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MY LIKES:~)BLAKE* OLD HORROR/GORE MOVIES* SUSPENDING* TATTOOS* PEIRCINGS* BONDAGE* BLOODLETTING* PICNICS IN THE CEMENTARY* SEX IN THE CEMENTARY* RUBBINGS* CLIMBING THE CLIFFS THAT OVERLOOK AUSTIN* STARBUCKS* POETRY* PRETENDING I'M A POET* INTELLIGENCE* NON~IGNORANT CONVERSATIONS* THE DARK* SLEEPING* THUNDERSTORMS* PAJAMAS* PROVING SOMEONE WRONG WHEN THEIR BEING ARROGENT* KISSING* KISSING GIRLS* SEX*SEX*SEX* SEX W/ GIRLS* SEX W/ BLAKE!!!* PORN* WATCHING PORN DURING SEX W/ BLAKE* RUBBER* SEWING* SHOPPING* MY VINTAGE SEWING MACHINE* VINTAGE PHOTOGRAPHY(NUDE)* MODELING* SUICIDE GIRLS (BEING ONE)* MYSPACE* ALTERING MY STATE OF MIND* WORKING OUT* BEING SPANKED* BEING KISSED* BEING TOUCHED BY BLAKE* DRESSING UP* MUSIC*MUSIC*MUSIC* MUSIC*MUSIC*MUSIC* GOING TO SHOWS* FINDING NEW MUSIC(HELP APPRICIATED)* LOVE* WRITING* BEING ALONE* COOKING* MY FRIENDS* READING* FIREPLACES* SPOONING W/ BLAKE* DISCOVERING NEW THINGS* MAIKNG A NEW FRIEND* GOING FOR LONG DRIVES* CARNEYS* BEING CHEESY* MY KITTENS* CEMETARIES* RAINY DAYS* FLYING* TRAVELING* MAKE~UP* INSENCE* THE BEACH* BEING LAZY* GETTING STUFF DONE* STRENGTH*MY DIS~LIKES:~(IGNORANCE* ARROGENCE* PEOPLE W/ NO SUBSTANCE* FAKE PEOPLE* MUSHROOMS* COCAINE* BAD DRIVERS* CHILD~ABUSE* SQUARE DANCING* MATH* MY FATHER*

I adopted a cute lil' death fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! ..
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I'd like to meet:

anyone that lacks ignorance, i'm not even sure if there are any anymore. can i be proven wrong? i like people who dislike people. understanding the contradiction is the first step. BETTIE PAGE * WILLIAM S. BURROUGHS * ANGELINA JOLIE * JAKE GYLLENHAALTHE WOMAN I DREAM ABOUT EVERY NIGHT!!! THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD MY BOYFRIEND HAS TO WORRY ABOUT!! HEHE i LoVe AnGeLiNa!and maybe even me one day, don't i look happy here?

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What Type of DEAD INSIDE Being Are You?
You are a Qlippoth, a human-shaped nothing, a black hole of soulnessness. You hate everything. You wish the destruction of the Source itself, in order to end your suffering. You are a husk of what you once were, and hunger for the bright light of others to fill your darkness. You glide through the shadows of the Spirit World like a demonic shark, keening as you stalk prey and to you, all other Beings are prey. You consume entire souls, seeking the peace brought as the consumed essence momentarily chokes your funnel-like being, easing the agonizing pull of the Void. But it never lasts and you must feed again. All others revile you as an abomination. You may be able to temporarily disguise yourself as a Dead Inside while hunting; Second Sight will reveal your true horrific nature. If you are destroyed, the hole in the cosmos you represent fills in and smooths out.
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Movies:

HORROR~HORROR~HORROR~ HORROR~HORROR~HORROR~ GORE*GORE*GORE*GORE* SIN CITY~ THE DEVILS REJECTS~ PITCH BLACK~ THE STORY OF THE RAMONES~ ALICE IN WONDERLAND~ constantine, anything w/ VINCENT PRICE, from beyond, orgazmo,any kind of horror movies, old horror, new horror (if it's good, alot of it sucks) almost anything by tim burton. the nightmare before christmas, videodrome, zombie movies, the serpent and the rainbow, dead alive,creepshow 1 and 2, last house on the left, people under the stairs, texas chainsaw massacre (all of them), eXistenZ,rawheadrex, psycho,donnie darko, nightmare on elm street (all), halloween, friday the 13th,scareface, secretary,taxi driver,zombie,eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,night of the living dead,dawn of the dead, day of the dead, living dead, evil dead, altered states, naked lunch, anything DAVID CRONENBERG, basket case, bubba ho-tep, manhunter, silence of the lambs, from hell, anything JOHNNY DEPP, red dragon, bad taste, kill bill 1 & 2, i spit on your grave, i spit on your corpse, killer condom, TROMA MOVIES, garden state, big fish, sleepaway camp(all), house, deranged, hotel hell, critters, HOWARD THE DUCK, pulp fiction, grimlins, skate videos, rabid, the village, airplane, the jerk, spaceballs, starwars, quills, mad max, conan, caligula, dusk before dawn, el mariachi, monsters inc., ants, a bugs life, PIXAR FILMS, the fog, the stuff, the blob, re- animater, bride of re-animater, beyond re-animater, 28 days later, chopping mall, old school, spontaneus combustion, LUCIO FULCI FILMS, soilent green, planet of the apes, city of the dead, don't torture a duckling,dead ringers, pumpkinhead, nekromantic 1&2, VAMPIRE MOVIES, ANYTHING W/ ZOMBIES!!!, ANYTHING W/ BLOOD AND GUTS!!!, something about mary, pinhead, ORGASMO, baseketball, southpark the movie, hellboy, the crow,bruce lee movies, godzilla movies,once upon a time in mexico,o.k get the point.............
You Are Ichabod Crane From "Sleepy Hollow."
You're a deep thinker - most times logically. You're a bit of a neat freak and a wuss (hey, you do faint a lot!) but you do have the ability to overcome your fears and come out stronger in the end. And you never lose your head over things. (Gufaw gufaw!)
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You are thee who shall not be named.. the Female
Cenobite. You're truly vicious and bloody
thirsty, with only one thing in mind: pain. In
fact, you're so intent on your purposes, even
your master has a hard time controlling you.
Whoa there, sparky. Why don't you take five?
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Television:

simpsons,futurama,family guy,csi,forensic files,southpark,chappelle's show, discovery channel, anything i can leard something from that doesn't rott my mind, i have society doing a good enough job of that.

Books:

h.p lovecraft, edgar allen poe, naked,denim and corderoy,coop,seuss,j.k rowlings, KAMA SUTRA, ANYTHING BY WILLIAM S. BURROUGHS, steven king, anything that can hold my attention past the first chapter, 100 tiny tales of terror, marqui de sade (can't spell that now, later)
You are CARRIE. You have the potential to be an
amazing person if circumstances don't cause you
to go insane and start killing everyone. Your
fanatic holy-roller mother completely ruined
you at a very young age. You only want to be
loved and accepted, but inside you feel that
you will never be good enough. On the bright
side though, you can move things with your
mind!

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Heroes:

BETTIE PAGE, WONDER WOMAN, LAMB OF GOD (FOR BRINGING BACK METAL!) MY BOYFRIEND FOR HELPING ME THROUGH TOUGH TIMES, MYSELF FOR MAKING IT OUT OF ADDICTION ALIVE AND WELL!! *** YOU *** J/K I HATE YOU.....
You're Bettie Page!

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My Blog

just some more of my minds leftover thoughts (and the answer to the last blog post)

o.k.  for anyone who was aondering what the answer to the last blog was...... drumroll please.... it was a speedball ~coke mixed w/ herion shot straight in the vein~ fun for all..... a new poem n...
Posted by gods fuck toy on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 10:52:00 PST

WHAT AM I?

FIRST WAVE your mouth goes numb that taste enters your mouth you hear everything in waves, you become an echo ~~~~~~~~wa~~wa~~wa~~wa~~wa~~wa~~wa~~wa~~wa~~~~~~~~ your heart beats rapidly as your eyes ...
Posted by gods fuck toy on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 12:24:00 PST

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i call you when i hear you calling crawling under cover of the darkness that seems to much too thick "i don't know what's wrong w/ me?" you say day after day i joked about st. john and his worts but w...
Posted by gods fuck toy on Thu, 16 Mar 2006 11:25:00 PST

changes

so i decided that i needed to soften up the look of my page, so for everyone not use to it... well this is  a happy jennilyn*stars' outlook on things, enjoy because i'm hoping that this is going ...
Posted by gods fuck toy on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 03:39:00 PST

MY TRIP TO THE HOSPITAL..... FUN?

well on saturday night i woke up to blake trying to get me to quiet down, it turns out i was screaming in my sleep. i was having a dream i was being stabbed in the stomach and i could seel the pain. w...
Posted by gods fuck toy on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 09:57:00 PST

sleeping surprise

sleeping surprisecrying w/ the lose of my eyescrying because i've lost the surprisethe look in your eyes, keep telling me liesas the knife runs slowly down my spinei can feel the color of hell running...
Posted by gods fuck toy on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 09:09:00 PST

this poem is naughty... yummy!!!

WANT TO FUCK want to fuck to suck to feel and taste and sweat only your not here in heart w/ me i'm not there in bed w/ you but i can feel your tounge dancing in my hole wiggling, lapping and i can t...
Posted by gods fuck toy on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 02:57:00 PST

ready for some motherfuckin' poetry...

once the blind eye watches the other looking for you it stops it should've been me i can't look down when secrets are to be told once the blind eye watches the other the sucking sound   in the ba...
Posted by gods fuck toy on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 02:20:00 PST

numbness wishing

the coldness of your breath reminds me of my death my suicide rushes back to me, remembering the joyless pain i felt alone, with my mind there w/ me i hold the blood soaked razor in place under my cry...
Posted by gods fuck toy on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 04:21:00 PST

I AM A KILLER

I AM A KILLER Blessed by evil, offering no salvation     beleiving in nothing I stand before the dead and dying   crusified and covered in blood A savior, I cannot save myself con...
Posted by gods fuck toy on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 09:18:00 PST