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Brandi Michelle Bourgon

At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.

About Me

Q:What makes you the best at what you do? A:My emotional base runs very deep and wide. I'm an open book, yet I remain an enigma, especially to those closest to me. I am multifaceted beyond your wildest dreams. So if you think you've got me all figured out, you don't know me well enough. I am an artist. I see. I think. I feel. I create. I have a rich palet of experience to draw from. I love language. I love the creative potential in words. Still, I understand that trust can only be based on patterns of behavior and time, plenty of time... I've already walked through my worst nightmare and have nothing left to fear, yet I allow myself to remain vulnerable and open. I am quick to walk away if you betray my affections, however. I am a stickler for honesty! I'm not just reffering to imperical evidence based facts. I've not yet met a man that can freely and consistently speak his heart, his mind, and the whispers of his soul with any amount of confidence and grace. I have no time in my life for people who don't respect themselves enough to respect me. Don't mistake my generosity for naivete'. Wise people know that the gift of love is in the giving. Its the electricity that surges through the soul when opening one's heart beyond its abandonded wounds. I own many scars. They adorn my body as a tapestry would, authoring the story of my life. I'm a survivor. I'm brave. I'm courageous. I love adventure. I love to travel. I'm a hands-on experiential learner with an estute sense of visual comprehension. I believe the best teachers never consider themselves as such. They just are. I care deeply about the condition of this world and its people. I feel especially protective of children-globally. Protective of their innocence and right to have an actual childhood free of burden and fear. Imagine if the majority of the planet's population was the product of unconditionally loving families who could meet their basic needs... For this reason, I intend to sponsor and/or foster children who were brought into this world without a hope or prayer for a truly joyful existence. I have no desire to spawn children of my own when there are already so many in need. I have a strong, strong spirit. I expect success. I'm stubborn when I have to be. I know how to get what I want. And most importantly, there's some part of me that literally wouldn't begin to know how to give up on myself. The mind is the artist. The mind paints the landscape of our lives. "When we are strong our character speaks for itself..." P.S. PHOTO COMMENTS MAKE ME SMILE... :)Read My Writing at WritersCafe.org
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My Interests


Get this video and more at MySpace.comEmbodying love and expressing all of its elaborate details and intricate patterns- raw and polished alike. irresistable desire, delicious ambiguity, fangs, crimson blood red, liquid ambers, living in the mystery, poetic moments, heartfelt interactions, world travel, birds of prey, flying and falling, skydiving, biplanes, art and love, cursing & swearing, the word fuck in all its tenses, willow trees, knotted oaks, rose bushes, the elements, gardenias, winter sunsets, scenic walks, fireplaces, firepits, lush forests, owning my place in the world, owning my sexual power, where pleasure meets pain, vampires, the eternal, alternative porn, girl on girl porn, speed, sports cars, classic cars, mercedes, convertables along the coast at night, harleys, mexican food, hot sauce on everything, arkansas black apples, everything organic and cruelty-free, alternative energy sources, environmental awareness, global consciousness, tattoos, piercings, metal, ravens, jaguars, chunky jewelry, big belt buckles, leather jackets, sexy jeans, hot hats, shit kickin' boots, highheels, shameless self-expression, setting of intentions, manifesting reality, singing, dancing, captivating an audience, flowers from an admirer, suprises, calm after the storm, sundresses in the tropical rain, raindrops on rooftops, thunder and lightening, rollercoasters, swing-sets, canopy beds, candlabras, candle wax, rot iron, silk, satin, leather, black lace, learning, writing, the smell of a memory, exceding expectations, lighting friendship on fire!, feeling fierce, feeling free, feeling a little bit like me.....
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I'd like to meet:

Passionate people who come on strong with unabashed candor and a beautiful heart... ******** WEAKNESS: Sexy fucking tattooed, peirced, faux-hawked, eyeliner wearing men, musicians, drummers, vocalists with insane fashion sense and personal style. All bad ass punk on the outside. All puppy dog loyal in love on the inside. ******** I'm craving now a man so beautiful, so clear, that the depth of his love is infinate. One who rides the tides of human experience; be it comedy, tragedy, or exstacy with grace, faith, and joy. He who plunges to the depths of the midnight waters and resurfaces with the moonlight's wisdom shimmering and new. ***** WEAKNESS: Women. Not pretty, flirty girls or over-the-top attention seeking sex-pots. Women who clearly own their sexuality and simply allow it to exude from a very deep place. Stunning, haunting, dangerous beauties who possess a magnetic yet quiet ferocity. Women who have nothing to prove and still command attention with their mere presence. And guys listen up! Just because I'm bi it doesn't mean that I want to be with you and your wife/girlfriend/fill in the blank. There is NOTHING attractive to me about your fantasy. You're a dime a dozen. So if that's where your mind goes, don't even bother.... ****** Q: EXPLAIN THE ONE CHARACTERISTIC ABOUT YOURSELF THAT YOUR PAST LOVERS WILL ALWAYS MISS? A: The deep places that I take people to within themselves and within me. How fully I commit myself to life- to the inner journey. As I navigate my own labrynth of fear, desire, pain, grief, joy, love, exuberance, elation, boredom, challenge, struggle, anger, rage, compassion, empathy... in essence LIFE... my companions come to know tastes, smells, sensations, emotions they've never explored on their own. See, I don't just want to love and be loved. I don't just want to understand and be understood. I WANT SOMEONE TO REACH INSIDE AND TOUCH MY SOUL... ********** Q: WHAT IS THE ONE CHARACTERISTIC THAT YOUR PAST LOVERS WILL NEVER MISS? A: Most likely same answer as above. My life time goal is to bring as much of my unconscious world into the conscious. Knowing myself. Being more active and less reactive. Making peace with the past (and everyone has a past), so that I am free to live more and more in the present moment. This is an arduous task. This just might be the the most frightening journey that most people can embark upon, because the subconscious is the very dwelling of our fears. Needless to say, not everyone is ready to witness processing of this depth and intensity, much less embrace their own. ***** "Only those people who are capable of being alone are capable of love, of sharing, of going into the deepest core into the other person without creating "the other", without possessing the other, and without becoming addicted with the other. They allow the other absolute freedom, because they know if the other leaves, they will be as happy as they are now. Their happiness cannot be taken by the other, because it is not given by the other." -Osho Zen Tarot *****


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Music:

ROCK: Classic, Punk, Alternative, Indie, Folk, Pop, Metal...Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young, Led Zepplin, Jimi Hendrix, Pink Floyd, Jethro Tull, The Beatles, The Doors, Janis Joplin, Neil Young, Cat Stevens, Simon and Garfunkel, Rolling Stones, Metallica, Grateful Dead, Damien Rice, JeffBuckley, Jack Johnson, Portishead, Indigo Girls, Cowboy Junkies, Tori Amos, KD Lang, Dolly Parton, Ani Di Franco, Anastacia, Pink, Pussy Cat Dolls, Steel Pulse, The Living End, Blink 182, Jackyl, Social Distortion, Suicidal Tendencies, Tommy Lee, Nine Inch Nails, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Disturbed, Eminem, My Chemiacl Romance, She Wants Revenge, Joseph Calitri, Green Day, Jane's Addiction, Misfits, Bad Religion, Descendents, Danzig

Movies:

Jesus Christ Superstar - All time favorite. Historical/ Political Documentaries, An Inconvenient Truth!, Shakespeare In Love, Born Into Brothels, Singing In The Rain, Love Actually, Cold Mountain, Kingdom Of Heaven, American History X, Aviator, Vanity Fair, Amadeus, Gia, Stage Beauty, Serendipity, Chocolat, Dangerous Beauty, Hollywood Buddha :),The Motorcycle Diaries, Hotel Rwanda, Walk The Line, North Country, Transamerica, Brokeback Mountain, Notes On A Scandal, Happy Feet!, Down In The Valley, French Foreign Film: Love Me If You Dare... Are You Game?

Television:

In general, television doesn't hold my interest. Real Time with Bill Mahrer, The Tyra Banks Show, The L Word, Entourage

Books:

The Fifth Sacred Thing, The Flock: The Autobiography of a Multiple, Trauma and Recovery: the aftermath of violence- from domestic abuse to political terror, Safe Passages To Healing, Goddesses For Every Season, Lies My Teacher Told Me...

Heroes:

THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE CARED ENOUGH TO SAVE MY LIFE...
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COMMENTS

IT'S A SENSUAL INTRIGUE. ALLOW YOUR CURIOSITY TO LEAD YOU THERE... "my heart fluttered and I was agrreeing to whatever came next before I read it...well done! sweet dreams" & "WOW! I like your adjecti...
Posted by Brandi Michelle on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 08:49:00 PST

THE ETERNAL

i've been bitten.i've been burned.the venom now has turned,my heart to poison.my bloodruns cold.the battlenow revived,from centuries of old,has cometo call.has returnedto reclaim,immortalbeings of the...
Posted by Brandi Michelle on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:48:00 PST

LOVELESS HEARTS

Whose tonic. Will find my lips?Whose brave soul. My fingertips?The heart that knows.Not love.Knows hunger and death.Cursed to survive.Misery, its fate.Clenched teeth and breath.Diseased sorrow and min...
Posted by Brandi Michelle on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:47:00 PST

SOLILOQUY

Sick in the heart.Saddest of sad.For no one soul hast yet unlocked.My padded heart.Spirit far and divine.Show me by way.Which love of mine.Doth go.Play to my sorrow.And thine own be.Ever more mine.Twi...
Posted by Brandi Michelle on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:45:00 PST

AN INFINITE LOVE

I'm craving now a man; so beautiful, so clear, that the depth of his love is infinite... One who rides the tides of human experience; be it comedy, tragedy, or ecstacy with grace, faith , and joy. He...
Posted by Brandi Michelle on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:43:00 PST

BACK TO START

I want to draw a straight line...From my heart to your heart...And shoot it like a main line...Speeding finish back to start...Can we start this over?...Roll back all the path we've tread...I'd rather...
Posted by Brandi Michelle on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:42:00 PST

COLORS

I'd like to see colors...Fly like wisdom from the mouths of youth. Untainted. Unmuddied. Worked roundkiln and stool. Bartered with bakers for early morning loaves; full of sunshine and warmth. He...
Posted by Brandi Michelle on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:40:00 PST

OUT OF THE WOODWORKS

Out in the dark.Dark silent night.A figure was lurking.And hiding from light.In a grim postural stance.The figure was watching.Sneaking his glance.Of the long limbed fawn.He stood out there peeping.Wa...
Posted by Brandi Michelle on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:38:00 PST

To my family, friends, and allies of my past, present, and future:

My transformation this year past has been earthshakingly profound. I'm in mid metamorphosis and have many stories to share. Since I was unable to weave the tales through my body's web, I turned to pen...
Posted by Brandi Michelle on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 07:08:00 PST

JEZEBEL

oh...one must swoonand revelto his sweet words.tender, his spirit whispersin her own heartless timidly,by and by.slight,her touch warms and deepensto cradle a manof winged fire andboy of walking water...
Posted by Brandi Michelle on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 07:06:00 PST