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Baby, Babe

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About Me


Truly.Madly.Deeply
When I Tell You I Love You,
I Dont Say it Out Of Habit,
Or to make conversation
...
I say it to remind you:
so you soon wont forget...
I adore you Brendan Schleutaire
He Is My Prince Charming

.Disclaimer:

"So this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and miserable and still trying to figure out how that could be."
My real name is Alicia. You might've heard me being called: Crash, canXcer Mowglie ...
Gumby,
Chuniface, Legs, Small Fry. And for the record, I'll gladly respond to "Baby, Babe!"
I live life one day at a time and I'm more afraid of the past than the future, I won't cling to what I had in the past, but life's a slippery slope...& Regret is the steepest hill. Expect the worse, and hope for the best and maybe you'll wind up somewhere in the middle. Im imperfect just like all of you. I don't give a shit about your scene. You don't impress me. Imitation is suicide. Keep killing yourselves. I'm not here to impress you. I'm not here for you to like me. I could care less if you do. It's the internet. Few people know me. Many would say I'm a cold-hearted, careless, bitch -Keep talking your shit and I'll continue being the biggest cunt. Your assumptions may be true, but i would do anything for the people I care about. I wear my heart on my sleeve. It tends to kick me in the ass. I've put myself out there. I've been hurt. I've hurt people. I've made mistakes - I'm human. I lost, gained, and lost again. Lather, Rinse, Repeat. Welcome to life. I've been through more than a typical 21 year old, but it doesn't mean I've been through more than you. I don't expect you to feel sorry for me. I'm emotional. I cry, a lot. That doesn't mean I'm weak. It means I have feelings. It means I actually care. Which is more than I can say for half the fucks that have walked into my life. I'm who I am because that's who I choose to be. The people in my life helped shape me into what I am. I'm thankful for them everyday of my life. The people who have stuck around. The people who haven't walked out. The people who actually show me they care everyday. They are what matter to me. Cheryl Amber Aubrey Anna Shauna Four of the best people that have ever walked into my life. Not a single person could replace them, ever. Life's too short to dwell on the things you have, had, and want. You'll never know if you'll have a second chance. But I'm here now and that's all that matters.
Hey you only live once right? So i plan to make the most of my time on this god-forsaken planet we humans call earth.
She leans forward with such grace and whispers...
everything happens for a reason.

I'm a giver , not a taker.
I smile and most of the time its fake
[But you won't notice either way]
I'm a lover
But I'm a fighter as well.
I'm almost too Nice
But I wont let people take advatage of me.
I won't climb mountains...
I'd rather plow right through them,
[head first]

I find beauty in most things that others would find ugly.
skewed vision of what beauty is.>
I really am a big dork and could give a shit less what people think.
I'm always rooting for the underdog and I love the runts the most.
It really annoys me to eat with plastic silverwear.[seriously]
I make the most funny faces in the shower when the water hits my face.
I'm in love with art.
Footnote:I'm working my shit out or trying to at least.
Go big or go home...

My Interests



I♥Skateboading.
holding hands
kissing
fighting insomnia
singing in the shower
Mohawks
being with my friends
laughing for no reason
going to shows
taco bell
dancing in the rain
playing the air drums
playing my guitar
cuddling
sleeping in
music

I'd like to meet:



THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE
ROCK MY MITTENS:

CHERYL DIVER
Aubrey Anna [burn]
BRENDAN D.
Amber
CHERYL
keven
TashaMc
ALEXISTASTEMYFIST
Meaga_man
bella-byla-boo-bear
kai-man
Gregory
tynesha
amari
Brittney [aka Ritz!]
Slutty Sarah
Jaron
Amber
Ren [va]
Star
Cramface
Ryan
Falon
Missa
Brandie
Heather
Rayma
Jaimie Tischner
Jake Martin
Jessie Martin
Niel Biddix
Sarah Biddix
Paige
Chyna Lin

Ashley..Anthony..Kole..Wes

My deepest apologies if I missed anyone!
[Chances are I don't like you anyways jk]

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I was born to die like this.

These are the people I love the mostest... Crash has 358 Friends Boo

BURN

GY

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Music:

A perfect circle
MxPx;
Matchbox romance
Panic! at the disco
My american Heart
Fall out boy
Senses fail
Matchbox 20
Eminem
Tool
System of a down
Taking back sunday
Shinedown
AFI
My chemical romance
Death cab for cutie
Sia
New found glory
TATU
Atticus
Flogging molly
Rammstien
The used
Story of the year
Avenged sevenfold
Thrice
Wakefield
Everlast
Everclear
Reggae dance hall music
Dynomite hack
Smile empty soul
From autum to ashes
Boys night out
A thorn for every heart
Anberlin
seconds to live
Life Long war
All that remains
Motley Crue
Scary kids scaring kids
This providence
Tegan and sara
M.I.A
SHE KNOWS
Fallen hero
And the beat goes on...

Television:


Books:

HEROIN DIARIES Romeo & Juliet Somethings fierce and fatal Anarchy cookbook A MILLION LITTLE PIECES
MY FRIEND LENOARD
I dont want to be crazy

Heroes:

MOTHER-FUCKIN-NIKKI-SIXX
Alex Grey


Our heroes are dating, perfection.

KAT VD
OHinspireME
Fucking Gorgeous

My Blog

the end

hardly....this is the beginning, what is the greatest gift in life you ask...ah see me and i will show you. i have been given the gift of life, happiness, hope, faith, with this my heart beats in two ...
Posted by Baby, Babe on Fri, 16 May 2008 04:18:00 PST

misty skies

and ill never never rule it out....but....im tired of standing still, i want to be happy.in the now. in for the time being. someday: foreverwho knows what life has in store for me...who knows what lif...
Posted by Baby, Babe on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 07:13:00 PST

Im digging foxhole for two.

Well hello, gorgeous.Right now you are taking your test, and I know you are doing awesome. I love you so much, and I want you to know that you have been on my mind every second since you left. I am gl...
Posted by Baby, Babe on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 06:40:00 PST

Patiently me: never giving up barley letting go

One of the most painful things we have to do in our lives is Letting Go. Sometimes it is Letting Go of things...material things which mean a lot to us, even if only sentimental value. It may mean Lett...
Posted by Baby, Babe on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 02:32:00 PST

Your begining to really piss me off. [seriously]

the way you are feeling is never wrong, however the reasons behind it may be. ive never been more right in my life....   * please cut me down every chance you get. not like i need to tell yo...
Posted by Baby, Babe on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 07:29:00 PST

hey there delilah

I follow complications like a bloodhoundSo pick me up, twist me round and throw me all the way back down'Cos I find my feet addicted to the ceiling when hanging upsideYour smile's a frown- it's all to...
Posted by Baby, Babe on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 08:00:00 PST

poulsbo vacation

i feel like im far from nowhere if that makes any sense. it has been absolutley beautiful outside the whole time ive been here. i must say this has been the most fun ive had in a while. i needed thi...
Posted by Baby, Babe on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 02:46:00 PST

take me away

this world does not make sense to me sometimes i feel like giving up and walking away and i know im not the first...still feels the worst to me   * So take me away let me see the brighter day i d...
Posted by Baby, Babe on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 07:42:00 PST

i think...

scene names are retarded... with that said i made my own  couldnt find a more interesting word than annihilation!:  Physics The phenomenon in which a particle and an antiparticle, such as an...
Posted by Baby, Babe on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 11:03:00 PST

dedicated to the woman from my past afips baby!

..> guess whati made another mistake and i'm not surprised. i'm getting used to being that guy.the lights are on and the credits are rolling.and i'm still sitting here, anticipating and hoping for ...
Posted by Baby, Babe on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 05:16:00 PST