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My name is Ashley...most people call me Nikki...I hate if people bring drama for no reason, so if you are my friend on myspace to do so...please...kill yourself :-)...I am no longer commenting back to people that I do not know that ask how I have been or whats up...I will probably only answer to those comments if you live in Oklahoma and Mississippi...If I do not like you I will tell you, but usually I'm a cool person...I love GRINDCORE/anykindofmetal/hardcore/post hardcore.uhhh I expand my horizons and DO listen to indie and hip hop and all dat shit..I have gotten band offers for my PIG SQUEELING/growling/screaming but unfortunatly I have stage fright...I'm an all pitch screamer, and don't assume I'm just a wanna be because I'm not, I can actually scream in multi-pitches and full phrases and paragraphs...EVERYONE HAS A LABEL AND TRIES TO BE SOMETHING...SO YEAH I'LL SAY I'M SCENE!!! FUCK YOU!!!, and in my opinion everyone is PARTLY "scene" if you buy all of your clothing from Delias (lame) or any known store...you are scene, considering someone out there has the same shirts you have...there are many well known stores and if you choose to believe you are not scene then I suggest you count all the clothing you have made with your own ideas...speaking of image, I am NOT happy with the way I look and if you meet me and you are not happy either, then I am sorry...I am not fat or skinny...I am an average girl, and if you do not like average girls...then once again I'm sorry...Without my friends I'd be miserable and lonely and I can pretty much say that I would end up going to chuckie cheese...I really want you guys to know that I appreciate everything you guys do for me, and even when I act like a spoiled stuck up skank, you guys are always there for me, and I thank you and I love you...My family can be very hectic but I think some bumps in the road is good...it prepares you for the real world...I love doing people's hair and styling it. If you would like your hair dyed, just tell me! I am charging,and if you want your hair dyed you must buy the dye yourself. I currently only have a few hair pictures up that I have done(if you want to see, then ask me!). You don't need to be scared to come up and talk to me, because I will listen and I'm also very open as well...I'm not afraid to cry in front of people...I don't think I've fallen in love, but I think I'm beginning to...okay well not love, but something I can't explain...I crush really easily and sometimes I go way overboard and freak guys out :-)...and please, (this may sound conceited) if you like me and you are self conscious or you don't feel good enough, then you don't really know who or how I am...Yes, snakebites and the typical long wispy hair is nice, but I have never found a guy who has both, looks and respect for other people... ...I speak what I feel when I feel it. Like it or not, I ALWAYS Win. So don't Pitch a Bitch Fit...And If you do, Choke on it!!!Don't hit on me. I won't be interested. My friends are the only family I need. Go ahead, judge me. Everyone else does. Listen to what people say about me. Talk behind my back; I don't care. I know the person that I am and that's all that matters I Like retarded things like humping CJ's leg while listening to dirty Music. Alright that sounds really nasty but its hilarious in person.You just gotta be there.Anyway I've recently been searching for a new boyfriend so anyone interested that lives in Oklahoma or Mississippi hook a Bitch up. I'm a hopeless romantic. I love average and built guys, but I never turn down the Fat and skinny (tiny) guys. and loves to be loved and Long walks on the beach haha.I love music.And Taco Bell!!!I have feelings like everyone else.I love getting random messages from people I don't know it makes my day.I have amazing friends.I'm in high school. I hate guys who know their "hot" and THINK they're "Sexy." I have a bad temper but I can control it.... When I want to. I like Myspace.ALOT! I have friends all over the place. Shut up and listen, ok? LISTEN! I watch movies alot. I get on Myspace 24/7. I love Internet. I have 2 legs. EWW. I have had my heart broken many times [by the same person over and over]. So in a way I Don't trust men, but still want one. Some people say I hurt others. Sometimes I'll ask you if I give a Fuck. And just sometimes the answer is No! [not gonna say any names tho]I do break promises. Alot. I mean BIG TIME!!! I have some super duper friends.I've had many difficulties in life and yet here I am. People tend to get old, don't forget that.I love mushy sad love songs. I believe in a second chances, jus' not all the DAMN time, but not a millions of 'em .I can be conceeded and shallow.I like dudes. I have nothing to hide. Feel free to ask me anything I'll answer. I bitch like any other Fucking human. I love DDR. I belive I'll own your face at that game. And I'll make you cry like a little bitch if you challenge me. I enojy making very Fucking obsurd and disgusting Fucking comments at the wrong Fucking time. I have a mind of my own. Don't Forget That either. And I love to punch people in the vagina. Aka Ninga Turtles. I crack Myself up so don't kiss my Ass or you will kiss the ground. I've been suspended for bringing knives to school. And I have fractured some whore's jaw so you if you have something that aint too pleasant to say, you had better have someone handle your light weight cause I am all for it.I've had always said...That which does not hurt me, had better run pretty Damn Fast! And if you don't like that either you can SUCK IT This time...Smile-if you can. All this is, is a collection of bones, a selection of forms filling space. Nothing special, nothing more than an image, sunken solid onto the concrete, substance running through old, painted pink veins. I've created this all. This is the outside form that i live my days through. My face will never mirror what is sunken inside my flesh. Your directionless interest doesn't satisfy me,and it never will. I cannot remember the last time i said i was happy, And actually meant it. I value intelligence, integrity, passion, and complexity in simplicity. If you have none of which, don't even bother. I fear change, and i'm never, ever satisfied. I'm just a cheap replacement for your idealistic cliche display of adoration, your cheap affection. Everything you say, can and WILL be held against you. This is MY game,I play, and i never lose. And to live,you must walk in the blood that you bleed. You have learned nothing. I'm Nikki, And i have painted my own life with my own shattered fingers. I live a promise!!!
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