Ex satan's servant and antiChrist

Do you know me now? I am a university coed, kind, gentle and loving. Some people even say I look sweet and innocent. I wasn’t always that way. I used to be a very bad person. I wasn’t some nice girl who was a sinner by birth. I didn’t grow up in a happy Christian home. I wasn’t led to the Lord by my third grade Sunday school teacher.

My family was like most Thai families, I was a Buddhist. I wasn’t a good Buddhist, I worked at being bad, I was a sinner and was good at it. I paid a price for my chosen life style. I was mercilessly beaten by the people who were supposed to love and protect me. I was physically, mentally and psychologically abused and taken advantage of by the people I loved. No one really loved me, no one, it was a dark, lonesome, horrible life.

I love my life the way it is now. It isn’t always easy. I don’t always make the right choices. Something, no someone changed my life, actually they took away my old life and threw it away, then they gave me a whole new life. His name was Jesus, He is the one who gave me this new life, but He didn’t do that for me until I was ready to accept Him, and to love Him, and to accept the offer He made to me. I don’t know why but my life had to get very bad before I could do that.

I hated the life I had so much, I even tried to commit suicide. I wanted to destroy myself and everything and everyone in my life. I finally gave my life over to Satan. In exchange for my immortal soul and endless suffering that I couldn’t see or imagine, he was supposed to give me pleasure in this life. Satan gave me no pleasure, he is a liar and a thief. I felt like a dead woman walking on this earth, wandering, wondering if I could ever be alive again.

But while I was falling into the deepest part of my darkest hour, Jesus came into my life, just like He can come into your life, and said "Come to me . . I'll take all your pain away, I will save you and will always be there for you, every time you call my name. I'll be your Father and you'll be my child. For I have loved you before you were born . . I love you my beloved little child."

Lord, I thank you for your everlasting love, I thank you for Jesus Christ and his blood that saved me. Thank you for coming into my life and teaching this emotionally dead girl to love other people unconditionally. My words can't really express all the feelings I have for you. My only wish is to see you someday with people from all nations of this Earth praising how great you are. Amen Lord, I'm waiting to see that day. I will see that day!
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My job that time was sharing with people there's no God and that we can do all bad things since there's neither heaven nor hell.Guess what's my new job today?
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Mission to Kenya
and yes if God wants ...Africa :)