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~*~Melissa~*~

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About Me

So I am all about Finland, the language the culture the people. After being there a week I want to go back and visit longer. I would love to live there. So yes I am all about Finland as much as I love Texas Finland is now my second home my heart is now split in two half in Finland half in Texas.

My Interests



Turku

I'd like to meet:



Well I have met and had the chance to hang out with Vains of Jenna a few times such sweet boys love them to death. Cant wait for them to come back to Texas promise to bring them some swedish candy next time I see them :). I have met The Rasmus had the chance to spend two days with these guys they are wonderful and such sweet hearts. I have also met Wednesday 13 very very nice man and I hope to have the chance to meet him again someday and maybe this time I will be able to speak to him lol. I hope that I will have a chance to meet the 69 Eyes when they come into town would be awesome. I still have yet to meet H.I.M I would love to meet the guys after all I did go all the way to Helsinki to see them on New Years and hope to do so again this year :) and if I am lucky maybe I will meet them. I had several chances but did not want to disturb the guys :) when they were with their friends and family.

Music:

This is what I do this is what I love and this is me. I could not do it without Kelly and Holly :) for without them there is no heart in it.We promote because one we are fans of the music and two we think others should share our love of music.

Some of my fave bands in no certain order. I have so many I think I would end up running out of space to list them. Music is my life and I live for it.

-Wednesday 13

-H.I.M

-Negative

-Vains of Jenna

-Gemini Five

-Hundred Million Martians

-DeathStars

Proud Member of Cat's Kittens

-Dope Stars Inc.

-Dir En Grey

-The Rasmus

-The 69 Eyes

-Type O Negative

-Static-X

-Frankenstein Drag Queens From Planet 13

-Bourbon Crow

-Anything my dear friends Anne and Olli do :)

My Blog

Missing My Second Home..Finland

Well I am back from Finland of course I am missing it wholeheartedly just when I was getting used to the country and the different cities I was able to visit I had to pack up and leave. I met the most...
Posted by ~*~Melissa~*~Star of Fate~*~ on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 06:21:00 PST

Happy I am Leaving for Finland Soon :)

I am going to Finland in 21 days and I get to spend the week with two dear friends as well as one dear Finnish friend who I can't wait to meet and hang out with. Who will be my tour guide, my friend a...
Posted by ~*~Melissa~*~Star of Fate~*~ on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 12:32:00 PST

Bored Yet Sort of Happy lol

So its 9 am on Tues. morn and thank god I have no work today thats the part of being happy lol. The part of being bored no one is online I really want to talk to. Oh yeah there are people lol but I do...
Posted by ~*~Melissa~*~Star of Fate~*~ on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 07:13:00 PST

So Kinda Happy Lately

Well I am kind of happy today at the possibilty of going to Finland sooner than I thought :). Also I am going to see Vains of Jenna in three days so I soo can not wait for that. A little depressed bec...
Posted by ~*~Melissa~*~Star of Fate~*~ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 05:21:00 PST

Yup I am all about Finland!!

I hope to go there one day! I have met the most amazing people from Finland from either online or in person!! I have met the Rasmus sweet sweet and the most respectful men I have ever met. I had a cha...
Posted by ~*~Melissa~*~Star of Fate~*~ on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 10:35:00 PST

a very very hard day for me

Been thinking about Joshua (my nephew) for all those who dont know. I keep having dreams lately that he is still alive and hes giving me that look why the hell are you so upset I am still alive silly ...
Posted by ~*~Melissa~*~Star of Fate~*~ on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 02:56:00 PST

It has been a week and two days

Since my nephews death and it is still hard for me to deal with. I try not to think about it and think about positive things in my life. But how do you ever get over it.
Posted by ~*~Melissa~*~Star of Fate~*~ on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 10:23:00 PST

Ugh I hate Funerals..

Ugh so tomorrow is the funeral I hate funerals. I am glad there is no casket to view and no body may be easier that way but then again may not be. I do not know how to face my nephews it used to be th...
Posted by ~*~Melissa~*~Star of Fate~*~ on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 08:12:00 PST

I am so Numb right now

I had someone I love die tonight. My nephew who only lived to see 17 years of his life was killed in a car accident with his girlfriend. I do not know how I am supposed to feel right now. I feel like ...
Posted by ~*~Melissa~*~Star of Fate~*~ on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 07:55:00 PST

Ok so here it goes my rant!!

Some of you may not like this but oh fucking well just tired of drama and bullshit. You know there are so many streetteams out there on the net. But I feel like some of them their leaders are just not...
Posted by ~*~Melissa~*~Star of Fate~*~ on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 01:25:00 PST