Truly.Madly.Deeply
When I Tell You I Love You,
I Dont Say it Out Of Habit,
Or to make conversation
...
I say it to remind you:
so you soon wont forget...
I adore you Brendan Schleutaire
He Is My Prince Charming
.Disclaimer:
"So this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and miserable and still trying to figure out how that could be."
My real name is Alicia. You might've heard me being called: Crash, canXcer Mowglie ...
Gumby,
Chuniface, Legs, Small Fry. And for the record, I'll gladly respond to "Baby, Babe!"
I live life one day at a time and I'm more afraid of the past than the future, I won't cling to what I had in the past, but life's a slippery slope...& Regret is the steepest hill. Expect the worse, and hope for the best and maybe you'll wind up somewhere in the middle. Im imperfect just like all of you. I don't give a shit about your scene. You don't impress me. Imitation is suicide. Keep killing yourselves. I'm not here to impress you. I'm not here for you to like me. I could care less if you do. It's the internet. Few people know me. Many would say I'm a cold-hearted, careless, bitch -Keep talking your shit and I'll continue being the biggest cunt. Your assumptions may be true, but i would do anything for the people I care about. I wear my heart on my sleeve. It tends to kick me in the ass. I've put myself out there. I've been hurt. I've hurt people. I've made mistakes - I'm human. I lost, gained, and lost again. Lather, Rinse, Repeat. Welcome to life. I've been through more than a typical 21 year old, but it doesn't mean I've been through more than you. I don't expect you to feel sorry for me. I'm emotional. I cry, a lot. That doesn't mean I'm weak. It means I have feelings. It means I actually care. Which is more than I can say for half the fucks that have walked into my life. I'm who I am because that's who I choose to be. The people in my life helped shape me into what I am. I'm thankful for them everyday of my life. The people who have stuck around. The people who haven't walked out. The people who actually show me they care everyday. They are what matter to me. Cheryl Amber Aubrey Anna Shauna Four of the best people that have ever walked into my life. Not a single person could replace them, ever. Life's too short to dwell on the things you have, had, and want. You'll never know if you'll have a second chance. But I'm here now and that's all that matters.
Hey you only live once right? So i plan to make the most of my time on this god-forsaken planet we humans call earth.
She leans forward with such grace and whispers...
everything happens for a reason.
I'm a giver , not a taker.
I smile and most of the time its fake
[But you won't notice either way]
I'm a lover
But I'm a fighter as well.
I'm almost too Nice
But I wont let people take advatage of me.
I won't climb mountains...
I'd rather plow right through them,
[head first]
I find beauty in most things that others would find ugly.
skewed vision of what beauty is.>
I really am a big dork and could give a shit less what people think.
I'm always rooting for the underdog and I love the runts the most.
It really annoys me to eat with plastic silverwear.[seriously]
I make the most funny faces in the shower when the water hits my face.
I'm in love with art.
Footnote:I'm working my shit out or trying to at least.
Go big or go home...