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Intensity Jones

The Revolution will start with the Dandelions!!!

About Me

.. So I wrote one of these a few years ago that I loved but took it down recently when I was going through transition...now that I am metamorphically coming to the other side lets see if I can take a stab at this again.
About me!
I am called by several names, and will answer to most of them. I am a strong and independent soul, with equal parts female to male. I might just surprise you about which aspects of me play into those stereotypical roles. I am soft in parts most assume I am hard and hard in places where one would think I am soft. Appearance alone will never give you a clear indication of who I am. I am a nurturer, and I love working with people on the things they are passionate about. I am kind. I struggle at times with my goodness because there are times when I view it as a weakness. I am fierce and passionate and work also to balance this aspect of me. I have a noble lineage, one filled with searchers/believers and those willing to risk their lives for their beliefs. I have been greatly challenged and blessed in my life and I feel closely tied to the Universe. I am a lion, a hunter & gatherer, I am fire. I have been entrusted to be the keeper of my two dogs, and cat and they have honestly saved my life. I am very social and enjoy meeting lots of people and having fun, whether or not I let my guard down and let them in to know the real me is another story entirely. I am very intuitive and empathic and work constantly to better those gifts in my life so that I can be a better person and help others. I believe in a lot of different things and hold many Universal Truths as waypoints for me to help keep me walking forward in life. I tend to wander often and seem to be looking for something or someone, I think I will know it when I find it, but the journey has all be relevant so far to my existence.Now for the lighter side…I love to laugh, tell stories, dance, and sing. I think that I started as a fairy evolved to hobbit status and now stand at 5’10” so evolution wise I seem to be getting taller. I believe in magic. I love being creative and entertaining. I love watching movies and playing games. I love my family and they are very important to me and hope someday to have one of my own if fate works in my favor.Lastly I enjoy writing and have found a few creative outlets one being located here. Please be mindful in reading my writing that some things resonate with me metaphorically and not necessarily literally. Textually speaking I often feel naked when I allow my words to surface, and much, there is much that I do not post.

Here's the old one just for kicks. About Me? I'm a complete oxymoron. I believe in God, only if he believes in me first. I believe evolution will eventually take us back to a previous state of being, and I can't wait! I am a daughter of my parents, but who is to say what and who they are...sometimes I think I am an alien, which if you have ever talked to me, I am certainly a foreigner. If I had to guess it would either be that I am from Utah or Mercury, both tend to be highly misinterpreted, and under-appreciated, horns and tails can go a long way, just trust me on that one. I am definitely a burdock fairy, it's in the smile and the hair, it is my job to throw burrs under saddles and onto socks, and I especially love long haired dogs and cats, even though I own two black labs I still own one Calico so it counts right? Adam and Eve, yeah sure, they are my parents. I am Cain and I am still kicking around, although I have been killed a bunch of times, I guess God felt I would be safest in my current incarnation...a Mormon lesbian. Boy was he ever wrong!!! So I am neither Mormon or lesbian, I believe labels are best left for jellies and jams; but I am still cute and I do still carry the mark, yep Dirty Sally dish blonde hair and bewitch-hazeling eyes... In fact I am nothing... nothing but energy and matter reincarnated over and over again. I am honest, but unlike Abe, it is now a vice instead of a virtue. It will not get you laid. It will not get you paid. Most likely it will get you killed, again. I am a giver, unfortunately, because the world is full of takers and rarely any thankers. I am the dread pirate Roberts of the Pi Rates of Penzance and it is a piece of Cake because most Humans are blind and don't know the difference between junk and treasure and throw it out in the trash, that is since we started using paper instead of trade for goods. I am a pessimistic optimist, somehow through the darkness I can still see the light, or was it the other way around. I am unstably balanced through my dualistic tendencies. People try to label me bi-polar as if that were a bad thing. I like to call it a critical thinker, or versatile, "Weebles, wooble but they don't fall down." I am ADHD, but not really...I just get distracted, a lot. It is kind of fun to watch a synapse occur, one can sometimes catch it happening in my expression. A marble rolling down the thought pipe, and I thought I had lost them all, silly me! I am odd. But who ever said being even was better than being odd. Just try and divide me! I am 13 going on 33. I am orange. I am just Jill, hanging out with Peter, Wendy, Alice and all the rest....tick, tock, tick, tock, tick, tock...winding backwards the hands of the clock. Dock, Dickory, Hickory.

My Interests

Oh God do I really have to.... I can never pay attention long enough to know what my interests are because something else interesting always distracts me. like...leaves, rocks, waves crashing, whispers, words, windows, caulk, rust, kittens, kites, & shhh did you just see that?
Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

I'd like to meet:

People who: Love great wine. Love to laugh. Tell wonderful stories. Love to go camping or play outdoors.People who are ok with who they are.People who care about and make steps to improve their environment.Basically if you are good for good reason or bad for good reason then we will get along.


Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Orderliness |||||| 30%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Indie |||||||||||||| 58% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Music:


I would have to say folk music is ultimately my favorite, and lyrics that make you think...yup, have to have it....Chris showed me some really cool stuff, and I think I am learning the language of music; but I am also language challenged, well that is except for words. I do understand words. I would cease to exist without word. What Color Is Your Aura?
Your aura shines Orange!
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab CodeHere are some of my fave's but really, I mean really.Ani Difranco (first and foremost), Kevin Allred, Edie Carey, Doria Roberts, Kris Delmhorst, Melissa Ferrick, Anne Heaton, the mansion jammers and on and on and on... you go little ones you go! Oh and I am stuck in the complexities of Poe lately

Movies:

I havent' seen a movie in a really long time, something to do with money and time not being in line in my stars. But I do enjoy movies much more than any other sit still visual indulgements. But I don't know, I am fairly new to the world, so try me.~~I am Bourne Identity- Minority Report- Andromeda Strain- Poetic Justice- Butch Cassidy & The Sundance Kid. I am Vanilla Sky, Reality Bites, The Fugative, Roots! I am Amadeus, Amistad, Scarlet Letter - Patriot. I am Run Lola Run, Mission Impossible.....
You are Locke. A mystery within a mystery. You're
a fountain of backgammon trivia and an expert
with knives. You might like pina coladas and
definitely like getting caught in the rain.
You prefer keeping to yourself mostly, but
you'll tell your secrets to the right person.
Are you evil? Your accompanying soundtrack
sure is sinister.

Which Lost Character Are You?
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Television:

I have two TV's you want them let me know... oh, well I should probably keep one of them til that 15 year old VCR finally kaputs.... I seem to be able to fix it everytime I think it met it's final day. But I will let you know when it does so you have have my other TV too. I like M.A.S.H. and Hawkeye Pierce's unruly behavior, also I want to be on Survivor and see if I could kick ass the real way. Most likely I would get nixed first.... ah well, good excuse for an island vacation. Or I might just reinstate the conch... here piggy, piggy, piggy.... ok it was a joke. Just fucking laugh alright. The sick part is that I am the fucking pig. That my friends is why I would not dare go on that show. TV scares me, just read Kipling's "The Veldt" and you will see why I am scared of TV. I have a really vivid Imagination so I would be great for creating great TV or movie shows but I don't enjoy them, I am more of a procreator and director, than a bystander and watcher.Your results:
You are Supergirl

Supergirl 95%
Iron Man 95%
Hulk 90%
Superman 85%
Spider-Man 80%
Green Lantern 80%
Wonder Woman 75%
The Flash 70%
Catwoman 65%
Robin 62%
Batman 50% Lean, muscular and feminine.
Honest and a defender of the innocent.
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Books:


You scored as Peter Pan, Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan


100%

Ariel


88%

Sleeping Beauty


88%

Goofy


81%

The Beast


75%

Donald Duck


75%

Cinderella


69%

Cruella De Ville


56%

Snow White


38%

Pinocchio


38%
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
created with QuizFarm.com I am a book collector, but something about a square with red tape and non-stop reading in the 4th grade has me kind of turned off to a whole book. So I digest a page, a chapter, or maybe just a few lines. Perhaps someday I will rediscover my love of reading the hundreds of books that I have and somehow will not get rid of, but still gather more. I suppose I am collecting because my only hope at privacy is opening a private library. So i pick up copies of those oh so red flag, orange flag, black flag books for 25 cents at yard sales... fuck you GW... you can suck my pinky toe. THIS LITTLE PIGGY CRIED WE THE PEOPLE, WE THE PEOPLE, WE THE PEOPLE, ALL THE WAY HOME.~~~~I actually try the Edgar Cayce method of reading... I sleep on my books... sometimes 15 at a time, but that can get confusing to the mind. Don't try B.F. Skinner's Walden Two and Kipling's Jungle Book...fucking mind trip. You come out of Skinner's box with sharp teeth, claws, and can dance like a mother fucker. Or was it fuck like...oh well just don't do it... you will never be the same, especially not on a full moon.Otherwise me fave's Man's Search for Meaning, anything Tolkein, Dahl, or C.S. Lewis they were fucking symbolic genuisi... The Hobbit et al, Anything that makes you say "Oh no fucking way." Voltaire (made me fall off my bed, but I didn't break my crown like Jack...I am smarter than my bro, fell on my hands & knees instead.) Children's books (some of them anyway) And I like philosophy, religion, mysticism, etc. I am a freak for 'Do It Yourself' books on any topic! I love books this is not a fair question, I have a thousand books easily. Making my own Private Idaho so the Govt. can't bug me... get em mainly for .25 cents to a buck at yard sales and The Salvation Army. You should see what people throw away... J.M.Barrie for a Buck what the FUCK? Collected Works of Voltaire for .50 cents! Pirate of the Pi Rates of Hertze Penske's alright. Anyone moving?Take the quiz:
What Spirit Animal Guides You?


Swan
Ah, Grace and beauty, what more could you want. Knowing that all will work out in the end is your day by day routine, and so it should be. Youre not one to rush things, or try and force your hand. And thats good, because everthing works out for a reason, and by forcing time, you rewards will be oh so lesser.

Heroes:

Superman--He became human for the sake of Love. We--Become inhumane to avoid it.

Oh, and my Mom. Why? Because she read to me, why is that a big deal... there were eight of us monkey's jumping on the bed, and always one falling off and breaking their head.No more monkeys jumping on the bed.
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
Aphrodite/Eros
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My Blog

Weekend Recap!

Life is still moving in waves of transcending tones as I continually work not to control the ebb and flow.  The weekend was good and a much needed journey with loving respite was the result. ...
Posted by Intensity Jones on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 07:07:00 PST

Subtly PRIDEFUL!

I walked into the bar, a stranger still even amongst the familiar faces.  Slowly but surely I'm learning names; the bartenders and workin' folk always come first.  My height is a dead give a...
Posted by Intensity Jones on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 10:46:00 PST

We Could Be A Whole Parade!

I'm excited for PRIDE this weekend, and other than a fun night on Tuesday have been held stoically in a state of anticipation since last weekend ended. Tuesday was fun because I made plans to meet up...
Posted by Intensity Jones on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 07:01:00 PST

Omen ?!?

I killed a rattlesnake today.  And now I am sitting here pondering what if anything this message is that was delivered to me. I was in my bedroom putting away my clothing and weeding out the o...
Posted by Intensity Jones on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 06:37:00 PST

Universal Being?

(Sometimes I revisit the past when I am in need of internal tuning.  I picked up this piece last night and was reminded of a wild ride I had over the Summer Solstice 04, with this being the new b...
Posted by Intensity Jones on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:19:00 PST

I Miss My Girl!

I can't believe its been 5 months, today.  I think about her often, and miss her every morning when Frank and I go walking.  Life isn't different and its not the same I don't know how that i...
Posted by Intensity Jones on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:18:00 PST

Mi Casa

I helped a friend move some stuff today and it gave me flashbacks of moving, especially the last move Feb 07.  It's hard for me to imagine that I have been stationary for over a year, normally I ...
Posted by Intensity Jones on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 08:01:00 PST

Catching Up...w/ Depeche Mode!

I seem to have recently found myself listening to old music, and I mean old as in my favorites from twenty years ago.  The day I turned sixteen I went with my friends to an Erasure concert up at ...
Posted by Intensity Jones on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 08:55:00 PST

Evacuated!

I woke up this morning congested and could smell smoke permeating my place.  Frank was with me but Karma had since left the bed and was somewhere else.I wondered if this was it, if we were evacua...
Posted by Intensity Jones on Fri, 23 May 2008 12:04:00 PST

Zippopotomus Rex

Meeting at Zipporah's Well. Sleep has fled, and I am able to write only under the watchful eye of Mother Pearl's protection, especially at this, the bewitching hour. The strangers in my life tha...
Posted by Intensity Jones on Sat, 24 May 2008 09:02:00 PST