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[AMANDAKELLY!!!]

air grows cold; autumns not the same without you

About Me

it's always wonderful
to love yourself as much as i do
[AMANDAKELLY!!!]


Welcome to the myspace of:
Piscataway's Biggest Myspace Whore


if you only learn one thing from my myspace may this be it:



[i'maNEW JERSEYsuccessstory]
reppin the 732 till death

There's a song I love so much I stole Now I spit out words, To a hopeless cause, I sold my soul Until I break into chokable pieces
Every precious note I took, I sold Do you see my lungs on the dance floor? A romantic plastic piece of shit you can mold Alkaline Trio : I Was A Prayer



; things amanda loves:
; music
; girls
; megan
; her
; sleep
; michael
; cello
; my kids
; the diner
; rain
; my car
; turkey sandwitches
; mayonayse
; cherry coke
; myspace
; stepmania
; sal ♥
; soy sauce city
; the cool kids playground
; my bass
; bubble tea


[dont.say.itll.stay.this.way.forever.]
NewFoundGlory:WhoAmI?


things amanda hates: ;
cheese ;
penis ;
ignorance ;
riding my bike far distances ;
my mother ;
bad music ;
math ;
red lights ;
jen rakkl ;
livejournal ;
people that think they're cooler than me ;
analog clocks ;
hot straight girls ;
work ;
people that steal my quarters off the DDR machiene ;
drama ;
steve perez ;
running ;
people who mess with sam ;
people that say gray isnt a color ;
the unknown ;


i want to write the perfect song, while you are tangled up in sleep. until i stop breathing T H R I C E.
and play it just for you ; i need you more than ill ever know my lungs will take you for granted . InYearsToCome


nothing really to say. im just me, thats all i can be.. there fore thats all i am. i love music, and shows, and my friends, and good times. i dont have any regrets, and i never will.
aside from being a myspace whore, im a lyric whore. lyrics are my life, and its sad; but i do live my life by lyrics. so dont make fun of me for having lyrics all over my myspace, cauz i dont give a fuck what you think about me.
when you do the same routine every day you eventually become custom to doing it. i dont like drama and i do everything in my right mind to avoid it. my friends are my entire world. my best friend megan is my life. my male counter part tj is my twin brother. emily and jes must happen every day in my life or i feel empty, and marymills is becoming one of the best friends i could ask for. i love the regulars plain and simple, i love my friends those people make my life worth it.
people dont really know much about me. my friends know the stuff that everyone see's. i'm insanley complex, and quite over analytical. i'm really annonying. the only people that i feel completly comfortable around are megan and tj. i'm very strange. i say bad news bears and g ross atlest three times in a 5 minute period. i'm not your adverage 'jersey girl' and i never will be. i hate the sun and the ocean. i'd much rather sit in the diner parking lot and smoke cigarettes then actually do something with my life. myspace owns me and that's sad. i love my cell phone, and if i didnt have unlmited texting i would be in debt up to my ears. i dont like waking up early unless i have to. and i love myself more than everyone in the world.[except for megan] it takes a lot for me to love you more than i love myself. there is only one other person that i know of so far who accomplished that, and she broke my heart.
this is one of my favorite places ever.
Hacklebarney State Park.
love♥



{[i smoke marlbro menthol lights like its my job.]}
{[i sit at the diner for hours with megan because it's what we do.]}
{[i drive tj around in my taxi cause we're crazy and we know it]}
{[i sit with rachael on her bed listening to music cause we ROCK HXC ]}
All these /r/e/c/k/l/e/s/s/ nights;
Have left me spinning out of control.
Is there not aCure for sorrow ?
All these faded lights;
Have made me search for something more.
Will there be a new, t.o.m.o.r.r.o.w?
Mae:Painless

incase you cant tell, "aCure for sorrow" is my screen name. im it; cauz the whole purpose of this myspace thing is to talk to people.

these are my best friends;
and i hate to break it to you;
but they're better than yours.
if you only read one section of my profile:
read this.


///i always have headphones attached to my ears///i do wear my seatbelt///i love pictures of myself///i'm an HTML whore///i work at a daycare and i love it there///i watch the wiggles every morning///my sister means the world to me///my brother is starting to get up there too///i love my car///i love putting stickers on my car///window chalk is a must///middlesex county college is where it's at///piscataway is a horrible town///i can break your heart but i dont plan on it///i love my best friend///i hate people who try to be scene///i'd rather be at the diner///i love the stars///i'm the token lesbian, and the token girlfriend that you want to bring home to your parents/// i love myself more than i'll ever love you
amanda kelly is really queer. but i love her with alll my heart. she is a loser &has no frieds [even if she thinks so] cause all she does is hang out with her sister.
written by: rachael

...the ones who love us...
...never really leave us...



RIP grandma. i love you ♥

My Interests



MAD.GAY.PRIDE

Give me gravity;
Give me clarity;
Give me
something
to rely on.
TREOS:ThisArmistice



music, and lots of it ; going to shows ; hanging out with my friends ; being 100% random ; train rides to nowhere ; work ; radio dj ; meeting new people ; being myself ; living every day like its your last ; just being real ; keeping everything simple ; not having any regrets ; doing everything that i want to ; being totally original ; walking aimlesley to anywhere ; driving really fast with the windows down and the air conditioning on with ska music blasting in the back ; semi-colons ; my ADD ; my OCD ; being dyslexic ; chilling with my best friend in the entire world ; the diner ; cool kids playground ; my addiction to myspace



So say;
what
are
you
waiting
for?
Kiss her ,
Kiss her .
Fall Out Boy:
A Little Less Sixteen Candles;
A Little More "Touch Me"



you can't knock him her out
you can't walk away
try desperatly to think;
of the politest
way
to
say

just get out my face
just leave me alone
and no you can't have my number;
[why?]
cause i lost my phone.


I'd like to meet:

Can I say this?

It's on the tip of my tongue

I understand

But I know

You know

Through each

and every kiss

You've given me

Happiness

Joy

Yourself

I wouldn't want anything less

Because

It's on the tip

of my tongue

However

Why say

Something

We already know

Serene

Beauty

Take me to the hood

Hold me tight

Because I found where I belong

And the place I miss the most

When all I have is your hoodie

& hearts ;

witten by my baby

:: cute girls with nice eyes ::

:: bands that rock XhardcoreX ::

:: people that arent close minded ::

:: boys with long hair and girls pants ::

:: anyone thats into the same stuff i am ::

:: people that will take the time to talk to me ::





And I've lost faith in everything;
I'm lost ; so lost ;
I'm lost without you.
Alkaline Trio: Mercy Me



You've got me in a tough situation;
Sorry if this sounds stupid.
I'm /l/o/s/i/n/g/ my mind ;
Through this r-e-p-e-t-i-t-i-o-n .
Stop me before I lose you too .
punchline:stop

And I'll fly
Fly across the sky;
And I’ll leave;
Leave it all behind;
If you’d be here;
Here with me tonight;
I’ll be fine
I’ll be fine;
I’ll be fine…
mae:awakening





JOIN MY GROUP:
PISCATAWAY SUCKS




KRISTA'S BACKYARD ADVENTURES 4LIFE!





tj jumping off my car into jes's pool?
yeahhhhhhhhhhhh that's right.
=]





Don't blink; don't close your eyes.
But most of all don't apologize.
It's me who's got the demons to wrestle now.

There's a patch of blue in the stormy sky;
A memory of a brighter time.
When everything was new and less w.a.t.e.r.e.d down;
Before the summer turned to brown .
sherwood:song.in.my.head

Music:

; acceptance
; alien ant farm
; alkaline trio
; allister
; catch 22
; copeland
; count the stars
; dead poetic
; denver harbor
; down to earth approach
; eisley
; emery
; fall out boy
; fenix*TX
; finch
; from first to last
; funeral for a friend
; gatsby's american dream
; glasseater
; greg wood
; halifax
; hawthorne heights
; hidden in plain view
; hoobastank
; interference
; kill the silence
; lily allen ♥
; less than jake
; long shot hero
; mae
; mayday parade
; matchbook romance
; midtown
; motion city soundtrack
; my chemical romance
; new found glory
; nofx
; oh, juliet!
; panic! at the disco
; punchline
; rufio
; runaway orange
; scenes from a movie
; secret lives of the freemasons
; sherwood
; silverstein
; socratic
; spitalfield
; story of the year
; straylight run
; sum 41
; taking back sunday
; tegan and sara
; THIS DAY & AGE
; the beautiful mistake
; the dangerous summer
; the high court
; the juliana theory
; the lyndsay diaries
; the movielife
; the receiving end of sirens
; the rocket summer
; the spill canvas
; the used
; thrice
; underoath
; verge of ruin
; yellowcard

Oh, how I've been teething
In light of your misleading.
You've caused this collapse
Between the heart
and the synapse .
TheRecievingEndOfSirens:
ThisArmistice



Movies:

SLC Punk!, Josie and The Pussycats, Spice World, Big Fish, The Crow, Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory. V for Vendetta, RENT, Cars ---movies to live by.

Television:

Dawson's Creek -the only show that i ever watched religiously.

Books:

Night - Speak - Cut - Perks of Being a Wallflower -i hate reading, but those are the best books ever

Heroes:



megan jones.
this girl saves me.
how about this girl is the love of my life. my true best friend. i honestly don't know what i'd do without her. she keeps me together. she's my other half. without her i feel incomplete. she knows me better than anyone in the world, including myself. she loves me even tho i am one of the most annoying people on earth. she's always been there for me no matter what, and i would honestly die without her.
beaver&chipmunk4life

kelly [my bff]
my real hero
you see; i never really had a hero untill i met kelly. she's what i want to be when i grow up. hell, she is me when i grow up. i go to her with everything, and she comes to me with everything. it's hard to believe that there really is someone out there that's cooler than me. she's who i strive to be. she's a great mother, a great friend, and an even better hero. she's my bff.
[kel&A BFFs]

My Blog

topsail=love

that's the houseand that's the view from the back porchi'm in love....
Posted by [AMANDAKELLY!!!] on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:04:00 PST

finally. everything i’ve ever wanted.

i mean it.everything.everything i could have asked for has come truei found the girl that completes me.i'm moving out.i'm starting my life offi have money ; not a lot ; but i have moneyand i have rhia...
Posted by [AMANDAKELLY!!!] on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 04:02:00 PST

this is me- in love

"She’s important to me and kwnoing that we spent the holiday with both our families meant alot. I felt good and even giggily. I admit it." -quote from rhiannon’s blogwe spent the holiday w...
Posted by [AMANDAKELLY!!!] on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 04:57:00 PST

a-SAP

yeah i said it.i’m putting a ring on her fingerand making her mine foreverany donations for theamandakelly finally found the perfect girl for her and wants to buy her a really nice engagement ri...
Posted by [AMANDAKELLY!!!] on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 04:52:00 PST

it’s the little things-

the little things that help make things make sense.[stupid texts][knowing you’re talking about me][cuddles][your smile][when you attack me][falling off toniie’s couch][how you hold my hand...
Posted by [AMANDAKELLY!!!] on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:00:00 PST

perfection at its best.

when it comes down to it; there are things in life you just have to look at. things in life you can't just ignore. i was ignoring the fact that there was the possibility there could be someone better ...
Posted by [AMANDAKELLY!!!] on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 10:55:00 PST

nothing special. really.

some people just aren't worth it.i miss megan.like a lot.i don't wanna grow up.but that's nothing new.sometimes i wonder why you hate me so much.but i know you don't.i just think you do.cause i get ye...
Posted by [AMANDAKELLY!!!] on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 08:15:00 PST

stop.

stop worrying.you know what i mean.you know how i think.life has a funny way of telling you what it wantsso does fate.trust me.
Posted by [AMANDAKELLY!!!] on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 07:08:00 PST

i find it funny.

i really do tho.the way things work out. i find them funny. how everything really does happen for a reason; and how certian people can't help to be immature. or how certian can't help but to be insecu...
Posted by [AMANDAKELLY!!!] on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 06:36:00 PST

what are you doing to me? whatever it is /// don’t stop.

i want to ramblei want to write for hoursi want to put all of this downbut i can'tthere are no wordsthere is nothing to show thisi can't describe iti can't explain itthere are no wordsyou've taken me ...
Posted by [AMANDAKELLY!!!] on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 07:23:00 PST