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Max Noir ™

This is how I disappear

About Me


I don't know how you got here, but my name is Max, and this is my myspace. The latter will always be second to the former, because the life I live every day is far more important than anything built from html code and words in the form of digital text. I don't know how I ended up being added by so many people, and it really shouldn't matter. I know the difference between friends and passing acquaintances. You won't find anything on here you wouldn't learn from knowing me in person because people are more than a myspace ID, and that's the way I live. You won't change me, and I won't try to change you.
The only thing I try to do is live the best life I can. I don't believe in trying to be anyone else, it's only a waste of the person you were born to be. There is no night without day, and between the black and white there is grey. Life is not separeted into right and wrong, and every person knows the difference between what they know is right, and what they feel is easy. And most people can tell which you decide to do by the actions you take. Before you make judgements on anyone else, I suggest you take a good look at yourself and consider your own flaws. No one can make a difference in the world before they first do so with themselves.
Music is the fire in my veins and keeps me alive no less than air in my lungs. It takes no talent to paint like Rembrandt, compose like Tchaikovsky, or play guitar like Clapton. The gift is creating something no else ever has. I love art, and every form it takes. My influences are not secluded to any sort of genre, least of all for any reason of popularity. I couldn't care any less about your scene or the fashion trends that guide you. I only do what I feel is right to me, and respect what I think is beautiful, and those who give it life and true meaning.
May I never become unloved by you
May you never have to know my shadows by the name
You're my heroine and you're a rose in my tea
May I never become unloved by you.
May I always be on my way to you
May I never have to meet the man I'd be alone
I'm your criminal and you're my only friend
May I always be on my way to you.
Cause I'm scared, scared of myself
Oh, I'm scared, scared of myself
Oh, I'm scared, scared of myself without you.
I have found a way to watch over you
I have found a way to face the burden of my dreams
they are crooked but they're, they're all I have
I have found a way to watch over you.
Yes, I'm scared scared of myself
Oh, I'm scared, scared of myself
Oh, I'm scared, scared of myself without you.
Cause I'm scared, scared of myself without you. Without you.

If you could look at my life, you'd see something that's anything but perfect. I claim to be no saint, and I wouldn't be surprised if I've done more harm than good in this world. But I'm willing to change, and to do the best I can to deserve everything that I'm so lucky to have. And nothing in this world is more precious to me than every moment I have with the angel I've found.
I've met more people than most, seen almost the other side of every coin, and behind many masks. I've known men and women that inspire the world, and seen some of the deepest dark. But there is no one that amazes me more every day than my Leigh. She is everything I could ever hope to have, and makes me someone I couldn't ever be without her. It isn't even the fact that she's more beautiful than she could ever even realize. In every imperfection she is perfect, and I wouldn't have her any other way. There is no one I have ever met that is as beautifully woven within.
She is my kitten, my princess, and the one I love more than anything in this world. There is nothing I wouldn't do for her, and there is nothing that could ever take me away from her. With her is the only place that feels like home. The light to my dark, the sun, and every smile is a sunbeam through broken clouds. She is the only one for me, and I could never ask for more than being able to make her happy every day.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



Aeternum vale

Music:



Movies:

The Butterfly Effect. Citizen Kane.
American Beauty.
Saved!
The Usual Suspects.
Cruel Intentions
Fight Club.
Rushmore.
Office Space.
Pirates of the Caribbean.
Donnie Darko.
Nightmare Before Christmas.
The Virgin Suicides.
Memento.
Dogma.
Se7en.
Garden State.
The Life of David Gale.
Lord of War.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
Requiem for a Dream.
The Crow.
The Matrix.
Crash.
Kapax.
Star Wars, all of them.

Books:

The Historian.
Fight Club.
Suicide Girls. (where do you think they got the name?)
Dracula.
The Light Fantastic.
Dragon Weather.
Rebirth.
Hellsing.
Story.

Not that anyone reads anymore...

Heroes:

Kyle Frawley.
Kurt Cobain.
Billy Idol.
Ville Valo.
Siddhartha Guatama.
William Beckett.
The Edge.
Miyavi.
Bono.
Johnny Depp.
Tim Burton.
Hyde.
Jared Leto.
Chuck Palahniuk.
Johnny Rzeznik.
Gackt Camui.
Kevin Spacey.
Squall Leonhart.
Matthew Good.
Billy Joe Armstrong.
Mike Shinoda.
Chester Bennington.

Oh, and JC is pretty rad too.

My Blog

Stand Up

I'm tired of taking it They're lying right to our faces The dust they sweep under the door Are the lives of the weak and lost Now we're caught up in the mess The only way to stand is stand don't let t...
Posted by Max Noir ™ on Tue, 15 May 2007 12:14:00 PST

Icarus

The more I see,The less I come to understandEven the Sun can't stand his throne Don't you get scared baby, of those heightsChoking on clouds all these days and nights If I follow along, it won't mean ...
Posted by Max Noir ™ on Sun, 06 May 2007 06:21:00 PST

Say Hello to Heaven

Please, mother mercyTake me from this placeAnd the long winded cursesI keep hearing in my headWords never listenAnd teachers never learnNow I'm warm from the candleBut I feel too cold to burnHe came f...
Posted by Max Noir ™ on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 11:26:00 PST