night terror |
blue red reminder of last nights trancedance hard and say littlemusic speak the language of bodysoul mergeddark love swirls around my head like passionand heat trapped under with inside us dancing mus...
Posted by heather rae on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:47:00 PST |
heart w i d e o p e n manifesto |
WE have a collective desperation to be loved few of us have had much success here we try with all of the heart we have available which often feels like not enough because our ...
Posted by heather rae on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 02:49:00 PST |
savior |
savior(to my mama) milk learned pattern let me heal you so that (finally) you can take care of me i want to hold your painpurpose my pain purposeis your stren...
Posted by heather rae on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 11:10:00 PST |
oh mercury.................................... |
so this has been the most interesting winter of my life..........................i'm single.............................................again....
...................living with the monkeys sometimes......
Posted by heather rae on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 12:46:00 PST |
one interpretation of the octopus dance......................... |
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Posted by heather rae on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 01:37:00 PST |
about last night.............. |
my right arm hurts&&&..aches really&&and i think about what i am creating&&..passion&casually&&&&&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&&&&&.&&but with real intimacy&&&&&&& &&..i want to be alone and safe and untouche...
Posted by heather rae on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 02:15:00 PST |
in honor of valentine's day...an old love letter.......... |
(so this was written almost a year ago.............the kind of relationship i was in then no longer resonates for me...........perhaps that's why i felt safe enough to share it.....................hp)...
Posted by heather rae on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 01:19:00 PST |
seeds.......... |
some of my flirtations want to staysome want me to createboundariesothers want to evolve differentlysometimes i say what i do/n't wantneed spoken inexpertlytongue clumsy........foreign...................
Posted by heather rae on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 09:03:00 PST |
bleah........ |
so as i wrote a blog (what an odd word) about the girls last night, dylan and aila started fighting and then rowan got in the middle of it......i ended up putting them to bed early......fairly pissed ...
Posted by heather rae on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 07:21:00 PST |
monkeys......... |
........so every monday afternoon the girls come home not only from schoolbut also their weekend at their dad's..........this week the transition has been average and not at all..........................
Posted by heather rae on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 07:49:00 PST |
