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© 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved

this is how i escape the madness, too much of anything'll hurt you so, my state of minds all purple

About Me


There's a story behind every single word I write
Don’t take what I say lightly
Every word, every verb,and every name will be arranged in a way that is
Beautiful
Even pain
This is my life…
I’m a million different people
[Some say I’m crazy]
alter ego(n.)Another side of oneself; a second self.
alter ego(n.)An intimate friend or a constant companion.
bittersweet(adj.)Bitter and sweet at the same time
[Honey]
honey(n.)A sweet substance, such as nectar
Watch me capture every tear & inch of pain
Bittersweet Honey
Shoot my name up every vein
Unless yooh lived mii lyfe,
don't judge meeh bcuz
yooh don't know
never have & never will
kno every little thing & detail about meeh

IMMATURE (adj)
Just a word used by people who don't know how to have fun

My Interests

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[ purple means royalty]

I think it pisses God off
when you walk by
the color purple in a field
and don't notice it.

I love...
worn out chucks
as if you have no cash
just shoes with a past
you move wit bruised soles
black chucks grow old

you grow old...gain wisdom

& I love...
worn out denim

& I love...

try it…&isten...

& I love...
all kinds of music...if you haven't noticed

rince!

& I love...
Horror moves

Deep thinking

Reminiscing...
Deep conversations

The sound of rain hitting the windows

Clouds

aliens, monsters

the supernatural

but
terrified of clowns…
Coulrophobia { is an abnormal or exaggerated fear of clowns }

colors, bright, flashy colors

spirituality…not religion...religion is for people scared to go to Hell...spirituality is for people who've already been there...

[Rondashizzle] Mii Ride or die

we have sooo many memories, so many stories
getting in trouble at the movies with the cops
near death expereinces at the movies
cussin' people out at the movies
wow...a lot happend at the movies
oh...but there was the water world incidents;
my top rose up & that little boy saw my titty
wow...i kno..so embrassing

if I was to tell the whole world of myspace
every bit of memories we have together
they would hate me for it...cuz that's just way too much to read

love ya gurlie

My family...
My mother is a writer,My brother is a lyricist, My sister is an artist, And me; a poet,

I'd like to meet:



Music:



Movies:

Candyman,The Lost Boys,Saw, Amityville Horror, The Exorcist,Purple Rain ,Beauty and the BeastBad News Bears,Anchorman,Baby Boy,Friday Night Lights, Fight Club,Old School,Training Day, Scarface, Napoleon Dynamite

Television:

"YoUr miNd CoNtRoLs yOuR BoDy"

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"thE OnLy tHinG wE hAvE tO fEaR iS FeAr iTSelf"

.. width="425" height="350" ..Nip/Tuck, Criss Angel mindfreak Malcolm in the Middle, CSI, The Simple Life, Flavor Flav, Work Out, Martin, Mad TV, Scare Tactics

Books:

Interview with the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Flowers in the Attic, Speak, The Vampire Lestat

Heroes:

»-(¯`v´¯)-» Design your MySpace with MyLook «-(¯`v´¯)-«

My Blog

music is my boyfriend

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Posted by © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved. on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 06:36:00 PST

Purple Haze

    Purple Haze {cough?}Purple haze all in my brainLately things just don’t seem the sameActin’ funny, but I don’t know why’Scuse me while I kiss the skyP...
Posted by © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved. on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 10:34:00 PST

Fav song of the day ~ More than I can bear

  I've gone through so much in my life & I just barely turned 20 & I'm still going through trials. The trials are never-ending, sometimes I feel like it's too much. Yet, I overcome every ...
Posted by © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved. on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 04:30:00 PST

Untitled

Thank you Mike for sending this to me when I was feelin' weak.   one day a small opening appeared in a cocoon; a man sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its b...
Posted by © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved. on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 09:01:00 PST

Part I...No regrets

      This story will continue to drag erratically until I meet my righteous love. Until I encounter the purpose of my sightlessness, my journey ends so that I become infinite...
Posted by © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved. on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:32:00 PST

Part 3....Daddy

         I believe that everyone's life consist of countless mysteries. We go through several events, good and bad. One of the worst things we can go through ar...
Posted by © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved. on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 04:29:00 PST

Part 2...Visions

          Throughout the years I've become familiar with a certain theme park. An immoral carnival concealed by darkness. I would ride this one roller coas...
Posted by © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved. on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 02:35:00 PST

to murder your ego

Rebel to rejection... I reject me, I reject myself, castrate my soul and replace with an egowe live illegal, immoral, bored to death of life's boredom&a breathing person bleeding the same blood, yet.....
Posted by © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved. on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:24:00 PST

(Lyrics) Wait for you

"Wait For You" by Nelly FurtadoI know you're trying to get around me babyI know you've got me in your heart babyI know that you could love meIf you only had a guaranteeWhen I look at your face it's so...
Posted by © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved. on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 06:35:00 PST

In hell for 5 minutes

I was just in a car crash, tumbling through stars within my vast space With my distorted face, I chase away my angel, overcome by remorse I quickly turn away From cloud nine I plummet into this exoti...
Posted by © 1987-2008, Alicia Ray.R.I.P All rights reserved. on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 06:56:00 PST