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About Me

One of the most beautiful things in this world
is nature in it's entirety.
One of the others is love
actual real love
Who am I?
Very few know who I really am...
I love sitting late into the night
holding conversation with a friend.
Just doing random things with people I care about.
I love to laugh.
I feel we should always hold some child like qualities
it helps keep our hearts innocent.
And this world makes me wonder
How? how can it be this way?
All the pain, hardened hearts
Desensitized to everything
And it is sad, very sad.
I pray for change
Though I know that is not what is to be
But, i refuse to fall into this
Refuse to lose hope
Refuse to stop loving
We can't reach the whole world
But we can those around us
We can love them
What about love your neighbor
And do unto others as you would have them do unto you?
Unforgotten
Unforgotten she dances in rain
He looks her way
Her head turns so ashamed
He takes a few steps forward
As she walked away
hiding tears he heard her say:
"If I could I'd be yours
If I could I'd lay it all down
If impossible was possible
My heart would be yours"
Days turn weeks which follow years
Broken over and over
All her love given away
To all undeserved
And He stood there watching
In her doorway she heard Him say:
"I could hold you
Take this cross away
I will love you
Impossible is possible
I'll show you the way"
Unforgotten her heart cries out
She has hit the floor
Her spirit shattered
Can't take anymore
Life has taken it's toll
Once again unforgotten
her tears fall to the ground
"I'm here, I'll be yours
Can't take it, take it all away
I'm laying it down
Please save me I need you more than ever"
His hand on hers
She lifts her eyes
Through His she see's paradise
and He says:
"I've always loved you
I've never gone away
I will hold you when you are fading away
I'll never go away"
She falls in His arms
He cradles her heart
Unforgotten

My Interests

The arts, music, art, dancing. My real friends... i'd do anything for the ones i love. Living for Him. Spending time with my daughter. Living, laughing, loving and taking it day by day and just enjoying each day and trying to make all i can of each day. Seize the day, life slips away just like hour glass sand... don't take things for granted... hard not to... but we can try.

Music:

† Senses Fail † Taking Back Sunday † Chiodos † Lacuna Coil † Kittie † Rise Against † Thrice † Smashing Pumpkins (old school) † The Mars Volta † The Rasmus † Marilyn Manson † Korn † AFI † My Chemical Romance † Portishead † Tricky † Green Day † Alkaline Trio † Children of Bodom † Dead Kennedys † Otep † Rancid † Kidney Thieves † Flyleaf † Sarah Brightman † and more....

Movies:

The Labyrinth, The Never Ending Story, Requiem for a Dream, Buffalo 66, the Nightmare before Christmas, Natural Born Killers, The Crow, The Corpse Bride, Pan's Labyrinth, SLC Punk, Clockwork Orange, The Proffesional, Disney's Sleeping Beauty, La Femme Nikita, Underworld, Interview with a Vampire, Edward Scissorhands, V for Vendetta, Any Johnny Depp Film, and more....

Television:

I really don't like t.v. all that much

Books:

Hinds feet on high places, The vampire huntress series, Shakespeare, Egdar Allen Poe, Poetry, The Good Book

Heroes:

Mothers who try their best, those who stand up and go against the flow, those who haven't given up hope and still keep on, my parents for still being together (so few stay together and not get a divorce),J.C., my daughter

My Blog

Remind

I wanna let go of thisForget all that has happened to meJust to start overBe someone who looks like meTo be rid of the scarsTo finally be cleanGet past all the wordsThat tear me apartAm I too weak to ...
Posted by ♥ Tender Alteration ♥ on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 01:07:00 PST

survey

Your name:AmandaWould you kiss the last person you kissed again?absolutelyHow many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you?ha lets not go thereHave you ever thought that you were going to ...
Posted by ♥ Tender Alteration ♥ on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 03:19:00 PST

chameleon

it hurts and sucks when your past really does affect how you are viewed and have ppl question your intentions... it takes time i know. and patience. i can't blame them i guess..i did leave a long trai...
Posted by ♥ Tender Alteration ♥ on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 05:37:00 PST

Unforgotten

Unforgotten: by Amanda M. Nagle Unforgotten she dances in rain He looks her way Her head turns so ashamed He takes a few steps forward As she walked away hiding tears he heard her say: "If I could I...
Posted by ♥ Tender Alteration ♥ on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 07:43:00 PST

What’s going on?

I keep trying to find a lifeOn my own, apart from youI am the king of excusesIve got one for every selfish thing I doWhats going on inside of me? I despise my own behaviorThis only serves to confirm m...
Posted by ♥ Tender Alteration ♥ on Fri, 30 May 2008 09:36:00 PST

hmm...survey

1) Have you ever felt replaced?yes2) What are a few things that mean a lot to you in your room?my artwork, journals, and the box under my bed of all the things from when kira was born3) Where will you...
Posted by ♥ Tender Alteration ♥ on Fri, 23 May 2008 04:22:00 PST

Questions Beneath

My eyes fall downwardQuestions fill my mindMy heart pulled upwardBut I'm holding on tightI want to feel peaceI want this void to fillI really hate not knowingWhat is exactly realInside me is an aching...
Posted by ♥ Tender Alteration ♥ on Tue, 13 May 2008 09:14:00 PST

right out of the Maynard’s mouth lol

"I think psychedelics play a major part in what we do, but having said that, I feel that if somebody's going to experiment with those things they really need to educate themselves about them. People j...
Posted by ♥ Tender Alteration ♥ on Tue, 06 May 2008 03:10:00 PST

Emo’s Moshing...oxymoron?

smile dance prettyyour fear is my delighthow can you showerwith all the frightyou taste me gentlyyou fuck like sinwouldn't you like to know when this beganit just happenedsudden like a gunshot to the ...
Posted by ♥ Tender Alteration ♥ on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 11:11:00 PST

Ink Survey

If you have at least one tattoo, do the survey, if you don't then pass it on!1-Have you ever cried during a tattoo?no way2-When did you get your first tattoo?i was 18 or 193-What was your fir...
Posted by ♥ Tender Alteration ♥ on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 08:17:00 PST