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In high school my identity was “the anorexic girl.” I am currently a freshman at Bucks County Community College. I’m a fine arts major. I love art-its my therapy. Most of my friends I hang out with now don’t know about my eating disorder. My identity is Jess. I’m a crazy energetic chick who has fun. That’s who I am now…if you ask me I think this is a much better identity then ED.
Though behind my smiles…I’m still that lost anorexic who dwells on the past…fears the future…and has no sense of the present. i still live at home with my parents. my older sister is away at west chester university, so i am the oldiest. i feel like the baby though. my younger sister is two years younger and my brother is seven years younger...but they have more freedom then i do. i need to get away from here.

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  • Height:5'6"
  • CW:100
  • LW:84

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    My Blog

    fuck me now

    My life right now is so out of control. I feel like I am drowning in a sea of my own self. Sleep doesn't exist in my world anymore, and neither does time. I feel so repulsive&I can literally feel my ...
    Posted by serenity on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 05:53:00 PST

    model?

    Saturday night was so great. My friend and I went to our favorite store in town. Its this little vintage shop I love it. She makes some of the stuff there too. It's different. Like kind of odd. Some ...
    Posted by serenity on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 04:02:00 PST

    im a slut!! wtf?

    Ok, so I have been uber busy. I started work at Staples about a month ago. It's back to school time so you can just imagine. I apologize for my lack of emails and comment posting. I have a little bit ...
    Posted by serenity on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 01:02:00 PST

    vans warped tour aug 3rd Camden, nj

    ..> BANDS       A Static Lullaby..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> The Actual Agent Orange   Alkaline Trio All Time Low The Al...
    Posted by serenity on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 10:44:00 PST

    Paula Walnuts from the Real World

    a little over a year ago Paula from the Real World Key West messaged me. I wanted to post what she said to me. Her words changed my life. I havent talked to her since...but her telling me from her exp...
    Posted by serenity on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 04:32:00 PST

    some questions

    my sister interviewed me for a class she is taking. the questions seemed to help me. they got me to think. so im posting them for anyone who is having a writers block moment. or needs some inspiration...
    Posted by serenity on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 01:42:00 PST

    pics

    BEFORE MY EATING DISORDER carefree happy innocent playful smiles silly sisters (me on the left) beauty friendly best friends forever fortunate   THEN I LEARNED HOW TO FAKE A SMILE &nb...
    Posted by serenity on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 02:20:00 PST

    Compare and Contrast

    Compare and Contrast   She likes how she felt When she didn't feel   She liked how she thought When she didn't think   She liked how she dreamt When she didn't dream   She like...
    Posted by serenity on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 09:52:00 PST

    my meal plan

    ok so i decided to show everyone what im suppose to be eating. for people who want to recover i just want to let you know how much food your body actually needs to gain weight. i know for myself i wou...
    Posted by serenity on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 02:53:00 PST

    mmm safe food!

        Lean Cuisine 200 calories or less:      Chicken Marsala Roasted, seasoned chicken breast in a rich Marsala wine sauce with tender mushrooms and a ...
    Posted by serenity on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 08:48:00 PST