kate

I think I'm going through too many changes right now, and I've developed so many insecurities, that I've not yet discovered who i am yet. I haven't experienced enough of the world, nor society to be capable of knowing myself yet. But I try to improve myself at the start of each new day.
she's nineteen years old. she's not perfect; never has been and never will be. she's emotional and she doesn't think about things before she says them. she'll say some things that will make you want to strangle her. she'll probably make more mistakes than you can imagine. she doesn't mean to, but she probably will. however, she'll apologize. she's still learning about everything, even if she thinks she already knows it. she's been hurt; sometimes she feels so alone she can't stand it. other times she's so happy she can't belive it. she's just trying to figure out this twisted time in her life when everything gets real complicated real fast and everything seems to spin out of control before she ever begins to understand what's going on. but she loves, laughs, and does her best and that's all you can ever ask of her.
this is me! i look the way i look, think the way i think, feel the way i feel, love the way i love! i am a whole complex package. take me..or leave me. accept me..or walk away! do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because i don't fit your idea of who i should be, and don't try to change me to fit your mold. if i need to change, i alone will make that decision. when you are strong enough to love yourself 100% good and bad--you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you.
I'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to