anything Scatter the Ashes Senses FailSigur RosSilverchair Silversun PickupsSleater-KinneySleeperSomething Corporate SoundgardenStraylight RunStuck LuckySublimeSufjan StevensSummer Melts Faster Suzanne VegaTaking Back SundayTears for FearsThe All-American Rejects The Artcic MonkeysThe AtarisThe BeatlesThe CallingThe ClashThe ClassicksThe CureThe Early NovemberThe Flaming LipsThe Get Up KidsThe Icarus LineThe KillersThe KinksThe Matches The MovielifeThe PixiesThe PretendersThe Psychadelic FursThe RamonesThe ShinsThe Smashing Pumpkins The Starting LineThe Taj Motel TrioThe Travisty TheoryThe Velvet Underground The Violent FemmesThe WallflowersThe White Stripes The WhoThom Yorke ThursdayTin Roof Rusted Tom PettyTruck Stop LoveVelocity GirlWeezer

Movies:

    21 Grams 25th Hour 28 Days Later Amelie American History X Breakfast at Tiffany's Charade Cowboy Bebop: the movie Edward Scissorhands Fight Club Funny Face Girl Girl Interrupted Ken Park Life is Beautiful My Fair Lady Peter Pan Pirates of the Carribean Requiem for a Dream (in a most depressing manner) Rocky Horror Picture Show Roman Holiday Some Like It Hot The Aristocats The Bourne Identity The Bourne Supremacy The Dead Poet's Society The Dreamers The Philadelphia Story Trainspotting Under the Tuscan Sun Vanilla Sky


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Television:

  • Arrested Development
  • CSI
  • ER
  • Grey's Anatomy
  • Home Improvement (not the show- shows on home improvement)
  • House
  • How It's Made
  • Lost
  • Makeover shows
  • Mythbusters
  • Ninja Warrior
  • Project Runway 2
  • Strangers with Candy
  • The Mighty Boosh
  • Wondershowzen


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    Books:

      1984 and any random compilation of plays Brave New World Bridge to Terabithia Catcher in the Rye Fake Liar Cheat Fat Men In Skirts Galapagos Hatchet In Their Own Words I Wish Somebody was Waiting for Me Somewhere Kiss Me Like a Stranger Le Petit Prince Letters to a Young Poet most things by Palahniuk On the Road Prozac Nation some stuff by Francesca Lia Block Tender is the Night The Brothers Karamazov The Dharma Bums The Fuck-Up The Great Gatsby The Liar The Little Prince (either version) The Naked Lunch The Night Thoreau Spent in Jail The Perks of Being a Wallflower The Secret Garden This Side of Paradise To Kill A Mockingbird Welcome to the Monkey House When Surface Was Depth White Fluffy Clouds


    Heroes:

      Audrey Hepburn Billie Holiday Bollo Cary Grant Dorothy Dandridge (sort of) Halle Berry Howard Moon Jimmy Stewart Kristiana Lena Horne my mom Naomi Campbell (when I'm drinking) Norma Jean Mortensen (Baker) people who go vegan and stay vegan people who like to cuddle people who like to kiss Sarah Vaughn the people who work in the bird sanctuary at the zoo Vince Noir


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    My Blog

    Leave Your Mark

    The beautiful and talented Ms. Jessie Baylin (soon to be Jessie Baylin-Followill; marrying Nathan of the Kings of Leon, eventually) and a friend of mine (possible future sister-in-law, because anythin...
    Posted by Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 08:43:00 PST

    Sound Effects and Overdramatics

    When the shirt came off, it was all in timeWhen a m-m-m-minute turned into a mileAnd then I broke that grin, and I cut it outAnd you got all turned on by the taste of your sinWhen I mentioned blue, al...
    Posted by Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 07:00:00 PST

    I was meant for the stage.

    I was meant for The Stage. I was meant for The Curtain.I was meant to tread these boards, of this much I am certain. I was meant for the crowd, I was meant for the shouting. I was meant to raise ...
    Posted by Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 08:20:00 PST

    Mommy-to-Be

    I think it's because I've been watching Juno everyday since Sunday (when I randomly bought it)  or maybe because I've been babysitting an adorable, precious, well-behaved baby lately, but last ni...
    Posted by Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 08:26:00 PST

    Get Thee Behind Me, Satan!

    I've been waiting for something that might never come. But if there's a million-to-one shot, I'll make sure I'm the one. Suddenly...everything has changed. Life's okay. Just okay, but okay. I'm begi...
    Posted by Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 07:17:00 PST

    we belong on rooftops

    I've heard that most artists become artists because, quite simply, they have no other way to attract a mate and that the vast preponderance of artists are, shall we say, physiologically deficient in s...
    Posted by Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome on Wed, 28 May 2008 01:08:00 PST

    Occams Razor/ Automata

    Occam's Razor: the explanation of any phenomenon should make as few assumptions as possible, eliminating those that make no difference in the observable predictions of the explanatory hypoth...
    Posted by Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome on Wed, 28 May 2008 06:05:00 PST

    Spades

    The place we're staying is incredible. I had to be on set on 5am. The shoot was incredible (and my surprise guest turned out to be a huge hit). The people here are really awesome and everyone is freak...
    Posted by Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome on Sun, 25 May 2008 02:33:00 PST

    Not better, but different.

    If it's good to complicate Then both of us are doing fine Just keep your eyes on your part And leave me alone to mine If it's good to instigate We're a fast horse, bet on us I'm not calling you an ani...
    Posted by Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome on Fri, 23 May 2008 11:31:00 PST

    everybody says this town is beautiful, and you’d be so crazy to say goodbye

    you blow me away, when you don't try. me: let's watch Metalocalypse. him: you're kidding, right? me: no. it's funny. give it a chance. him: there's no way it's funny. it looks stupid me: have you eve...
    Posted by Little Miss Stendhal Syndrome on Fri, 23 May 2008 09:55:00 PST