adamaesthetic [white plague]

hi
im adam
nuff said
The Stories of me, may quite interest you. Well, I guess it will depend on your personality and opinion of my actions and thoughts. Have you ever had those times where you have more than one path to choose at once? It is magnificant on what you choose upon that, because you will start to think maybe you should have choosen the other way. It's a bit important to make the right decision, you don't want to cause a certain Consent against your self and make it more difficult for you and those around you that care about your feelings. I may have sensitive feelings, I may have too much running through my mind, I may be in stress, who knows? It can really depend on what atmosphere I'm in. As in having a good or bad day at work, being bored at home all day, not getting enough sleep. Whatever that can cause stress on you.
I have made alot of decisions in my life in the past that have made things better and worse for my future. I can't really explain the bad part, but I may explain the good part. Going to College to make a better carreer for myself, finding the love of my life, searching for happiness. Well I have learned, that searching for something most likely does not solve problems, it can very well make it worse. Just wait for something you want come to you, but there are things that you just have to search for, but love is not a good thing to search for. You see these advertisements online that advertise "Finding Free Love", "Searching for your Soul Mate". That just is not going to cut it and make it end of story. There is a lot more to it, Love is not a thing to joke around about.
Love & Hate
Love & Hate are very strong words, you should be careful in using those words to your loved ones and enemies, because those words can come to Haunt you somewhere down the line in life. When you tell someone you love them, you need to really mean it. You can't use that word to just joke around with, because when you tell that person you love them, it will mean a lot to them. Whether it is a joke or not, that person will think of how it really means to them deep down.
I am the kind of person that cares about other people and of what they are going through in their lives. Especially my best friends, it makes me feel horrible seeing my friends look like that they are having a bad day or going through a hard time with family/friend/breakup issues. I know how all those feel, it is so bad. I cannot stand the feeling of being hurt and put down. Everyone in some point goes through that, its pretty much impossible to be perfect, everyone makes mistakes, it's just Human Nature. What can I say? I make mistakes, but I don't just not care about it, I do whatever it takes to fix it.
I am a person that you can talk to about anything that goes on in your life and just to have a good time with. I do anything for my friends, I will always be there for all of them. Whenever I go through hard times, it makes me feel 100% better when someone comes to me and cheers me up. It will make anyone feel better.
My old front yard. I miss it.
Mine.