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jessica

and even i am getting tired of useless desire.

About Me


Wailed an earnest young monk of Duluth
"Where O where is the ultimate truth?"
All at once from above
Dropped the dump of a dove—
Prompt reply, if a little uncouth.

X.J. Kennedy

My Interests

righteousness and the invention of Satan

I'd like to meet:

Drag queens in limousines, Nuns in blue jeans, Dreamers with big dreams, Poets and AWOL Marines, Actors and Barflies, Writers with dark eyes, Drunks who philosophize, these are my friends.

Music:

i got the spirit but lose the feeling-let it out somehow

Television:

Richard Hell is hot

Books:

Tom Robbins. Jeanette Winterson. Neal Stephenson. Anais Nin.

Heroes:

Gertrude Stein, Bjork, Jeanette Winterson, Jim Henson, Marie Howe, and my Grandma

My Blog

park that car drop that phone sleep on the floor dream about me

hiya (that was for S.) I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm moving back to ABQ for a year or so coming this August.  I'm getting excited to have a home again, if only because i'm out of f...
Posted by Ana Pascal on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 09:56:00 PST

all your insides fall to pieces, you just sit there wishing you could still make love

for holloween i went and watched several bands who "dressed up" as other bands.  the first played all radiohead songs (and they were much better then you might expect, i was pleased) the second p...
Posted by Ana Pascal on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 09:04:00 PST

bounce, wiggle, bouncin' all those brains out

I'm in Boston now and half employed; I'm working three days a week as a waitess in a casual fine-dining resturant.  Does anyone know when life actually starts getting fun?  I'm living out th...
Posted by Ana Pascal on Fri, 14 Oct 2005 12:26:00 PST

i'm not surprised, but i never feel quite prepared

How is it that it looks like I have very little stuff until I try to put it in boxes? Josh is off to OR and then to his new residence somewhere in the New York metropolitan area.  It's scary to b...
Posted by Ana Pascal on Wed, 17 Aug 2005 01:49:00 PST

everything seems to be up in the air at this time

David turned the big 3-0 this past weekend.  old old man. We celebrated like we celebrate everything else... by getting shit faced (well, okay so he did... and I made sure he didn't pass out in t...
Posted by Ana Pascal on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

if i'm so evil, why are you satified?

i saw the kills last night at the double door and they were amazing. the dynamic between those two people is thrilling to watch. I honestly felt like my heart was swelling so much i could have filled...
Posted by Ana Pascal on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

one more line to thrill me

my new favorite song is "skinny white girl" by Trailer Bride. its a nearly perfect song. i think i'm falling in love with the south. but how could this be? they fry everything, even their cheese...
Posted by Ana Pascal on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

mike says boston is colder then chicago

there is one very unfortunate fact about moving to boston. although i will get to spend my time with a wonderful young mr mike and i will party regularly like there is not another 60 or so years i pla...
Posted by Ana Pascal on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST