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*Don't Let Go*

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I rule so shut up and add me!!! ;) Gotta love the weird people!!! And if you haven't noticed I'm one of them. Mwahahaha And I love cows!!! that's one of my obsessions! O.o stop making fun of me!!!
If it's not too much to ask, those friends of mine,
who apparently aren't what they seem,
a few words here and there
never hurt a hair upon one yonder's head.
Here's my beautiful puppy, he's my darling angel who can act like a lil devil!
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I am...
*very protective
*sensitive
*caring
*a worrier
*weird and random
*a romantic
*a lover of animals
*innocent
*solitary like a cat
*independent
*someone who does not like rules/restrictions
*able to be very cold,withdrawn and on guard
*openminded
*a hater of disrespectful and ignorant people
*very much like a mother to others O.o
*smart and stupid at the same time, but stuid in only small things :)
*someone who dislikes prejudice people, and people who think that goth/punks/alternatives are sinners and abominations
*someone who can get quite scary when mad (however rarely gets that mad)
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What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results)
Empathy- Your inner power is Empathy! This means that you have a talent for identifying others emotions, often by simply glancing at them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People sometimes dont notice youre around and seem surprised to find out you even exist in a big class. Youre the often silent, goody two shoes, and few get passed the walls youve built up to stop yourself being hurt, as you no doubt have been in the past. Not everyone understands you, in fact some think that youre a snob or worse because you rarely participate in group activities. Youre extremely sensitive, even the least harsh of words can hurt you. Only your very few, closest friends who have earned your hard-to-get trust know who you really are inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is lonely and so desperately needing friends to support you. You can get very depressed and not always know why, despite your power of empathy, as it seems to only work for people outside you. Your friends always turn to you when they need advice or comforting, and in some way you need to give that helpit makes you feel better in return to know that youve helped out your friends. Despite your cold, impassive exterior and high, seemingly unbreachable walls, inside you are really a great, intelligent person, full of compassion and love, if only people would dare take a chance and try to get through your tough shell. Never let others get you down, or change you. You are very special the way you areeven if you dont have fifty thousand friends, you are just as, if not more extraordinary than everyone else. Reach for the stars, because I dont doubt youll catch hold of them. Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: A sweet, shy and romantic man/woman. The kind of guy/woman you know will never, ever hurt you, and will love you for ever. The kind of person who believes in true love, and soul mates. Your stone: Blue Topaz Your power: Healing. Emotionally, physically, or spiritually, you heal people with your words, your actions and presence. Youre the one that the little children are always drawn to, because they know youll never let anything hurt them. Your element: Clairvoyance (The power to see objects or events that cannot be perceived by the normal five senses.) A quote that applies to you: "True beauty shines from the soul and warms the world with its kindness, compassion , and integrity."
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Where was your soul born?[pics + detailed answeres]
Your soul was born in the Shadows.Your soul was born in the shadows of the moon at night. You're all mystery and enigma and your element is the Moon. No one really knows who you are, but they might think they know you. You only tell people fragments of who you are and never show your true personality. That doesn't have to mean that youre being someone you're not though. You're always yourself and you never do something just because someone else does. Some might think you're a little cold or dull, but you're just hiding your true self for some reason. Maybe only a couple of selected people have ever seen the true you. You are loyal to these people and it will take time if anyone else wants to gain your trust. You let people think that they know you and that you trust them. But sooner or later they will realize that they never really knew you. Be careful. Someday you might need someone who knows what you need. Trust people. You prefer silence and tranquillity. You're calm and collected and a nice person most of the time.
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100 Facts About Me
Weight: haha like I'd tell you that!
Height: ha i'm short, 5'1.75"
Hair Color: Brown as of right now
Siblings: a brother
Do you like to sing in the shower: of course!
Do you like to sing on the toilet: what?! ha no
Birth date: secret secret!
Favorite color: black how obvious!
Sex: female
Righty or lefty: both, i like my left hand's writing better tho!
What do u want in a relationship: trust
Have you ever cheated: no
Do you have ur license: not yet!
Do you have a car: not yet!!!
~*~*Favorites*~*~
Movies: oh crap! one...Girl, Interrupted
TV Shows: Invader Zim
Actor: Jhonny Depp
Actress: Angelina Jolie
Food: chocolate!!! candy!
Number: 7
Cartoon: anime...oh lots!
Disney Character: Lilo and stitch
Do you want to get married: possibly...oh fine yes
Would you have kids before you get married: no!
Do you have a bf/gf: nope
Do you have a crush: uh...maybe ;)
~*~*My Preference*~*~
Music/TV: MUSIC!!!
Green/Blue: Green
Pink/Purple: Purple
Fall/Spring: Autumn!!!
Summer/Winter: Winter!
Night/Day: Night!!!!!!!!
Hangin Out/Chillen: Hanging out, i guess
Dopey/Funny: Funny! wee!
~*~*All About You*~*~
Weird saying: holy crackers!
Favorite Saying: cheese!
Have you ever taken drugs: no
Whats a major turn on for you: charm
How far would you go on a first date: ha not far at all
~*~*The Person You Know Who Is...*~*~
Most Blonde: me!
Funniest: erm, Gir!!!
Best Person: My dog!
Nicest: hmmm...paraprofessional at school
Which people are you open with and trust the most: my close family and cousins
What do you think of soul mates: i highly believe in them!
What was the last thing you cried or got teary eyed about: hmmm...confusion on life and my past
Strangest: haha definitely me!
Are you happy: um...somewhat...not really
What's an object you can't live without: cd player
Love or lust: love
Silver or gold: silver
Sunset or sunrise: sunset! cuz who wants to wake up so early!!!
Have you ever gone skinny dipping: no!!!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yes. O.o
Do you have any piercings: yes, but small ones
Where would you want to go on your honeymoon: Ireland!
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: their personality
Favorite sport: football
What makes you happy: chocolate and fun people
What's the next cd your going to get: HIM Dark Light
Do you wear glasses or contacts: yes :(
Have you won any special awards: some yes
What are your future goals: lets see...to not be self-conscious
Worst sickness: EBV
Do you like funny or scary movies better: funny!
On the phone or in person: in person
Hugs or kisses: both, but more so kisses
What song seems to reflect you the most: something about Vampyre Heart by HIM
If you died tomorrow who would you leave your stuff to: my dog ;)
Do you have any enemies: no, but a lot of girls hate me for some weird reason
What is your greatest fear: of being lonely forever
Would you rather be rich or famous: neither
If you had only 24 hrs left to live, who would you spend them with: my dog and family and myself
Have you met Santa: no sorry, my parents have tho ;)
If e.t knocked on your door holding a peace sign asking to use your phone, what would you do: invite him in!
Do you have any pets: yup yup
Last time you were depressed: yesterday, this morning
Are you an alcoholic: no
Favorite day of the week: saturday
Mood right now: ducky
Who sent this to you: i got from a friend
What do u think of the person you found this from: he's nice, and easy to tlak to
Do you want your friends to write back: about what??
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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
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Your Aura is Blue
Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.
You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.
Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor. What Color Is Your Aura?

My Interests


possibly bounty hunting (enforcing bails)
Classic Mustangs
Piercings & tattoos
Lenore (the comic)
.. Psychology
Celtic and celestial stuff
Animals (esp. horses and cats and my puggies)
Anime & Manga

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Writing (novels, poetry,songs,screenplays)
Singing & Guitar
Photography
Languages & culture
Designing Clothes and crafts
Shooting(pistols, but just paper targets!)
Gothic/Alternative Fashion/Gothic Modeling
Driving

Gothic Anime Pictures
Blinded
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Irish Dancing
Baking junk food
Art, esp by Susan Seddon Boulet and Joseph Vargo
Vampires, shapeshifters, fantasy creatures, dragons, faeries
Graveyards, rain, the moon and night sky
chocolate!!!!
What Mythical Angel Are You? Beautiful Anime Pictures
You are a Guardian angel! You watch over people, and you are always trying to help. You are very strong and protective too. It is your responsibility to watch over everyone, and to make sure that you do your job as their Guardian and protector. Sometimes you are so busy with others, you don't have time for yourself. Make some time! Rate!!
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What are you the Angel of?
You are the Angel of Sorrow. You are always lost deep in thought, and sad, though you may not know why. You long for the pain to go away above everything else, and yet a part of you needs the depression, so you can never truly get out of it. You are a kind person, but you don't let yourself get close to other people for fear of being hurt.
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What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The Pure."I've been waiting in the dark for a long time, shining my beacon of hope through the shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your eyes from me."The White Rose is associated with purity, honor, and chastity. It is governed by the goddess Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.As a White Rose, you are a person of your word. You may have a strong moral code, but regardless of your virtue, you always stay true to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of emotional forms and it's just a matter of waiting for it to bless you. Some people may say you are too idealistic, but it's only because you don't want to mess things up.
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What are you hiding from?
You're hiding from pain. You hate being hurt. So you've either tied to become emotionless, or you've secluded yourself from people that you don't know. The only problem is that if you already haven't, you could develop a habbit of hurting yourself. You have a lot of pent up anger burning inside of you that's just waiting to be released although you may be in denial about it. You constantly feel like you've been wronged. You don't like how you are and want to improve yourself but you're very uncertain about what direction to take in your life.
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What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]
Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little odd, but this is a side-effect from when the element of Water gets too hurt. Once you were a content soul, and happy with life. But then something happened. Not necessarily on one day, it probably happened gradually over time. You lost your will to care and became even more reserved from the world. People had hurt you in ways you do not want to remember and now you isolate yourself from them. You have turned into an outsider and probably dress more in black than you used to. Your depression is eating you up and tearing you apart and the worst part is that no one is willing to help, or so it seems. In school you are often by yourself or one single friend and you rarely seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad, distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to your face and you need a saviour from this world. You may turn to music for understanding and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid of some pain. You are not very open about your problems to your family/friends, and wish that they would just notice it and make it go away.
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I'd like to meet:

let's just put it this way...cool people!!!

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Everyone has a secret ability. What is yours? (7 answers with pics)
Psionics is your specialty.You seem to know every thought that comes to everyone's minds and every word before it comes out of anyone's mouth. You know the answer before the question, and can at some times detect the truth from the lies. You are a mysterious person, a..

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What Is Your Role In A Relationship? (Male and Female, detailed results with Anime Pics!)

You are Insecure

You often find it hard to believe you are worthy of the love and attention given to you by your partner, and always worry he/she could do much better than you.

Your insecurity sometimes leads you to pushing people away, or holding on too tightly. Either way, your relationships often end in tears.

Maybe you had your heart broken in the past, or have a low self-esteem - whatever the reasons are, you struggle to see what other people see in you. Some people will find this frustrating, but there will be someone out there who will delight in telling you just how fab you really are until you start to believe it yourself.

Most compatible with: The Hopeless Romantic

The Romantic will never tire of telling you how much they love you, and you will never tire of hearing it! You need someone who will give you constant reassurance, who will be prepared to make grand romantic gestures whenever you are feeling particularly insecure and will stand by you if you push or pull on them. The Romantic will do all these things and some, always making sure you know that you are the only one they could ever want.

Least compatible with: The Free Spirit

The Free Spirit won't ever show you their affection in ways obvious enough for you. You would feel constantly on edge as they flitted from one place to the next, not really caring if you followed or not. They would give you enough of a taste to tempt you, but none of the follow through and security you desire.

Your song is: Let That Be Enough, Switchfoot

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Music

*The Used
*Disturbed
*"Welcome Home" by Coheed and Cambria
*"Fire and Rain" James Taylor
*Marilyn Manson
*Hoobastank
*Alien Ant Farm
*Evanescence
*Three Days Grace
*Saosin
*Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
*Her Latest Flame
*Matchbook Romance
*God Module
*Mindless Self-Indulgence
*Taking Back Sunday
*Sugarcult
*30 Seconds to Mars
*Scary Kids Scaring Kids (love the guitar)
*Funeral For A Friend
*Hidden in Plain View
*Underoath
*Emery
*Music from Lord of the Dance
*HIM

Jard Leto from 30 Seconds to Mars
Him - Killing Loneliness Lyrics
Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Nailed to the cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear in the night, forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are sent to start a war

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Killing loneliness
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me

A look at your dark emotion (NOT a happy quiz! Has pictures and 6 detailed results!)
The emotions you feel are: guilt, depression and misunderstood.You are a very special person, even though people may not see you this way. When around people, you pretend to be somebody totally different from who you really are. There might be a person in your life with who you can truly be yourself, or there might not be.. which would make everything so much worse for you.. It is most likely that you act cheerful and normal towards other people, when inside of you there are so many emotions buttled up, its unbearable.. Do you even know why you act the way you do? You probaly hate it that the people around you dont see all that feelings you hide from them; they must be either very blind or stupid, or they just dont want to admit to themselves that youre not who you seem right? You have had a rough past, which is the reason for you feeling the way you do now. All of this made one good thing happen to you though: you have become an incredibly strong person. You seem to be able to deal with your problems all the time, even though there are times you just want to scream, cry, jump out of your skin, or anything like that.. But you never do.. You really need a person to talk to and to be honest with that will understand, because trust me; you will feel better! I know exactly how you feel, and I wish you luck! Colour: BlackPositive traits: Very strong, smart, kind Negative traits: Bottles up too many emotions and too many secrets to be able cope with.Element: NightPlease rate and/or message!
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What is the center of your dark core? (updated)
Your dark side is centered around Fear. There is too many feelings are burning inside your chest making your heart beats so hard, you feel fear crawling under your skin, running with your blood, possesing your soul. All you want is a warm shoulder to lean on, a quite voice tells you everything is going to be ok, so you finally feel secure, safe and loved like you always wanted to be. You will find what you want when your feelings start to see the light.
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Movies:

Girl, Interrupted

Underworld
Leon The Pro/The Professional
Speak
Lilo and Stitch
Spitfire Grill
The Corpse Bride
Tristan+Isolde
The Man From Snowy River
Vampire Hunter D:Bloodlust
Initial D (the non-anime one)
Hangman's Curse
Sleepy Hollow
The Crow
V for Vendetta
Pirates of the Carribean
The Terminator 2

What color are you? (Anime Pictures)
You are Red
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Television:

Invader Zim

Tenjo Tenge
Get Backers
Naruto
.hack/roots
Stratos 4
Wolf's Rain
Samurai Champloo
D.N. Angel
Witch Hunter Robin
Escaflowne
Pretear
Fate Stay Night
Air Gear
Black Cat
Serial Experiment Lain

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Paradise Kiss
FLCL
Bleach
Trinity Blood
Ergo Proxy

Blood +

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Books:

"Twilight" by Stephenie Meyers
"Shadow of a Doubt" S.L. Rottman
"Tithe" and "Valiant" by Holly Black
"The Blue Girl" Chares De Lint
"Before Wings" by Beth Goobie
Vampire Hunter D series by Hideyuki Kikuchi
anything by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes
the silver kiss
"Blue Bloods" by Melissa De La Cruz
The Silverskin Legacy Series by Jo Whittemore
What Symbol are you ? (of darker nature)Porcelain Doll. Your symbol is a porcelain doll. Beautiful, but tortured. You seem to be a bit bipolar, indecisive on whether you want to be a pretty childs toy, or a frightening creature with hollow eyes that seem to follow people around. Your darkness is buried within, and you hide it from most people, but some can sense it. You act quiet and shy, and try to provoke innocence. Youre generally calm, but when you get fired up, youre quite scary. No one knows the pain you feel, nor the power you can possess.Quote: Darkness is the beauty that lies within everything.
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Which Beautiful Vampiress are You? (For Girls! - Gothic Anime Pics!)
The Haunted OneYou are the haunted beauty whose life is marred by sadness. You are dreamy, delicate, gentle and melancholy. As tragically beautiful as any Shakespearean heroine, you possess a doe-eyed fragility that is strangely enchanting.What's so scary about you: There is something rather unsettling about your fragile beauty. You are like a dream that no one can grasp.Your gemstone: MoonstoneYour Moon: Ice Moon (January)
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Heroes:

my puggy puppy and my goat!!!

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My Blog

Do Soul Mates Really Exist?

Life's so confusing.  I wonder if there is really such things as soul mates, someone who you connect so well with and you love them every moment and know is perfect for you.  Why do I doubt ...
Posted by *Don't Let Go* on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 07:21:00 PST

Poem

Fighting For Hope & Clarity-A wirlwind of confusion halts my breath,It stops me up with hopeless thoughts,Life pokes and prods, and makes you bleed,Hope is gone, and happiness never near,As the wi...
Posted by *Don't Let Go* on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 01:37:00 PST

Montpelier, Vermont

    Yea you'd expect the capital of Vermont to not be dumpy right?!  Well it is surprisingly.  Okay they're are some gorgeous victorian houses that are just eye candy.  B...
Posted by *Don't Let Go* on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 11:08:00 PST

Pieces & Bones

I believe in grey days,and rainy mays,pick up the pieces of my bones,the birds are threatening to eat me,lost a day ,and then a life,and now i'm in forever black and white.I believe in blue skies,and ...
Posted by *Don't Let Go* on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 12:14:00 PST

about my other blogs

obviously i won't post anything really good on here.  and the ones i have are uneditted i tend to write them under pressure cuz i don't want anyone to catch me writing them.  so i'll have to...
Posted by *Don't Let Go* on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 03:36:00 PST

Sadness Pairs with Pain

Sadness breaks the heart,steals all dreams,weeps the hungerdries out the hunt for strain and gain,keeps my head glued to the ground,never to look up again,why do i seem to stare out the windowinto the...
Posted by *Don't Let Go* on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 03:28:00 PST

Same Old Story

The same old storybegins with a song,staring out of a windowasking my self what's wrong today,can't find a thing worth living forasking no one what's wrong with me,why can't i find my joy,as it goes o...
Posted by *Don't Let Go* on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 05:35:00 PST