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I am THE J Beflord. =) لورين

You have a choice. Live or die. Every breath is a choice. Every minute is a choice. To be or not to

About Me

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My Interests


A few of my photography works.
To see more go here .

I'd like to meet:



Larry [My online lover.]

My hott boyfriend.
comment;

Music:

Lydia
Shiny Toy Guns
Eyes Set To Kill
Casting Crowns
From Autumn To Ashes
30 Seconds to Mars
Tom Petty
Evanescence
Staind
Circa Survive
The Hush Sound
A Kiss Could Be Deadly
The Haunted
Angels and Airwaves
& A LOT EFFING MORE
too bad my entire list got deleted.

Movies:



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My Blog

The eyes you speak of.

The eyes you speak of,those eyes,they have seen the world.The eyes of beauty,of sorrow,of hate and of love.They have seen the strong grow weak,the weak grow strong.The happy grow sad.& the sad gro...
Posted by I am THE J Beflord. =) DH1JF on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 12:42:00 PST

don’t break the fall.

Bloody and broken,bruised and torn,one tear, two tearthree tear, four.Shattered and thrown,picked up and taken,away by the ones that i'm scared to look dead in the eye.Loved and hatedone in the same.a...
Posted by I am THE J Beflord. =) DH1JF on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 08:36:00 PST

Such a beautiful girl.

Such a beautiful girlin a fucked up world;walking away from her fears.walking into more pain.She smiles on the outside,perhaps that smile couldthrow every piece of evidence and hate away.Such a scared...
Posted by I am THE J Beflord. =) DH1JF on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 10:36:00 PST

I asked you not to.

I remember those days and nights, and I remember them well. I fell in love fast and fell for your sweet seduction. Your long brown hair resembled mine and your amazing blue green eyes were eyes I fear...
Posted by I am THE J Beflord. =) DH1JF on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 12:52:00 PST

Save me again.

It's feels cold out.[at 98 degreez farenheit]and it makes me forget how to breathewhen my head is spinningfrom the condensation of my eyes and my shaky body.It's 4 am in the morning[or is it night?]an...
Posted by I am THE J Beflord. =) DH1JF on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 12:13:00 PST

When all we want.

When all we want is to feelwe hold our head highand get lost in the debris.When all we want is to lovewe hold our arms outand wait for the denial.When all we want is to carewe act like it doesn't matt...
Posted by I am THE J Beflord. =) DH1JF on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 03:14:00 PST

self centered.

I failed to see that smile. I failed to see those tears.I was only self     centeredaround myself. I saw you run far far         &nb sp;...
Posted by I am THE J Beflord. =) DH1JF on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 09:51:00 PST

where is the end.

I walked through a mountainto a tunnel that never endedand i could have swornthere would be a light at the end. But there was no one.(you never came)No light. No angel. No one.I sat there and I waited...
Posted by I am THE J Beflord. =) DH1JF on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 12:38:00 PST

never live alone.

I need the a t t e n t i o nthat you NEVER give me.h o p ethat I neverrecieve.I need tod r e a mthe lies I neverLIVEand wish awaythe t i m e i’m afraid tosee ALONE.I need tobelieve inmyself.(som...
Posted by I am THE J Beflord. =) DH1JF on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 01:05:00 PST

when all is said and done.

I don't write in here hardly anymore. I write elsewhere, where it is more private and only a few people read it. I find no time to actually write. And yet I do. A lot has been happening lately. I gues...
Posted by I am THE J Beflord. =) DH1JF on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 10:00:00 PST