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Mitch

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About Me

i'm a highschool dropout. spent a year in rehab. lived in temecula, and minnesota. i get off ..ing people. my brain is in spin cycle, acid washed, with oxy clean. i have low self esteem. i have a hard time trusting people. i'm working on it. some people think i dont stick up for myself. im working on that too. i live in the chord so sharp it hurts too short lived to build a foundation and when left to my own devices am obliterated easily by perversion and pain
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
The Merciless Child
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My Interests

dating and farming sims, rpgs, books, travelling, stores, raving, working out, playing sports, cruising, the beach, street drugs, being by myself, being accused of things i did not do, tarot cards, casting circles, mapping out hell, helping people out, trouble, bad news, etc.

I'd like to meet:

The presidents of many companies, veterans, sports players, truck drivers, drug dealers, dancers, valedictorians, psychologists, models, dj's, animators, writers, idk. all the losers out there. the creator
"This convenient fabrication is your attempt to change reality."

Music:

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Arch Enemy, Otep, Crisis, Snow Patrol, The Crystal Method, Paul Oakenfold, DJ Z-Trip, Scooter, Oceanlab, Delerium, Astral Projection, Alice Deejay, Abba, The A*Teens, The Mars Volta, Cosmic Gate, Lacuna Coil, Mae, Vanessa Carlton, Vanessa Mae, Android Lust, George Acosta, Hole, Duncan Sheik, Cold, Staind, Mono, Newfound Glory, Lamb of God, Fiona Apple, Esthero, Olive, Nine Inch Nails, Mozart, Muse, Mindless Self Indulgence, The Pixies, Nirvana, Ozma, P.O.D., Chevelle, Papa Roach's Love Hate Tragedy, Radiohead, Prodigy, The Ramones, The Screamin Cheetah Wheelies, Republica, Skinny Puppy, Sense Field, Blink 182, Fenix TX, Slipknot, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Statix X, The Vines, My Chemical Romance, Tori Amos, Tsunami Bomb, Tricky, Zwan, DJ Tiesto, Good Charlotte, Interpol, Filter, Madonna, Front Line Assembly, Meshuggah, Astral Projection, Basement Jaxx, Ayumi Hamasaki, Concord Dawn, Avenged Sevenfold, Michelle Branch, Outkast, Kelis, No Doubt, Yellowcard, Velvet Acid Christ, Third Eye Blind, Three 6 Mafia, Tool, The Toadies, The Strokes, The Divinyls, The Mighty Mighty Bosstones, The Notorious BIG, Jay Z, Hoobastank, The Beatles, Johnny Cash, Old System of a Down, Limp Bizkit, Sublime, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Stabbing Westward, Jet, Soundgarden, Rage Against the Machine, Smash Mouth, Powerman 5000, P Diddy, Oasis, Mudvayne, Modest Mouse, Michael Jackson, Method Man, Mary J Blige, Mariah Carey, Ludacris, Lit, Linkin Park, Jimmy Eat World, Hot Hot Heat, Garbage, Infected Mushroom, Goo Goo Dolls, DMX, Death Cab for Cutie, Bush, The Black Eyed Peas, Beck, Coolio, Snoop Dogg, Aqua, ATB, Evanescence, Aerosmith, Aaliyah, Tupac, Anabolic Frolic, Zero Seven, The White Stripes, Missy Elliot, Weezer, The Killers, The Cranberries, The Cure, 311, Tech N9ne, Taproot, Suicidal Tendencies, Stone Temple Pilots, Velvet Revolver, Slayer, Rooney, Rasputina, Rilo Kiley, Peaches, Prodigy, Pizzicato Five, Madonna, Lords of Acid, Jane's Addiction, Depeche Mode, The Deftones, Dashboard Confessional, D12, The Dandy Warhols, Cradle of Filth, Coheed and Cambria, Christina Aguilera, Busta Rhymes, 50 Cent...

Movies:

Domino, Metropolis, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Bully, Bound, Leaving Las Vegas, Sin City, Fight Club, The Girl Next Door, Romy & Michele's Highschool Reunion, Requiem for a Dream, Birthday Girl, Hollow Man, Beyond Borders, Serenity, Lost Highway, Strangeland, Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children, Street Fighter the animated movie (japanese subbed), Record of Lodoss War, Ranma, Fatal Fury, Vampire Hunter D, Vampire Hunter D Bloodlust, Battle Angel, Akira, Ninja Scroll, Requiem for a Dream, Bruce Lee, Dragon Ball Z, Kung Fu Hustle, Jawbreaker, Don't Tell Mom The Babysitter's Dead, The Cell, Queen of the Damned, The Matrix, Stargate, Starship Troopers, Rumble in the Bronx, Legend of Drunken Master, Donnie Darko, Showgirls, House of 1,000 Corpses, The Professional, The River Wild, Hackers 1 & 2 ("HACK THE PLANET!!"), Wasabi, Wayne's World, Terminator 2, Star Wars, X-Men, some others I can't think of right now

Television:

sealab 2021, strangers with candy, stripsearch, project runway, medium, .hack//, trigun, tenchi muyo, parental control, the loop, weeds, the sopranos

Books:

the gunslinger, the drawing of the three, the waste lands, darkangel, a gathering of gargoyles, the pearl of the soul of the world, the telling, the legend of earthsea, changing planes, the vampire lestat, running with scissors, blood and chocolate, long hard road out of hell, the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe

Heroes:

our US army, R.B.

My Blog

bastard’s honor

i'm finally paying off some debt and supposed to be picking up a second check this month for renter's assistance. should be ok. idk why but i keep forgiving people for fucking me over and a lot of tim...
Posted by Mitch on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 11:39:00 PST

marriage of convenience (independence)

whats been happening to me lately? well most of the really important stuff i shall allow to elude you but i did go to a rock concert. a best friend turned out to be a phony and my ex girlfriend got lo...
Posted by Mitch on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 06:42:00 PST

time worn, loose interpretation

just got home. i worked with chris and george at ucsd installing some shades. got home. played some phantasy star universe and marvel ultimate alliance with rob. went out to get gas and pick...
Posted by Mitch on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 02:00:00 PST

objectify your love

i started back on the meds. im switching seroquel out to geodon again in a month it should be sweet. our blockbuster 2 week trial period is over think we're done with that. but it was fun while it las...
Posted by Mitch on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 05:18:00 PST

a product of my environment

i was so afraid that this would happen... more afraid of this than anything, really. that someone would lose interest in me. apparently regardless of how hard i tried to make it work, putting myself...
Posted by Mitch on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 01:29:00 PST

filtering cognitive distortions and applying basic knowledge to: relationships

i am taking responsibility for hurting myself it's not YOUR fault
Posted by Mitch on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 03:05:00 PST

deep freeze

its becoming clear to me, now, that having a heart, that having feelings and going with them can get one into more trouble, sometimes, than one can handle
Posted by Mitch on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 04:20:00 PST

hidden truth / house of mirrors

i cant sleep. my brother in law told me to read a book. im sitting here listening to loa and pondering what i could have done differently. i cant concentrate but i know i will have to hit the books so...
Posted by Mitch on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 02:26:00 PST

scavenger hunt

im kinda scared... and i know it's because i'm so out of shape, mentally, physically, emotionally... i just know things won't go the way i want them to (which is ok) if i go out - things might go hayw...
Posted by Mitch on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 01:48:00 PST

kind of depressing

COLORGENICS You are setting yourself an illusory goal. Whatever it was that has made you so bitterly disappointed has left a nasty taste in your mouth and you feel that 'enough is enough'. You are sic...
Posted by Mitch on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 07:42:00 PST