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karissa emilie.got hacked readd me

I'll claw my way back out from in my grave.

About Me


all you have is heart. And if you dont have it, everyday will be a hell you've never imagined. when the mind says I am human, the heart growls, I am an animal. When you you wish to scream, the heart says, be silent. When you feel hurt, you numb yourself. When you are lonely, you push it aside. Here you have no feelings, no soul; only your heart will help you survive. Forget everything except survival. Dont ask why-there are no reasons. There is no future, no past, only the moment...

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

someone new.

Heroes:


My Blog

Ive got myself at gunpoint.

I've got myself at gunpoint.   we stood so far apart under the city skyline, Tension and cigarette smoke filled the air. I thought to myself how sick I am of your black heart. You turned your bac...
Posted by karissa emily. on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 05:58:00 PST

photography.

Some of the pictures I've taken. #1 #2 #3 #4 #5 #6 #7...
Posted by karissa emily. on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 10:16:00 PST

pretty eyes

I sit alone outside smoking one after another Thinking about how lost I've become. Inhale exhale. The cancer entering my lungs. The cold air sends chills down my spine, I cant seem to believe your ...
Posted by karissa emily. on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 05:23:00 PST

Self medicated failure

Someone once asked me why my heart was frozen solid, and why my eyes always looked miserable with no sparks at all. And inside Im screaming, I cant seem to win. Everyone I have ever trusted has let m...
Posted by karissa emily. on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 02:59:00 PST

Misery is my middle name

I have a hole inside my heart that Ive filled with drugs sex and violence, but Im still empty. The one night stands, the second chances. Drunken pleas I am missing you. We cant remember what were fig...
Posted by karissa emily. on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 08:20:00 PST

cheer up sunshine. I wrote this for you.

You keep stepping on my heart trying to hear it break & Im just a fool with wet eyes trying to convince you to stay. You whispered "I wish I could care, but I dont." I am drawn to your inner thig...
Posted by karissa emily. on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 12:00:00 PST

a poem written by me

these four walls are talking to me again sometimes i think they are my only friends. Laid on my bed face down, the self medication is wearing off. My moods change within the hour, I guess im just like...
Posted by karissa emily. on Mon, 29 May 2006 08:18:00 PST

a song i wrote. tell me what you think

Memories that Burn I remember everything, how complete my soul was the day we met; all those nights we shared the same heartbeat and the same sweat. Those tears we both cried when we had to say good...
Posted by karissa emily. on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 12:57:00 PST

any boy wanna date me?

BASICS:Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do...
Posted by karissa emily. on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 04:14:00 PST

venting

.friends. i think every one needs to grow the fuck up my "friends" need to stop saying shit behind my back. yea i made a mistake months ago. grow up. life goes on, if any of you really cared about me ...
Posted by karissa emily. on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 02:07:00 PST