Watchers and the Nephilim, Futurists, xxChaosxx, !!Magic !!! NeoPaganism, Supernatural, Occult, Esoteric arts, Spiritualism,Primitive arts, African, American, Ancient Near Eastern, Asian, Buddhist, Celtic, Nordic, Egyptian arts, totem-taboo culture, animism, shamanism, evil, Old testament, UFOs, Philosophy, American deserts, tribes, cults, astrology, space, time, science, soul, spirit, Death, body, dream, sleep, mind, psychology, obsessions.. Astral sleep, Lucid dreams, Meditation, melancholy... weddings, funerals, festivals, live music, concerts, street life, leathers, feathers, birds, cats, horses, flowers, bridges, museums,Italy,colors, drawing, cabarets, parties, ballrooms,masks,arlecchino, circus, FREAKS, balloons, roads, traveling, trains, fall and my ancestors.. all Mediterranean cultures, great food, wine,meals on big tables, big families, laughter, valleys of green and Grey, ENGLAND, lighthouses, ocean, thunder, COLOSSAL RAINS, rocks, sunset, Karaburun, friends, enemies, honor, pride, justice, AHMET, devotion, PASSION..Races, Differences.. neon lights, DISCO BALL, synthesizer, 1977-1984, batcave generation, !!!women!!! , femme fatal, lipstick, high heels, blond hairs,androgyny, tattoos and piercing, dark hair, white skin, red, grey, dark pink,Guloises..ghosts, fairy tales, dancing, folklore... horror movies, cinema, children, technology, languages, games,Kadiköy, Moda, Poison street,Bakirköy, tomtom kaptan sokak, kadife sokak, bosphorus,Karga, Avcilar, fatos &adam & welcome jasmin!, bitli kemanci, Asmalimescit, Sultanahmet, Billurcu sokak..
ALL CREATIONS AND ALL CREATORS..my existance had tried to find the reasons of mens obedience to the unknown and vast presence of what is belived or praised through the years.. human in its primitive form when producing, believing and reproducing is to me an unbearable sorrow , my only contemplation is creation of men and so called Gods , what had been created and what shall be created in the future...what men experienced so far is the key for a passionate devotion to the time,creation and life where death seems the only temptation ..I still believe the togetherness of the good and evil but this forced relationship is not the key ..Belive in only the magic, soul and the God that you carry in your hands,in your words,in your music.. I belive in a cause, and feel gratitude for it.. that's all and I know it is sad..Our pain is our majesty..
Fields of the nephilim,The nefilim, 80s, goth, New Model Army, post-punk, new wave, new romantics, Adam and the Ants, Danse society, Alien Sex Fiend, Sex Gang Children, Bauhaus, Christian Death, , Cabaret Voltaire, Sisters of Mercy, The Mission,Southern Death Cult,CCCP, Joy Division, New Order, Siouxie and the Banshees, UK Decay, The Cure, Birthday Party, Nick Cave, Einsturzende Neubauten, Virgin Prunes, Killing Joke, David Bowie, Ultravox, Depeche Mode, Iggy pop, Gang of Four, The Chameleons, Obsession, Spandeu Ballet, Duran Duran, Soft Cell, Psychedelic Furs, Camouflage, Kraftwerk, dark wave, ebm, Diary of Dreams, Clan of Xymox, Mortiis, Die form, Anne Clark, Cocteu Twins, Das ich,Lacrimosa,Wolfsheim, Rammstein, Garden of Delight, Ramones, Morrissey, The Smiths, Love like blood, London after Midnight, Nine Inch Nails,Laibach, Death in June,Play Dead, Gloria Mundi, The Clash, Theater of Hate, Xmal Deutschland, Tears for Fears, Billy Idol, Cruxshadows, Sigue Sigue Sputnik, The Last Dance, The Creatures,Diamanda Galas, Nina Hagen, Mina, Ministry, Apoptygma Berzerk , Blondie, Talking Heads, VNV Nation, Covenant, Skinny Pupy, Specimen,Cyndi Lauper, Modern Talking, A-HA, Black,Front 242, Roxy Music, Suede, Suicide Commando... Paradise lost, SAMAEL,Moonspell, TIAMAT, Therion, Nevermore,CELTIC FROST.. The Doors, Bob Dylan, Marianne Faithfull,Marilyn Manson, Madonna, Sting, Björk..
Lord of Illusions, Hardware, Hellraiser, Madmax and Prophecy series, all Fellini, Lynch, Jarmush, Burton, Akin and Ozpetek films,all Dracula films, all films with Boris Carloff, Vincent price, Donald Sutherland, Gary Oldman, Nicole Kidman, Michael Wincott, Christopher Walken, Sean Penn, Christopher Lee, Julianne Moore and Vincent Gallo. MAGNOLIA, City of Lost Children, La reigne Margot, Underground, Antonia's Line,Eyes Wide Shut, Before the Rain, Les amants du pont- Neuf, Conan Series, 13th warrior, 24 hour party people,La Heine, Last Samurai, Dancer In the dark, Quest for fire, Immortal Beloved, The hours, ORLANDO, Inside Monkey Zutterland, Fisher King, Wizard of OZ, Crash, The Doors, 1492 Conquest of Paradise, Piano, Modern Times, Waking Life, Nosferatu, Coffee and Cigarettes, Girl on the Bridge, Merlin, Great Expectations, Phantom of the Opera,Easy Rider, das Cabinet des Dr.Caligari, Ziggy stardust and spiders from the Mars..
X Files, Little Britain, all BBC prime comedies, serials, documentaries, Northern Exposure, Angels in America, Heidi, Dragon Ball, Clementine,South park, Nip/Tuck...Son zamanlarda Naruto Shipuuden :)
by Authors: all books of Clive Barker, desperately seeking for Storm Constantin & Poppy Z. Brite, Edgar Allen POE, Arthur C. Clarke, William Blake, Virginia Woolf, Dostoevsky, Kafka, Sartre, Goethe, Lord Byron, Shelly, Shakespeare, Dante, Ursula K.Le Gui n, Charles Dickens, Borges, Lautremont, Boris Vian, John Zerzan-Future Primitive, Tolkien, Virgilios, Homeros, George Orwell, La fontaine, Oliver Sacks, Elias Cannetti, Pavese, Tolstoy,Baudelaire, Arthur Rimbaud, Sylvia Plath, Allen Ginsberg, Samael Beckett, Salinger, Jim Morrison, Bob Dylan... Peter Pan,Little Prince and Alice in Wonderland..
Carl Mccoy,Don Quijote, Faust & Justin Sullivan