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Heart-Shaped Stab Wound

Life Sucks, Get a F*ckin Helmet!

About Me

My Non-Myspace Blog


I'm a geek, and I was before it was 'hip.'

I like Denis Leary, Lewis Black, and I used to like Dane Cook before a certain dillhole ruined it for me.

I'm honest, but not obnoxiously so. (well, maybe on myspace) Not everyone can pull off 'brutally honest' without the 400lb ego to boot. I am polite, and a gentleman, but I belch and fart in the company of those I feel most comfortable with, and so do they. :p

I've been stabbed in the back and in the heart by people I used to call friends and lovers, yet I've always offered up what little shreds were left to my assailant; practically eager to be run-through again.

I am a stubborn pain in the ass, in good ways and bad.

I say it how it is, when asked for my opinion. I do not lie in a relationship, for without honesty the relationship becomes a lie. Why bother?

I love with all my heart, and thusly hurt with all my heart. I haven't met a woman yet that hasn't broken it.

I am passionate about everything I do, and I feel it must be this way to be worth doing. I despise lazy and opportunistic people. If you are going to try, try with every ounce of yourself, push with every fibre of your being, fight with every tooth and nail, or give up and become a stereotypical statistic. Don't wait for things to fall to your level... climb above it all.

I'm about 5'9", have Green/Blue Eyes that change with my mood and surroundings, dirty blonde hair, skinny, but muscular.

I microwave my Ice Cream. Yeah, how weird is that? It's good, I like it, and I don't give a #@@%!#$) who says otherwise.

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My Interests

Spending time with my son. Computers, DVD Authoring (and re-authoring hehehe), Game Design, 3D Modeling, video games, anime, electronics, Muscle Cars, art, drawing, etc.

I'd like to meet:

I'm married now, so meeting people; only as friends.

Music:

Punk Rawk, NoFX, Tool, NIN, Sex Pistols, Goldfinger, Misfits, The Offspring, Weezer, AFI, System of a Down, Authority Zero, Tiger Army, some 80's, the Beatles, Jimi Hendrix, Sinatra, John Williams, etc... etc... etc...

Movies:

Jurassic Park, Star Wars, Donnie Darko, Cube, The Matrix Trilogy (also Animatrix), Jin Roh: The Wolf Brigade, "Dr. Strangelove/How I stopped worrying and learned to love the bomb," Full Metal Jacket, 2001, A.i., Gundam, Armitage, Ghost in the Shell, Akira, Princess Mononoke, Indiana Jones, Cowboy Bebop, The Terminator, Shrek I&II, Kill Bill Vol I&II, Alien, etc.

Television:

Now...

CSI, CSI Miami, CSI New York (I love CSI)...

Then...

Knight Rider! Thundercats, Silverhawks, GIJOE, Masters of the Universe (Original HE-MAN)

I would probably watch more TV, but I work full time, and would rather do other things, if I have to be alone.

Books:

Anything by Michael Crichton

Heroes:

John Carmack (Ok, not really)

I'd really like to think of myself as a hero at times, I guess that goes with the good-guy mentality. Though that hasn't worked out well for me yet...

Other than that:

My Father.

My Blog

The Day the Music Died

"This craziness needs to end. There is only so much a person can take. Do you think I'm a bad person?"Now what would you think that means?Time to cut your losses and leave? Massing a case against me...
Posted by Heart-Shaped Stab Wound on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 09:51:00 PST

"Do you feel lucky, well do ya? Punk?"

Why am I the bad-guy in this spagetti-western? Since when does being the nice guy make you the bank robber? Where's Clint Eastwood when I need him, to set everything straight?Whatever......
Posted by Heart-Shaped Stab Wound on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 08:17:00 PST

Kim

Wherever,Whenever,However,I love you now, and always.I miss you, so very much.I'm sorry.If I Knew - Author Unknown If I knew it would be the last timeThat I'd see you fall asleep,I would t...
Posted by Heart-Shaped Stab Wound on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 05:20:00 PST

The Sadness Soaks Through...

Kim's working her new job now. I miss her terribly: Every time she leaves for work, every time I leave for work, it just hurts. I don't know why. I miss her horribly.Perhaps it is because our annivers...
Posted by Heart-Shaped Stab Wound on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 12:31:00 PST

What does it mean to be married?

Wikipedia defines it thusly:"Precise definitions vary historically and between and within cultures: modern understanding emphasizes the legitimacy of sexual relations in marriage, yet the universal a...
Posted by Heart-Shaped Stab Wound on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 04:15:00 PST

What's missing here?

I feel like something is missing, or askew, and I'm not sure what.It's like a tingly feeling you get in your gut, when you know something is about to happen.It's like watching someone get hit by a bus...
Posted by Heart-Shaped Stab Wound on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 11:48:00 PST

Letting Go from a Safe Distance... Or Not

"i need someone to break me, continuously, and without mercy. this is how i've learned to function all this time. i will ask you to leave, then beg you to stay. i will throw up my hands, but i won't m...
Posted by Heart-Shaped Stab Wound on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 07:29:00 PST

Ulterior Motives - Telling the Truth When it Serves You Better

It may serve you to lighten the burden of what you carry around; the bags labeled guilt feel lighter to you now, while my box of enlightenment grows heftier. Had that been your only motive, I would h...
Posted by Heart-Shaped Stab Wound on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 08:47:00 PST

Theme for Our Love Triangle - And Back to the Beginning

I know the pieces fit'Cause I watched them fall awayMildewed and smoulderingFundamental differingPure intention juxtaposedWill set two lovers' souls in motionDisintegrating as it goesTesting our comm...
Posted by Heart-Shaped Stab Wound on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 08:07:00 PST

Secrets

" I'm looking at you through the glassDon't know how much time has passedOh God it feels like foreverBut no one ever tells you that foreverFeels like home sitting all alone inside your headHow do you ...
Posted by Heart-Shaped Stab Wound on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 07:30:00 PST