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About Me

Live for what you love and die to protect it, its always going to be different. Ive changed more then I expected to my heart is open and so are my eyes. Everyone deserves a 2nd chance because mistakes are made forgivness is a power in it-self.If you leave it unsaid it stays unsaid,never have things been this clear,take this in now forever doesnt exist its only a word.God has the final judgement not I, he holds eternity not me, give me the strength to change the things that I can and to accept the things that I can not.live,laugh love and learn this is life cause in the end is it all worth it?

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My Interests

Music,buddism,muay thai and the culture behind it,BJJ,MMA,books,rugby,martial arts,wrestling,compassion,forgiveness,understanding,love,liv ing even though sometimes its hard,waking up everyday with a fresh start,hope,change,being who Iam,having a open mind and always willing to learn,being loved,knowing that it could all end tommorow and live like there isnt one,my friends and family who support and love me no matter how bad I mess up my life is in your hands,having an open heart,saying sorry when Iam wrong,saying sorry when Iam right,making people smile even if Iam not,seeing people happy even if it means my happiness,tryin to secure my future,travel,yoga,keeping to myself,training till Iam about to die,being alive

I'd like to meet:

Ghandi,Siddartha Gotamma,Remy Bonjasky,The Dali Lamma,God,Good people,any of the machado brothers,BJ Penn,sakasem,Bruce Lee,Dan Gable,Kurt Angle,Dorian Yates,Buakaw,Andy Hug,Anyone who is into muay thai and or MMA. I dunno maybe you IM:demonthroat

Music:

anything that doesnt suck

Movies:

I like alot of movies

Television:

I watch more than I like to admit

Books:

anything on MMA,BJJ,sports,the roman empire,vampires,health,gladiators,serial killers,martial arts,egyptian culture,religion,I like alot of wierd stuff

Heroes:

I have alot of heroes but the most important are my mother she is the strongest woman I know thank you for giving me life and trying your best to give me a good life.My step father I was'nt even his son and raised me thanks dad for showing me that love should unconditional and everlasting. My older sister for holding it down and being the best mother she can be.And to my little sister for keepin her head on straight and going to college Iam so proud of you and mark my words I will make you as proud of me as Iam of you even it kills me words can't express how proud Iam of you.You moved forward where I fucked up and the people who never give up on me and remind me that Iam worth something you push me and if it means my life to show you how much I love you SO BE IT!!!!

My Blog

Sunburst sky.

Place your hand across my mouth and make me another promise .Its never going to be the same again, is it? Even now its still to hard to walk away. You always seem to miss the point, it was never the s...
Posted by havok(is Faixa Roxa!!!! ) on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 12:51:00 PST

Forever and a day.

This is our last time here,its become more of a habit these days.Is everything always going to end like this? Why are we here once again? I said that I was sorry before, now I know better than to give...
Posted by havok(is Faixa Roxa!!!! ) on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 12:27:00 PST