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ellsworth

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About Me

I moved to Portland from San Francisco but stopped off in Oakland for 6 months before hand. I am very into exploring spirituality and connecting with spirit in order to further myself in this world. I dont feel I need to contribute to society by having a degree and putting on a business suit. But instead by working on who I am and the energy I give out. I believe everything is completely connected and that blalance is essential to every part of every thing living or "not". I am a virgo and a water pig. The combo makes me into an odd person but I like who I am. It's important for us to like who we are even if others dont. They can fuck off. I am not afraid to admit my mistakes flaws or when Im wrong. This often bites me in the ass and some think im ignorant because of it. --Reality is my main focus. What is it and what matters?

My Interests

maps, culture, coffee, language, food, grafitti, photography, painting, nature, and places I can go using my mind.

I'd like to meet:

wont know till I meet ya. aim = lynzeeelyzaThis is a weird section. Really, how can I limit who I want to meet in a sentance or paragraph? I do however, enjoy being around people who are also on a down to earth journey in life. Those who are appreciative of life and accepting of what it has to offer. I like being around those who understand the effects they have on others through interaction. Also, around people who are strong on their own and arent going to suck my energy dry.

Music:

pinback, fiona apple, cat power, morcheeba, moving units, death cab, bjork, portishead, frou frou/imogen heap, ill always be a huge fan of thievery corporation, zero seven, and Kruder and Dorfmeister, - happy hardcore (love my cheese) house such as bad boy bill or richard humpty vision. and drum n bass such as pendulum. I love swing and artists such as julie london and peggy lee.

Movies:

Spaceballs is by far the best movie ever. I

Television:

Fuck TV it takes you away from self development.. but in those times that it's nice to get away from myself I like to watch The Simpsons, Futurama, and Family Guy Netflix is pretty cool too

Books:

Dan Millman, Michael Harner and Sandra Ingerman, Tom Robbins and Kurt Vonnegut and all of their work and then comes the, celestine prophecy, tenth insight, secret of shambhala, power of now, dharma punx, The Food Revolution, Catcher in the Rye, Me Talk Pretty one Day cook books with lots of awesome pictures (i like to see what i'm gonna cook) A Million Little Pieces, Go Ask Alice, I tend to like books that are about someone who has hit rock bottom and then found their way back to a healthy medium or just plain died. but also stuff written by some lunatic like kurt vonnegut I also really like informative books and learning.

Heroes:

really though... i dont worship other beings. Although, I do appreciate many. Im not going to tell you everything about myself on a fucking website. Stop wasting your time on bull shit like myspace and start looking inside yourself. You might actually learn what "Hero" means.

My Blog

the timeline and the point at which I stand

It's April of 2007 and I am voluntarily with out a job. I gave up the whole money making thing for now. It was turning me into the type of human I don't want to be. While I would really like to go buy...
Posted by ellie on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 09:31:00 PST

anything i suppose

random tangent.if you want to know anything about anything then shut up. hmm...
Posted by ellie on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 02:05:00 PST

cloves

i like them. when I buy tobacco I buy cloves. I dont usually smoke them, though. I usually puff and just lick the sweetness off the filter. Tonight I chain smoked them because I found that they FUCK y...
Posted by ellie on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 01:32:00 PST

cosmic love

I've been absent from myspace for quite a few months now. I've been participating in the 'real world' a little bit more. By participating I mean drinkin more and hangin out with my lovely. I've moved ...
Posted by ellie on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 12:28:00 PST

the total e-tard experience

Except theres no e involved. To my friends: I love you all I'm sorry about my last blog. It's one of those things where once you call attention to it everything changes and proves you wrong. You have ...
Posted by ellie on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 01:49:00 PST

everything is so chaotic

I dont know you Portland. You're a massive acquaintance. Im shut off from you and only a few of you will ever get to know who I actually am. You're all so judgemental and stuck up. Why cant we escape ...
Posted by ellie on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 01:39:00 PST

Hey Albert what happened to your cat?

-How do you know about my cat? --Curiosity killed it.Is life worth living with out pursuing that curiosity? IS IT!?!?
Posted by ellie on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 01:54:00 PST

im going to vomit

i dont lie. i mean everything i say. fuck you. i dont fucking care anymore. i dont care and that is why im not going to elaborate.
Posted by ellie on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 01:38:00 PST

guess the fuck what? OMFG

They're making 4 futurama movies and supposedly they'll start 'em up in july or august of this year. IM SO EXCITED! I cant wait. I promise you that I will own each movie. I really hope they dont get a...
Posted by ellie on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 01:16:00 PST

reminiscing makes me sick

I've really been wanting to spew my guts into a blog lately. Where would I start, though? Last weeks blog wasnt even half of what I've been upset about. I'm in a state where I wish I was in a differen...
Posted by ellie on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 07:55:00 PST