Tell Me.............

Profile courtesy of MySpace Layouts I'm Few and Far Between!!!!!!! I'm entertained and entertaining in most ways normal people never would be or even think of being!!!!I'm very independent, I'll leave somewhere and tell everyone," I'll be right back!" and if u know me well enough the first thing that should come out ur mouth when i walk out the door would be," well, won't be seeing her for a few days!" See, I grew up in a town of like 800 people, so you can only imagine the things I used to come up with to keep myself entertained, and to top it off I lived 8 miles out of town on a dirt road..........so I just learned to keep myself busy! I guess that's a good thing though! I moved to Laguna Beach when i was 17...............Stupid.............I moved from Rough to Riches, and I hate it. I could have never imagained people could be so selfish and inconciderate. When I pass someone in the morning on the beach, there won't be anyone for miles but me and that one other person. So as I walk by I look up and smile and say,"good morning!"........................and they look at me like I just told them I farted!!!!!!!! They don't even smile back..........California is just so cold-hearted to me..It must be something in the water! I tend to get walked on and my heart broken often. I guess if's my own fault though, I should know by now that I'm not going to get anywhere putting other peoples needs and feelings before mine...........But that's just the way I am. I have a great family and I haven't really had my shit together these pass two years but my family has been there for me through the whole thing, and I am so greatful to have them,and be so closely connected. My parents are the best parents in the world and I am so thinkful they moved me to Colorado when they did.........because I had such a great childhood, even without the money and material things everyone else had........let me tell u I had it rough growing up........but my parents always made the best of it and made it appearent that it could be worse............and I think them so much for raising me to have such a good heart, and to be a good person no matter what other people think or say, and to always find the good in things.....Thanks mom and Dad for makin me that much cooler!!!!!!!!!!!!! And thanks to the few true friends I have that didn't let jealousy or stupidity get in the way of our friendship!!!!!!!!!I think if you see me the way I really am , you are very lucky to have me as a friend, and if their is anyone else out there who feels the same about themselves..............Hit me up................I could use a few more friends like me!!!!!!!!!! Get Your Own! | View Slideshow