F*CK THE NORMS

People say i'm CRAZY and I know why.. I've been watching people more often than being with them, and it's a habit i'm quite fond of, and a habit i've been doing for years... I know little details about people that their friends don't even know, and I know their little secrets too.I'm not mad at the world, in fact... I love the world, there are many things I see that other people can't, but there are things too that other people see that I can't. I'm happy with the world and i'm angry at myself for not realizing that earlier. Although, I do not like to be in regret, I regret taking for granted what time I could have had to achieve something that I could look back on and be proud of.I don't drink, I don't smoke, I dont't do drugs...anymore! and I don't think pot heads and people who claim they belong to a religious order they don't understand, are cool.I have my own sadness and melancholy but I don't make that my personality per se. I don't believe that emotions should be who we are because being identified with being depressed, extatic or being the person who is morose is to be deprived of achieving total humanness; To be recognized only by exhibiting an emotion is to be considered a machine, with capabilities of running one function.I'm amazed how much you can understand a person just by observing them, and amazing how much peace could be generated if state heads just sat on their tush and stared each other. Silence gives the answer. Silence is . . . amazing.I'm weird--but thats what people say. I cannot draw perfect circles.I never was a popular figure, and I never did fit in with the generic crowd. If I could choose, my car should be hot pink with pink cheetah upholstery. I AM NOT MY FACE.