They
don’t know the real me
I
have found something that would make me free
They
have moulded me into a cold dark statue
That
forever remains, and forever pains
They
have made me unbreakable and cold
That
stands alone in the dark corner of the world
To
try and cure the pain of being alone
I
cut my arms and legs hoping it would leave
Leave
my body as the red stuff flows down the drain
Hoping
the outer pain will cure the inner pain
A
while later the wounds dry up and heal
But
the wounds inside continue to bleed within me
The
blood cascades morosely through my sombre spirit
This
is the side of me that cannot be cured
Forever
I will be scorned, rejected and confined to isolation
Forever
I will remain in the dark corner
Wet
black hair, dark empty eyes, staring at the world
A
torrent of tears rains through endless nights
Trying
to wash away the pain
Forever
I cry out, longing to be heard, longing for acceptance, longing for love
But
there is little hope, temporary love and tight hearts, no avail
I
sit there in the corner looking for solutions
I
only see darkness, hardness and sharp things and lots of pain
In
the portal of the corner is a doorway to a darker world
A
world where death becomes your only best friend
What
would happen, when I cut deeper into the arms
That
the red stuff flows like the red sea
Will
I be free, free from the never ending pain?
Will
I fly above the clouds? Will I walk through walls?
Will
I be able to travel the world without transport?
Will
I still always be forever alone?
Who
I'd like to meet:
Loving,
caring, freindly warm people... and people that love to hug and have
pointy ears if there any... Peopel who make great sounds(music) i love.
emails:
[email protected],
[email protected],
[email protected]
Phone/SMS:
+27 734704620 (int) 073 4704620 (local)
Parent's
landline : +27 354745704 (int) 035 4745704 (local)
(hears
you have to ask one of my parents for me... or maybe if you
lucky
i would answere...my parents may either call me, or just put the
phone
down on you...)
Postal/snail
mail:
To
Danielle C Lamb (Zana)
8
Hancock Street
Eshowe
3815
