Tunnels.
myspace wierdos.
you tube.
Nick Flynn-Another Bullshit Night in Suck City,Robert Lowell and Robert Bly make me cry, Two Strange Ladies by Sara Bowles, Olivia, The Seagull by Chekhov, Joseph Campbell, anything by Kate Chopin, Srimad-Bhagavatam, The Upanishads, Bhagavad-Gita, Christ's Object Lessons, and the Story of O..(!)
drawers and drawers (pants). Soul Woman.