Love's not all lost
But it's nailed to my cross
And crucified all that I've held on
SNOWBOARDING IS TAKING OVER
NITRO MARC FRANK MONTOYA SICKEST BOARD OUT
Love Is A 4 Letter Lie Giving Someone The Chance To Break You
Fate Is Just A Bullshit Excuse For Failure
Welcome To The Dusty Subconcious Of An Actor
Who Murdered His Childhood To Stop The Audience From Laughter
About Me
Well Lets' first start with I'm shy as fuck. And if it's probably the first time i'm seeing you or anything I'm going to be nervous as hell. Second, I hate people that are overly proud to be anything. Just be proud about who you are and that's it I surely do not care to see it. IE: All the italian bullshit on myspage.. You're 100 percent gay.. I'm not saying theres anything wrong with being Italian.. I'm saying theres something wrong with you as an individual. If you think that you're cooler or better than anyone because of that you deserve a bullet in the forehead... This isn't a shot to anyone who is italian just the people that boast about it. I'm not just limiting to italians either, this includes any form of spanish or black and also Albanian and Greek and what ever retarded ethnicities there are out there.. Holla. NOW, here we go. I'm 21. The name I'm sure you already know. I'm beyond cooler then you, there is no competition. No, I'm not cocky or conceded, I'm just great at everything i put any effort in. I don't sleep, EVER. I don't know why I don't I just dont. I am 6'3, pretty well built, and I got eyes that change colors with moods. First and foremost I am an actor. I've been acting since I was a little kid and I love everything about it. Just being on a set and recording is amazing let alone the amount of time, effort, and fun had while doing it makes it the best thing ever. Yes, I do model but no not for long I don't really care for it that much. I'm also a writer and will be publishing a movie for 2008 and a book of poetry for late 2007. I get bored too easily, so if you have you peaked my interest consider yourself extremely lucky. I work hard and at most times do what ever it is that I want to. Currently I am working on the "Lotuz - Slow Motion" mixtape, and I am a graphic design artist. I will be entering "The Art Insitute Of New York City" sometime soon. I have a pretty fucked up past just like everyone only mine rates pretty high on the scale. I am working on my clothing line called "Vanity." Which will offer T'shirts and Hooded sweat shirts with original print patterns. Lotuz.com will come soon with links to Vanity and No Talent Designs. More, about myself huh. I like to bite, Hard. If I don't like you chances are it's for no real reason. But, then again there are chances I don't like you for a reason. It doesn't matter I'll wind up hating you regardless. Stupidity and Lying are amoung the two most dreadful fucking habits on the earth. I hate stupidity and I Hate liars even more so do me a favor. Dive off a building and hope your eyelid gets caught on a nail. Yeah, I'm morbid. And I'm currently attaining the drunken writer look seeing as I haven't cut nor shaved in quite a while. I look awesome lol. I personaly love eyes, I think it's the easiest way to peer into a persons soul. So if you catch me staring into your eyes, get really creeped out and start throwing things at me. I have disorders hey who the fuck am I lying to. I'm clinically insane. I dont take pills though and I rage and anger problems, so that usually gets me into a lot of trouble. Listening to music is amoung one of my favorite pass times. I'll give anything a chance once if it sucks please believe i will let you know about it. I have no heart and there for have no emotions or sense of feeling. So i don't give a shit if I hurt yours. Sorry that's about as good as it gets. Don't like me, fuck you. If you do like me then Fuck you. I hate alot of people lol. that's not beacuse they do anything wrong. I just am a loner I guess, I hate people beacuse of the massive amount of distrust i have for people. LOYALTY IS IMPORTANT. If you are not loyal why the fuck do you act like someones friend. Or even like you love them in anyway. If you don't have enough respect for a person you claim to love to atleast not lie straight to there face.. you deserve to die. lol I'm bitter and angry 90 percent of days, it usually get's me into alot of trouble. but then again look at my profile ASK ME IF I REALLY CARE, what the fuck you or anyone thinks about me. We can do this two ways The easy way or the hard way. I personally prefer the hard way but I'm pretty sure you don't so don't take it there. OH AND I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE FULL OF THEMSELVES.. JESUS CHRIST IF I DON'T CALL YOU HOTT AND YOU EXPECT ME TO IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT. GO KILL YOURSELF FOR EXPECTING ME TO DROOL OVER YOU.. IT'S NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN.. SO STOP WONDERING IF I THINK YOUR PRETTY OR NOT JUST ASK THERES A PRETTY GOOD CHANCE I'M NOT GOING TO LIE TO YOU ABOUT IT SO IF YOU WANT THE ANSWER ASK IF YOU DON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DON'T EXPECT ME TO TELL YOU YOUR BEAUTIFUL AND DONT COME TO ME SAYING "I'M UGLY" FISHING FOR A COMPLIMENT I WILL ONLY HURT YOUR FEELINGS. Also, I'm UNLIKE anyone you have or ever will meet. and I fucking despise being generalized in a catagory with a bunch of immature cocksuckers who fucking dont know shit about themselves.. JUST WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE A HOLD ON WHO I AM, I WILL FUCKING SUPRISE YOU TRUST ME. SO TO ALL GIRLS SAYING ALL GUYS AINT SHIT, GROW THE FUCK UP, I'M A MAN SWEETHEART AND I GOT THE WHO'S WHO LIST TO FUCKING PROVE IT. With that said I'm bored of typing this shit up so I'm going to do something other then type this up. BY THE WAY FUCK YOU ;). I don't know what else is there to say. I would love to hear from you so, contact me.
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