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I am interested in theater, painting, reading, writing, driving around and yelling at pedestrians with my megaphone is always a good time. I love to learn, I am a plethora of useless information! I like lifeguards and actors; I like Irish and Italian boys. Sometimes I argue out of spite. I like to clean things, fix things, and build things without directions. I love to cuddle but don't have anyone to cuddle with but my body pillow. Kicking back and watching movies, being hyper and talking shit to strangers. I like to be naked whenever I'm alone - Hell I'm naked right now! I like things with monkeys on or about it. I like Sharpie markers, and anything baby blue. I'm interested in someone paying me some attention. I like Taco Bell chicken burritos with only chicken, cheese and Baja sauce, steamed. But for some reason they never make it right. I like onions, grilled zucchini, Prosciutto, baby spinach, feta cheese, seafood anything, balsamic vinaigrette and grape tomatoes right off the vine. I like sitting on the beach in the direct path of strolling couples to pick out tiny sea shells. I enjoy hitting the emergency stop button on escalators going up. I like scratch tickets and Burt's Bees Chap Stick. I love Tiffany & Co and walking out of the store after buying something really expensive. I like looking for four leaf clovers and I always find them. Taking pictures wherever I go is a tradition! Taking to many pictures of myself is too. I keep a baseball bat in the back seat of my car, use your imagination. I like eating food right out of a salad bar and not paying for it. I like to sing in public - badly I might add. I like going out to dinner and having my date order for me, but to my exact specifications. I don't mind making an ass of myself when in a crowd, but I also believe in having couth when applicable. I like 'hoity-toity' events and dressing up. I like being in love, and being wild in bed. I love shoes, jackets, and button down shirts. I like to make people laugh, I crave something but I don't know what. I've spent many hours watching porn and will spend more in the future. I like to keep my finger and toe nails perfectly shaped, not because anyone else sees them, just because I do. I like gold and silver and I can get away with wearing them together rings necklaces jewelry in general I can't have too much. I love writing stupid things like this. I love to stay awake for days at a time. I believe in telling a person if they have something in their teeth instead of letting them walk around oblivious. I like champagne and shots of Goldschlogger but not together. I don't believe in waiting in line, and the customer is always right unless they are arguing with me. I can't stop telling stories that go off into other stories where I have to ask myself what was the point. I always sometimes stammer when I speak in an emotionally charged state. And I don't mind playing dirty when engaged in competition. Going to concerts, piano bars, sneaking into a second movie after the one you paid for. I like to smell good, shop for underwear and ask people for the time when there is a clock right in front of me. I love to drive, and I love to be driven. I don't like when people talk out of there ass unless the situation calls for some major ass talking. I like to play in streams, hike and sit in the grass. I like boys and I don't care for sycophants or cheaters. I like to be in charge of the remote control. And I love to quote movies and songs I love and live by. Id actually for once like to find someone I can keep happy and someone attentive and very patient.-- who knows a little primping isn't a bad thing. Check me out!----Id like to describe myself with a monolog from Death Becomes Her:::
Tonight while she's asleep, you'll sneak downstairs, go to the study and take one of each kind of wine glass from the shelf. Then you'll take this Narconol and lightly coat each glass. As you know Narconol is a very powerful alcohol based tranquilizer so you won’t need much. Tomorrow I'll call Madeline to say goodbye, I'll try to get her to invite me to diner. Then at dinner we'll propose a toast, no matter which glass she drinks from the Narconol will be on the glass. Then you and I work together quickly, first we finish dinner, then we load her in the car, take her to the top of Mulholland drive, call the police and report that we've seen a drunken woman swerving dangerously close to the edge. We'll sit her up in the driver’s seat and make it look like she's had just a little bit too much to drink. We'll drop the car into gear, wedge her foot down on the accelerator, clamp her hands on the steering wheel and send her on her way. By the time they perform the autopsy the Narconol will be completely dissolved leaving only traces of alcohol. She'll be classified as just another drunk driver. They'll check her blood alcohol and think nothing more of it The case is closed, Madeline is dead, and we're free.
All the fucked up fuckers out there! Right, Cheers! Thanks A Lot!I don't have to try in the least to shock people. My beliefs are sufficiently shocking to most people. Because we live in a culture where the passion and sexuality have been replaced by shame. We are miles away from our hearts, our feelings. In Greek mythology the Gods were sleeping with humans all the time. But the Christians claim that Jesus was fathered without a single drop of sperm. There wasn't even a penis involved. It's a religion without penetration. And subsequently the same believers take their swords and chop the non-believers to pieces, stab babies to death and burn witches at the stake. And you think I'm shocking when I say I gave God a blowjob? Give me a fucking break. - Tori Amos
SOME STUFF ABOUT ME
Name: Scott Andrew Enigmatic Butterfoss-LeBlanc - Honestly
Birthday: The 12th of June, 1981 anything before that is a blur
Birthplace: I forget where I used to tell everyone I was born, but alas I was born in Springfield Ma
Current Location: Here in my head.
Eye Color: slate-blue, also the color I painted 3 walls in my room.
Weight: 135- give or take an eating disorder
Height: Five feet, eleven inches.
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right, does that make me a bad person?
Your Heritage: Irish with some German for appearance.
The Shoes You Wore Today: My little tootsies have been naked all day!
Your Weakness: My laziness
Your Fears: Zombies, clowns and bums
Your Perfect Pizza: Is free...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I don't set myself up for falure.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Umm sadly - "No, I don't have a job."
Thoughts First Waking Up: What can I do today to better my life, and if you've ever waken up next to me you know that's not ture.
Your Best Physical Feature: I see everything as an illusion.
Your Bedtime: Any time I want!
Your Most Missed Memory: If I miss it I must have lost it, and that's just not the case.
Pepsi or Coke: Nothing with caramel coloring, its bad for the skin.
Macdonald’s or Burger King: A boy has a right to vacillate.
Single or Group Dates: wouldn't know.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Mr.T
Chocolate or Vanilla: Snozberry!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cinnamon Chi latte
Do you Smoke: NO!!!!
Do you Swear: ABSOLUTLEY!
Do you Sing: I do, not well sorry to dissapoint.
Do you Shower Daily: I really try to!
Have you Been in Love: No
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: Do you know? Do you? Do you know - Thank You!
Do you belive in yourself: If I didn't believe in myself id walk out the door and say "Scottie you're right!"
Do you get Motion Sickness: No but I get a sick when I read in the car.
Do you think you are Attractive: I wouldn't date me.
Are you a Health Freak: Just a Super Freak
Do you get along with your Parents: In small doses.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Very much so.
Do you play an Instrument: I have no talens in that area.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Not a drop, I'm practically a teetotaler.
In the past month have you Smoked: R.T.B.P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: The word drug is open to many interpretations.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Not at all
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Last week for the first time in 2006.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Am I gluttonous?
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yup at 4am from the grocery store.
In the past month have you been on Stage: I'm very extemporaneous so I can make a stage anywhere.
In the past month have you been Dumped: If only.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nothing so exciting! Whats the point of skinny dipping anyway?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Just time from the lives of the people reading this!
Ever been Drunk: If I do drink its just to get drunk, not because it tastes good.
Ever been called a Tease: Only when I've been one!
Ever been Beaten up: DOMESTIC VIOLENCE --- DV OOOT!
Ever Shoplifted: There was a time where I once thought I was owed something.
How do you want to Die: I don't want to die.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Stable.
What country would you most like to Visit: I want to go to France on my own.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Hazle-Green-Brown
Favourite Hair Color: on the dark side
Short or Long Hair: SHORT
Height: I'll tell you when I meet him.
Weight: proportionate to his height see above.
Best Clothing Style: Anything thats not Gaouch!
Number of Drugs I have taken: Do a line and you'll be fine -
Number of CDs I own: I don't give a fuck!
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: Zero
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I try not to dwell.
HOW WILL I KNOW – I WONT!
Tori Amos, Alanis Morissette, Fiona Apple, Snake River Conspiracy, Garbage, Hole, K's choice, Sublime, Missy Elliott, Beyonce, Destiny's Child, Monica, Kelly Clarkson, Pink Floyd, Fleetwood Mac, Madonna still a little bit, Happy Hard-core, Evanescence, Lil Kim, Michelle Branch, Venessa Carlton, Lorenna McKnnitt, Sneaker Pimps, Sarah Mclachlan, Various DJ's, Varuca Salt, Aaliyah, Jay-Z, Blondie, Linda Perry, Good Charlotte, Christian Aguilera, Radiohead, No doubt, Toni Braxton, Whitney Houston, Arethra Franklin, TLC, Lauryn Hill, Peter Rauhofer, Junior Vasquez, Marilyn Manson, Cardigans, Cranberries, Eve, Dido, Avril Lavigne, Lil' Kim, Faith Hill, Faith Evans, Linkin' Park, Spacegirl, Sasha & Digweed, Paul Oakenfield, Bjork, Pj Harvey, Thunderpuss, Victor Calderone, Deborah Cox, Kim English, Liz Phair FUCK AND RUN, Shania Twain, Jessica Simpson, D-12, OutKast, Britney Spears, Hoobastank, Black Eyed Peas, Blink- 182, R. Kelly, Mya, Brandy, Anastacia, Yellowcard, Nelly Furtado, Luda, Nas, Janet Jackson, Jane Jenson comic book whore, Donnas, Kelly Rowland, Janis Joplin, Jefferson Airplane, Leynord Skynard, Rolling Stones, Lisa Lobe, Lisa Stansfield, Dixie Chicks, Paula Abdul, Mary J Blige, Amber, Real Big Fish, Busta Rhyms, Dolce, Aqua, 311, Pop, Rock, R&B, Techno, 80's music, Reggea, Hip Hop, Pink, Jenifer Lopez, Mariah Carey, Kelis, Alica Keys, Melisa Etheridge, Blondie, Pat Benetar, Eurythmics, Dave Matthews, Macy Gray, Tracey Chapman, B-52's, Janes Addiction, Harry Belafonte, Ani Difranco, Jennifer Holiday, I love woman who have a message and an image to deliever -SCREAM IT GO ON GIRLS SWALLOW - You're no one unless somebody hates you! I know what guilt is, its one of those touchy feely words that doesn’t mean anything like "Grief" and "Addiction."
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Stability |||||||||| 33%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||| 23%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.comRomy and Michele's High school reunion, Chicago, Brady Bunch movie, Steel Magnolias, League of their own, Nell, Death Becomes her, Xmen, Overboard, Star Trek, Sister Act, Doomed Generation, Beautiful Thing, Babe the pig when the lil mice sing lol, Scary Movie, Hocus Pocus, The Wiz, Silence of the Lambs, The Shining, The Shawshank Redemption, Moonstruck, The Producers "FLAUNT IT, BABY, FLAUNT IT!", Splendor in the Grass, Funny Girl, Beaches, The Poseidon Adventure, Dogma, A night to remember, Clue, Murder by Death, Blair Witch Project, Some like it Hot, Psycho, Star Wars, Clueless, Rock Horror Picture Show, Thelma & Louise, Glengarry Glen Ross, Welcome to the Doll House, Waiting for Guffman, Harry Potter Rocks my Box, What ever happened to Baby Jane, Legally Blond, A Mighty Wind, Jawbreaker, Mommy Dearest, Cabaret, Breakfast Club, American Beauty, Serial Mom, Meet Me in St. Louis, Ok this is just random I can go on all night. But Im a big fan of many movies.
Hecate
Charmed, BUFFY!!! LOL, Law And Order, Family Guy, Furtama, American Idol, Trading Spaces, Science Channel, Discovery all that good shit, Lots of random things.
And Dream I Do.I was a knight with strong young arms. A shell of steal, and blazing charms. Yet unfeeling, hollow at most, Until my eyes beheld a ghost.Into my dreams he softly came, With beauty wild. An ancient name... My helm & shield just feel apart. He freed my soul, but bound my heart.He told me his tales of time and space. Felt rapturous in this, my esquire's embrace. With the onset of dawn his chivalries expire. My ghost has vanished, but has left me inspired.I was a knight, valiant at last. But where had beauties vision passed? I hadn't when, where, or why. I collapsed to the ground mournfully cried.I'm now a man and here I lay. Feeling all this love and loss in a single day. But if he crosses, same dream I do, pray to hold him a while or two. –Me[Junkies are a paradox]We were all free from fatal knowledge. Made us free of the human sorrow but tamed by something else. It's the junkie’s paradox. To run from the eyes of self-awareness & existence, We shut them. Handed our wills and body's to the spirit or another animal - not human at all. It grew like acquired Instinct. New lifeblood, new fuel, new species? Almost… You cannot be born into something else once you've already passed through the womb of this burning sky. Find refuge in the cool ground; know that underneath, you are as simple & pure as God. –MeI’m scared what the price will be if I already had been paying. I was re-falling in love with a familiar piece of peace and quiet. It was not him. He was merely a physical representation he became the familiar association. So I used him as a metaphor, how cruel to tamper with naive blood. Justice served, now I've left him confused and emotionally dismembered. I will become his ghost -- the thing he will look to blame endlessly. A piece of a complex puzzle that will further his insanity and unhappiness. We all bite at each other’s shoulders, turn to the closest stranger and leave our mark after we've experienced our own wincing sharp shock. So we live in others constantly as the power or the pity, it all becomes the same in the end. Just as the beginning interrelated by the species and then incorporated as images. – MeBombing Around.It is always strange to feel something you have never before felt. Like a proverbial game to identify your roll in life's enveloping medium. Bumming around with a touted flaneur of an undetermined nature. Spending your time vexatiously self-depreciating, needing something, but what? Like you're driving and driving and guessing and guessing what the structure way off in the distance is. I know I don't feel the same when I'm driving down these same roads; they are different, quickly growing ancient. These roads tend to remind me of our preoccupation with senescence. But I don't like to get wrapped up in those semantics. Personally, I feel sui generis, nonpareil, sadly alone, shaking in my boots, needing a kindred of another kind. Uncouthed sycophants of many variances too often ignore the ambivalence I feel. They all play with our faiths and play off our reactions. Twisted souls always near when you need them, stumbling around like hypocrites. I soon go hungry for a fight and I will not let them win. I don't know how to live without my hands on the throats of insensitive beasts, I fight them always and still my wit holds out. I'm begging for a lift away from this place, this room is not my room, and these clothes are not mine. This music is ineffectual from tenuous influences. I want to be seen, I miss my place in the scheme of things. I will be heard once more, I will laugh with no regret, and I’ll keep presence, passion and figurative luck by my side. We've all partaken in scavenger hunts for validity. But we won’t all come to the same conclusions. –Me (Don’t look inside)I’m seeing all these angles dying. I’m more shocked when I watch the box. It’s not just the end at my feet or creeping of time in the mirror. It’s daemons in plain cloths. No one is safe. And if I could scream, I'd scream that no one is screaming. But I'm not capable of caring. I’m watching these streets turn into ripe veins dripping with everything we collectively are, and. someone forgot to call 911. When mirrors surround us with their unreal projections the void is magnified - scattered. We don't know where it’s coming from. I'm part of the flock of months; we flood to the desperate pieces of light & warmth that is forever surrounding us with lies and deceit. Turn away and you will find the truth. –Me (Sleeplessness)Every night Ill fall asleep to the thoughts of another lost love. I relive the need, and then the next night I relive the apathy. The memories will bombard me ruthlessly, and ill toss and turn, a sleepless night of cold sweats and fever. I’m often haunted by the painful nostalgia, sometimes ill bawl and not wipe the tears that have covered my face. I know I've done this before, but I've always picked up the phone. I still love him like a desperate phone call. Like he is fate I deliberately hung up on - when I knew id call back. I can't now or I wont now. The morning dismisses the thoughts of loss and desperate romance. And the next night another boy will fill my head. My moments will be slow and elegant. Ill write from crease to edge and walk the thin line of grace and balance. Ill write my words to be heard, this time.He's my favorite hooker in the whole bunch.And he sank in my burrows with the grace of a brilliant sun set. His sky's pallet changes from light to shadow, pink & blue, purple to the oblivion of his endless night. I've watched in slow motion for years, fascinated, freaked out and frozen inside. I think this is the place where the people in limbo go. If I live in a graveyard I might as well be dead. I take one last look at Picasso's paradise. I've made my choice to escape this storm in a teacup. Life seemingly returns to normal. But I’m different, crazy? Harder? Wiser? Aware? Yea, that's it -- aware. I was in love now I’m just stupid - I’m like a VCR clock blinking 12:00 sans fail, waiting for someone to press the right buttons. Starting this daunting story with a smirk, you'll soon be frustrated I didn't come with directions. I take comfort in that. It keeps me safe, gives me the upper hand in many situations. I’m aloof, unbending and cool, unapproachable and contradicting. Have to keep arrogant drones reeling. Good one! I know so many things, so many things best kept to myself. Tongue-tied and reserved, a feat of measure for an extrovert, a charming sentiment. - FLASH - Get back in character -- Focus in -- Can't let the sheep see the shepherd for what he really is. "Even my obvious isn't always what's perceived." Once had a boy who feigned needlessly. His bluffs were well rehearsed, but his lack of imagination kept him vulnerable under interrogation. His defenses arm, a contentious child emerges, he acts like he doesn't "get" what I say. Anything I throw out falls short. I guess ignorance is easier than facing your own daemons. He's so WHEREVER - Predictably enthralled by the most deviant of creatures. Beware! Those vultures will pick you to the bone. My cautions could, but rarely ever help. And just when you've escaped, you have yourself to fear. Are you so put together, so in control, so immature, so scared, so clueless, so naive, so ---- sick of the way you are. One broken promise, one wrong step. How many to follow? Always looking down awkwardly as to avoid the eyes of this perpetually vigilant Tyrannizer. Ill rescue truth before its tainted and wrenched to pitiful pulp to suit circumstance. I know the roads you travel, and the short cuts you take. I’ve watched you unpave your path. I choose not to live that way. You were wild, where are you now? This boy wonders if he's been as big of a tool - or bigger than the ones he despises. Probably not - its his rules, on his terms - isn't it? How many lovers does it take to know love? Lets have him enumerate -? -? -? - That’s a joke (to me anyway) as are all the "winners" he's placed bets upon while on the bound. "Don't get me started. Don't even get me started." You greet each day the same, with incertitude, negation, and a cute outfit. Countless numbers counted out of spite. Something I hate to say "I love." Spite is a vice unlike any other. Practice made perfect by stubborn vacillations. I like to keep one up on the misery that eternally stalks me. A slick right and left on my part and its pursuit is doomed. Now, what is this contempt hunting for? Used to be me. Foretime, I told degradation to go home and tell its mother it can't play here no more. I’ve stacked lessons learned like bricks in a wall. Built a fortress inside, unscathed and almost complete. Help me stack up a few more bricks! I'm a mile high and just as deep. Your skipping stones wont make even the slightest ripple on my pond. I know where I stand - do you? I can rise up for my convictions. How will you catch up with me on those crutches? Who'll be the next soul to intercept your descent? I cherish the precious, miserable and surreal times I’ve been in love. With my head I think, with my heart I run. With my attentive touch and my intense blue eyes I'll satisfy your deprived desires and frenzied feedings. Dish out what you will, I can take it.Its has to be for meI have always been bad at decision-making, sometimes anxiety stricken, Torn between the internal whisper and the external scream. I've always found more in minimal situations. Found peoples motivations were more revealing than their words or actions. I am not a brat. I am not going to go home -- walk though the door feeling like I've been released from a mental hospital. You'll be reassuring on the phone -- comforting tone; how you call a dog. A ridiculous tactic used by too many too often. I will not return my dreams like clothing I've decided I don't want. I will not make an excuse for selling out my courage - Say I wasn't wrong, but circumstance wasn't letting it work. Letting it work comes from will, the strength in my mind. The chance you take when you let impulsion control your outcomes. When you make experience and adventure priority, freedom will gleam in your eyes. And maybe that makes me selfish, because I’ve disconnected so violently, but sometimes that's the only way to do it successfully. And I love a lot of people and I have a conscious, but I have strong intuition that I’m doing the right thing.{Love in metaphors}You've danced in heaven and laughed at the Gods. You ran barefoot through thorns and fire to escape the thoughts in your mind. To everyone you may have hid them well. You are "Alice" in wonderland, going on life's journey. One pill makes you larger, and one pill makes you small. But remember that size alone does not equate strength. You can either chose to see people as they'd like to be seen. Or you learn to be more wise for the wear. And take people at face value for who they really are. Sometimes we're afraid or in denial of what are loved ones might really be like. Often the person you put so much emphasis on, is no better off than yourself. They can't be bound to rules that don't apply to you. Iv found people motivations were more revealing than their words or actions. My love runs deep through my veins from purple to blue, and it does it for you. I have been there because I care. I only write these words because I care. And I may not be the best person. But I have been there through hell and high water, I have been there. Iv been your light in times of dark, and iv been the shadow that caused you to weep. Alice, you have a choice to do the easy things and let flagrance rule your life. Or you can grab life by the balls and make it your bitch. Or what's it all for, the pain, the love, the joy, the need, the hate. We need it all to be whole as people. It’s controlling those emotions that will keep you a float. I still feel affected by you, but not in the way you'd like. By your actions I can see your pain. Under your malicious remarks I hear the real you. Anger and denial fill your ears, controlling your actions. All this hate sent by viscous words, it doesn't leave a scratch so there for no ones hurt. I share your pain even if you don't believe me. I can't punish myself for my mistakes anymore. I can only learn -- learn to better myself. But - I will not fall victim to your vengeance. You abuse your mind, body and soul as a tool of revenge towards me, But its not me who you are hurting. Your actions are your own, and they are just waves on your vast deep blue ocean. But I am the clouds who can see the bigger picture. And I can see that your currant is headed in the wrong direction. You've abandoned your heart, tore it out as if it had a defect. But it doesn't- all hearts break. Its unfortunate that I had to be the one to break yours. But take a look at my heart. Many scares bear your signature, and I'm hear to tell you that time heals all wounds. So find your heart, because once you lose it, you lose all hope to regain the peace to calm your seas. But listen to that heart - Don't fight it. If there is a way to find you, I will find you. But will you find me. Your threats that are golden don't fade easily. Rise above, you have it in you. Its your time in the sun, and my clouds wont darken your path. But ill whisper to you on the winds and be with you always, telling you to be the real you, and be strong. It all comes down to your choices. And if you chose and your world is shaken. So what. The choice may have been mistaken, the choosing was not. Try not to keep your defenses high. You may have to go around an unexpected bend to find salvation, and only then will your journey through wonderland end.
Vitamin Gay, Tori Amos, Monkeys, Wicked witch of the West, Betty Crocker chocolate frosting, Monkeys -- lil baby ones! Sharpie, Clinique, Dee Paulini, knitted hats, bongs, crystals, Octapussy, butane lighters, Beacon Hill, 8 balls, The Movie Book of answers, LOL, Your Mom, VINA!, A heating pad, Dasani, Abercrombie, acting, apathy, Audra McDonald, NAF, beach, beacon hill, Boston, cape cod, chillaxin, cute, diesel, drama, enigmatic, evanescence, extemporaneous, Fiona, friends, gay, hip hop, Hollister, honesty, indignant raw, lifeguards, Louis Vuitton, loving you, magick, missy, monkeys, movies, musicals, naked, NYC, outgoing, passion, pumas, running, sans judgment, Sondheim, Springfield, stars and the moon, swimming, Tori, vacillating, working out- All my true friends you are my heroes. And all the people who made me possible and by viewers like you!