Wonder how I smile so well, Wonder how they never tell there's really no one living here at all |
I'm lonely all the time. I don't feel love any more. I just feel empty. I can't look anyone in the eyes, because they'll see it. They'll see how hollowed out I am. That i have nothing left. All my lov...
Posted by Boo, You Whore on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 09:11:00 PST |
Happy New Year? |
I am glad 2006 is over. the year fuckin sucked.He left again, he always does. It always hurts. I guess on many levels I'll never mature beyond the love I hold onto. Maybe I hold on for all the wrong r...
Posted by Boo, You Whore on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 11:33:00 PST |
i feel like shit |
i am too busy to have friendsa lover would just complicate my plansso i will never look for love againi'm taking matters into my own handsi think i could last at least a week without someone to hold m...
Posted by Boo, You Whore on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 10:43:00 PST |
No matter what people say or might think I aint goin no place no Im here to stay |
Last night i had an amazing conversation from like 1 am to 5 am with one of the tech boys. See as a Costume Major i don't have the same exposure to the boys since I am always in the costume tower. I...
Posted by Boo, You Whore on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 08:43:00 PST |
thank you to the males in my life |
It's strange for me, to have male friends. Not just male friends. But like the kind of guys who tortured me in highschool are now becoming my close friends. Are now becomming the people I trust.I've a...
Posted by Boo, You Whore on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:20:00 PST |
don't tell me lies, cause I'll still believe |
I have lost many many friends over the last 3 months, most of them over the last 2 or 3 weeks really. I am not talking about "friends", I am speaking of the kinds of friends I called family, the kind ...
Posted by Boo, You Whore on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 07:46:00 PST |
And if it helps I'd say I feel a little worse than I did when we met |
Please stop calling me goody/spark I love my friends, and I love that they have nicknames for me. I am not that person anymore. I am not hiding behind a persona or a nickname anymore. Personally I'll ...
Posted by Boo, You Whore on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 10:12:00 PST |
Death or Rebirth? |
Pain is pleasure, pleasure is pain. a broken heart is pain. So then I guess this broken heart is a pleasure?It's all blurred. the lines and the concepts and the pains and the laughs are becoming an am...
Posted by Boo, You Whore on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 11:26:00 PST |
we're waving our white flags |
still being in love, with someone so far removed. Someone who you know will never love you.is a soul shaking feeling.I guess you never forget your first love. Or at least your heart never doesSummer c...
Posted by Boo, You Whore on Mon, 15 May 2006 04:16:00 PST |
Fashion |
Men's suede jacket, gray sweater, cross, blue jeans with sewn on green patches, one grey patch, and brown leather boots.Woman's gold evening gown, purple wrap and purple slip on with ties at top...
Posted by Boo, You Whore on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 02:17:00 PST |
