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About Me


hi my name is.
lauren♥

[x] i'm 19. [x] i am a sophmore at WPI. [x] i'm majoring in biochemistry. [x] i wish i could describe myself in a paragraph, but i can't. [x] i love my boyfriend♥ [x] i'm addicted to coffee. [x] i detest cigarettes. i have not and will not ever take a drag. [x] if you tell me you're quitting, i'll laugh at you. no one ever does. my dad's father died from emphazema, and now his brother has it. has he quit yet? FUCK NO! i like my death sentence handed to me on a silver platter. lets order a second round. [x] i'm a sweet girl. [x] i'm very shy when i first meet someone, but get to know me and i won't shut up. [x] i'm a shorty. [x] i play the violin. [x] i get stressed out too much, and it tends to push away the people i care about most. [x] i am horribly self-conscious. [x] i put myself down way too much. [x] i regret things i've done. [x] i can't just put things in the past. [x] i overthink everything. [x] i read too much into what people say or do. [x] i have trouble putting my thoughts and feelings into words. [x] i had the real thing, and now nothing else measures up. [x] i need to discover who i really am.[x] oh, and i love my kitty Star. ain't she a cutie? :] MyGen Profile Generator Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

a boy who will lay under the stars with me just to feel how insignificant we are.
someone... please?
aim- ilusiveXinocence

My Blog

Story of my Life

I feel it everyday it's all the sameIt brings me down but I'm the one to blameI've tried everything to get awaySo here I go againChasing you down againWhy do I do this?Over and over, over and overI fa...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 17:09:00 GMT

Lauren's Monologue

Dear boy i loved, Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me. But I'm nothing so good no, I'm nothing... I'm tossing and tortured till dawn by you, visions of you, then you're gone...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 22:31:00 GMT

What is love?

i had to write a sonnet, and i was kind of proud of mine soo tell me what u think. What is this complicated thing called love? It has no rules; it has no boundaries. Like a bittersweet angel sent...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Feb 2005 14:53:00 GMT