Why did you leave once again? WHY?

The Tie is important. The Ass is important And I will have Faith forever. I masturbate to cake. It's everything Sweet Tea is life.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4I've been around. Seen and done some things I'm not proud of but I understand them. I understand myself and why I've done the things I have done. I'm happy I've had the experiences I've had.Glad I've met the people I've met. Glad that I've made the decisions I've made, because I wouldn't be who I am today; maybe I'm not the greatest person around but I know I'm not the worst, I've made it through things that would kill other people. I've never given up, and I never will. I will always remain. "I will try, I will fail, I will remain, I am STILL HERE!" I smoke it's a nasty habit but I already know that so I don't need to hear it from you. I love music, it can take you back to a place you've already been, it can take you forward, backward, up, down, over, under, and right where you want to be. I have hope and I have faith. I love to read. Love is important. I've loved and I've lost, I've loved and I've let go of it. I love my best friends. You know who you are. You wanna know me, just ask me anything I'm an open book and I don't hold secrets behind my back. I have special private jokes with all my friends, and I like making my friends feel special so if you're my friend then I love you and if I haven't seen you in a while I miss you. I like to be in love. I love to feel alive. I've been hurt a lot by love, but it's still the best thing in the world. "Life, Love, things that keep us alive." "We're all so sick yet we're so all so well; inside us all is a little bit of God and Heaven a little bit of Satan and Hell.""If I gave you my number would it still be the same? If I, if I saved you from drowning promise me you'll never go away oh promise me you'll always stay"Mommy.You only get one mom, and I wouldn't pick any other. My mom taught me everything I know. Literally. I owe my life, my education and everything else to her. Thank you for everything. For yelling at me when I needed it, for giving me sound advice when it was needed (or not LOL), for being a best friend, a sister, a drill instructor, a teacher, a mender of broken hearts, a peacemaker, a scholor, and sometimes a high-riding tough ass bitch, last but not least, the best mother I could have ever hoped for on this earth Thank you Mommy.Daddy.My Daddy has taught me so many things. He's my Daddy and without him I would never be complete; he's always made me laugh my entire life, no matter what was happening around me, he's been there to make me laugh. Thank you for everything Daddy. For being the man in my life, a comedian, a protector, a bread winner, a handyman (who can fix just about anything), a best friend, a brother, and my HERO, last but not least, being a good Daddy. Not all men step up to the plate, and sometimes when they do they strike out, but you stepped up and hit a home run. Thank you for Everything Daddy I wouldn't want anyone else in your place.David.My brother is the only person in my life who can take one look at me and know and see exactly what's in my soul and what I'm feeling. Without him I would be lost. He knows how I feel before I even know it. He sees into my soul. He's the only person in the world that when he makes fun of me I know it's because he loves me to death. I trust him with my life and my everything. Without him I am not complete. I couldn't and wouldn't dare ask for a better brother because he's the best. We finish each other's sentences, and each other's thoughts. He's my brother, my best friend, my protector, my comedian, my soul mate, my blood, my main man, most of all he's a real MAN I love him with all my heart.GrandparentsI love my grandparents to death, my life would not be complete without them. They watched me grow up, yes sometimes they may be a little quirky, but who isn't right? But I'm so glad that I've had them in my life. They've done a LOT for me my entire life. Including showing me unconditional LOVE. I love you Grammy and Grampy.AshleyDude, what can I say? I've known you 8 years! We've been through it all and seen it all and done it all. We've laughed, cried, lost our minds, found them again, we've fought, we've been bitches, we've been through hard times, been through good times, been to hell, been to heaven, been through low waters, been through high waters, and we've stuck by each other through all of it. Come hell or high water, I'll be here. And I know you always be there for me. I love you Ash.MicheleChelly, you are forever and will eternally be my bitch! You've been the tough bitch I needed to help me through the last few years of my life and I'm so glad that we are BFFL! If it weren't for you I would be dead and you know it's true. You've been there for me, you've been there for My family (especially Mommy),you're the bitch in my life, the best friend, the little slut, :-b (you're gonna hate me for that one. LOL) the sister, and my blood for true. Sometimes I hate you like hell... But you know I really LOVE you to death.JordanJordan, we been tight as hell for almost three years now, we been through a lot of shit, people have treated us like shit and we still have come out on top screaming "FUCK YOU I'M STILL HERE!". The places we've been no one could ever understand, the shit we been through no one could ever imagine. But me and you are strong women. They will never be able to break us down no matter what, we will always pull through. We have been through, survived, the worst of shit. We are survivors. They've tried their best to break us, and kill us inside but together we have always come out swinging. I love you girl, forever. I hope we're always tight like we've always been. I'll always be here for you. I know you'll always be here for me.SherylSheryl, if I ever have a daughter, I hope she's like you. You have a big kind heart , a sensitive caring soul, you feel other people's pain, you've been taken advantage of by many people because of these things, been treated like shit, and kicked while you were down, don't ever let them take those things from you Sheryl, you're a good person and just because they aren't doesn't mean you should be like they are, just brush it off your shoulders, I know it's not easy sometimes, trust me I've been there, don't ever let them change you! You've been there for me and I've tried my best to be there for you. You are: my daughter, my sister, my best friend, my confidante, and you have touched my life and I am forever changed. You are strong , even though you don't think it, you are. You are a beautiful wonderfull girl. Don't ever let them take that away from you. I love you girl. I'll always be here for you no matter what, and I know you'll always be there for me.