I'm a vegetarian. I love animals, so I decided not to eat them. I can be really hyper and extremely energetic too - this mostly happens when I feel real passion, e.g by listening to good music. I'm a freak. Sometimes I don't even comprehend myself or what I feel, how I'm feeling or why I feel at all. I have a strong sense of justice. I am of the opinion that one should treat others the way one would like to be treated. I'm restless, always looking for something without knowing what I'm looking for. Humans and animals are of the same value to me. I think EVERY life should be protected and maintained. I'm tolerant. I think that everyone should live their life the way they like, no matter what everyone else thinks - as long as they don't harm anyone else. I can be stubborn, but still I can admit mistakes and I'm not afraid of apologizing or dealing with them. Sometimes I'm depressed. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I don't hold grudges. I can be extremely bitter and pissed-off, but I think everyone deserves a second chance. I am a fighter. When I think that something is worth fighting for and I want to achieve something, I will fight for it. I hate Ignorance. Ignorance is fatal. I respect people that try to make this fucked-up world at least a little bit better and those who don't ignore reality. I find it hard to trust people. I often find it difficult to open up to people at all, but if I do, it's very hard for me to forget them or let them go. I am a peaceful and mostly friendly person. But I get really angry if someone hurts people that are important to me - so don't mess with the people that I love!! There's not much to say about me... For those of you who would like to get to know me better and learn more about me and my life, just check my blog and feel free to ask me anytime. :) I'd also like to use this section to thank some really special people who have made my life worth living again... Some equally extraordinary and admirable persons who brought me back to life after a very hard time, my personal heroes JAY GORDON, BOBBY HEWITT, RYAN SHUCK, PAIGE HALEY and AMIR DERAKH or in other words the band ORGY! You guys have opened my eyes and showed me the way to a better and more fulfilled life! I used to be full of doubts about myself, fears and depressions, free of confidence and belief in myself and the people surrounding me... Sick of the world, withdrawn in never-ending self-pity... I felt misunderstood by the whole world, always being the freak nobody understands, nobody listens to and who never allows anyone to get close... You've woken me up from this never-ending nightmare and given my life a meaning again, only by means of your music and being just the way you ARE! Your lyrics tell me not to be alone and to be understood by someone and almost every song seems to come directly from the deepest part of my soul... Thank you for being there and sharing this extraordinary music with us! "And remember the times that we've shown you the way..." - I won't forget it, guys!
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