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Disorder;;[NaziStar].

Meet me @ tha rave; It's goin' down fo'sho. ♥

About Me

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<4.28.08>;
Dear boyfriend, I ♥ you.
ON A LONG ENOUGH TIME LINE;
Everyone's life expectancy drops to zero.
I'm probabily the nicest person you'll ever meet... I'm not a bitch, I promise. [I just play one in real life]. My name's Star, but I rave by Disorder. I

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:



Music:

You are; the sum of all that has happened to you in life. People, animals, & television shows; they're all a part of the person you are today.

Movies:

My friends <[/b>complete] me.
What are you, without the ones you love?
I fucked the system, that first fucked me. I question the authority to kill the minority.

Television:

Is anybody satisfied with who they really are? You could be the moon; && still be jealous of the stars.

Books:

"Be the change you want to see in the world." Learn.
The pressure is building,
At the base of my spine.
If I gotta sin to see her

<AGAiN>;;
Then I'm gonna lie & lie & lie.

Heroes:

Without 40 oz. of social skills, I'm just another ass in the crack of humanity.
I don't want to be original.
[That's impossible].
I wanna be fucking unique.

My Blog

Ask anything [Important].

Eveyone always posts those:"Ask me any one thing, & I'll answer you truthfully."Fuck that shit, no one every trully, honestily, answers 100%.:] But I'm going to make a diffrence.Ask me any one thi...
Posted by Disorder;;[NaziStar]. on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 10:39:00 PST

Rev. 22:20;;

Jesus is risen, it's no surprise;;Even he would martyr his mama, To ride to hell between those thighs.WHO WOULDEN'T?The pressure is building,At the base of my spine.If I gotta sin to see her again-The...
Posted by Disorder;;[NaziStar]. on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:59:00 PST

I am out here studying stones-

I am out here studying stonesTrying to learn to be less aliveUsing all of my willTo keep very stillStill even on the insideI've cut all of the pertinent wiresSo my eyes can't make that connectionI am ...
Posted by Disorder;;[NaziStar]. on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 05:00:00 PST

I’ll scream until my lungs collapse;

[FOR EVERYONE READING THIS: avert your eyes. There is nothing intresting, or meaningful in this blog. This blog- is a very, VERY poorly written jumble of words & thoughts that exploded from my fin...
Posted by Disorder;;[NaziStar]. on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 10:07:00 PST

[READ]: Peices of "Perfection".

Perfection: I hate it. Even the [iDEA] of it. It's very esscence, is composed of everything that I am not. & yes, I'm very well aware of the fact that no one is "perfect"... but perfection differs...
Posted by Disorder;;[NaziStar]. on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 03:22:00 PST

Girlfriend/Boyfriend: Application!

[Feel.Free.To.Send.This.In.Message];; "You were a priority, Was I an option?" &&before we get into everything- It's been proven that I can't promise anything. (Because promises are mad...
Posted by Disorder;;[NaziStar]. on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 05:47:00 PST

Changes that need to be made.

I'm trying to think, about the direction that my life is taking: I really need to start sticking to school before I get kicked out. I will commit. I will try. I will finish. I WILL graduate. I reall...
Posted by Disorder;;[NaziStar]. on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 12:01:00 PST

[READ:: Insanity at it’s finest.

I'm lost.I'm lost.I'm lost;[again]. There's no other way to put it. I've got too much/not enough shit going on/through my head right now. Trying to get through school is my first priority; and then th...
Posted by Disorder;;[NaziStar]. on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 08:35:00 PST

[MIA]; Missing in action//::iiNSan3!]~

These walls are my leviathan, my cage, my lion's den.I'm feeling trapped, strapped to this bed that I'm lying in.I can't escape truth so I grab hold of my blanket,counting the cracks on the ceiling fo...
Posted by Disorder;;[NaziStar]. on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 02:21:00 PST

i<3Portishead. You know.

  Those who have seen the needles I now tread,Like a husk- from which all that was, now has fled-&& the masks, that the monsters wear;;To feed... upon their pray. Doubled up inside, take ...
Posted by Disorder;;[NaziStar]. on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 01:36:00 PST