pinar profile picture

pinar

a picture is worth 1000 blurbs

About Me

~~~~~~~~~~~~ the etymology of "pinar" ~~~~~~~~~~~~
turkish: spring, fountain, font, water source
spanish: pine grove
japanese (my full name): music note beautiful love
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
my goals in life! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm a NERD! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Which Tarot Card Are You?
You are the Justice card. Justice preserves the harmony of the world. Working with opposite forces, Justice does not seek to criticize or condemn but rather to accept. The idea behind the card justice is that opposite forces are complementary; you could not have good without evil or light without darkness. Justice's position is to make sure that if a thing is out of balance, the weight of its energy is realigned with its opposite force. This card is also a card of humour, for it is in pointing out contrary positions that humour is often found. The attitude that is found in the humourous person, being able to shift perspective and flow with an instinct, is important in the maintenance of good balance. Image from The Blue Moon Tarot Deck. http://www.themysticeye.com/pics/bluemoon.htm
Take this quiz !
Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My score on The Who Would You Be in 1400 AD Test :
The Monk
(You scored 23% Cardinal, 71% Monk, 35% Lady, and 35% Knight!)
You live a peaceful, quiet life. Very little danger comes your way and you live a long time. You are wise and modest, but also stagnant. You have little comfort, little food and have taken a vow of silence. But who needs chatter when just sitting in the cloister of your abbey with The Good Book makes you perfectly content.
Link: The Who Would You Be in 1400 AD Test ( OkCupid Free Online Dating )
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You Are An INFP
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. What's Your Personality Type?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You Are Cranberry Red
Peaceful and philosophical, you are almost always at harmony with the world.
You're not very social, but you always enjoy a deep, complex conversation with a friend.
It's possible that you've been disappointed a lot in your life, but you've gotten over those disappointments quickly.
For you, each day is new and glorious. You wake up refreshed and happy, even when things aren't going your way. What Color Red Are You?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
the Prankster
(47% dark, 23% spontaneous, 26% vulgar) your humor style:
CLEAN | COMPLEX | LIGHT
Your humor has an intellectual, even conceptual slant to it. You're not pretentious, but you're not into what some would call 'low humor' either. You'll laugh at a good dirty joke, but you definitely prefer something clever to something moist.
You probably like well-thought-out pranks and/or spoofs and it's highly likely you've tried one of these things yourself. In a lot of ways, yours is the most entertaining type of humor because it's smart without being mean-spirited.
PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Conan O'Brian - Ashton Kutcher
The 3-Variable Funny Test!
:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: My score on The Which Hindu Goddess Are You? Test :
Sarasvati
(You scored 71 intellect, 20 prosperity, 0 sexuality, and 72 goodness!)
Sarasvati is the goddess of knowledge, wisdom, learning and the arts. She is the consort of Lord Brahma, the creator, and is considered to be the most beautiful goddess (although not the most sexual). She's not as material-minded as Lakshmi, just as those with an intellectual streak are generally not as wealthy as their entrepreneurial classmates who went for a Business degree. She rides a swan and sits, peacefully playing her veena. She is the one you turn to for a mastery of an art form or of knowledge.
Link: The Which Hindu Goddess Are You? Test :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

My Interests

ask me

I'd like to meet:

i once dreamt that an angel came to me and told me that everyone's soul is music, an interlude, a segue, a short chord progression that's a small part of a much larger musical piece. as she explained all this, she let me listen to my own soul and helped me hear the souls of those around me. it was indescribably awesome. then she said that every time you meet someone new, their melody gets added to yours so that, by the end of your life, your existence is summarized by a song totally unique to yourself.

Music:

Choose a band / artist then answer ONLY in titles of their songs . . .
1. Choose a band / artist: jeremy enigk
2. Are you male or female: abegail
3. Describe yourself: explain
4. How do some people feel about you: return of the frog queen
5. How do you feel about yourself: call me steam
6. Describe your ex boyfriend/girlfriend: n/a
7. Describe current boyfriend/girlfriend: [how about all my past interests?] fallen heart
8. Describe where you want to be: lewis hollow
9. Describe how you live: burn
10. Describe how you love: one and one is one
11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish: chewing gum
12. Share a few words of Wisdom: when will i speak?
13. Where do you Live: asleep under last week's news
14. Now say goodbye: don't go racing

Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: "summertime" by the fire theft
Waking up: "minimum wage" by they might be giants
Average day: "it's the life" by grant lee buffalo
First date: "rider on the wheel" by nick drake
Falling in love: "heaven" by tft or "sapphire bullets of love" by tmbg
Love scene: "lake fever" by the tragically hip
Fight scene: "three pistols" by the tragically hip
Breaking up: "nautical disaster" by the tragically hip
Getting back together: "honey don't think" by grant lee buffalo
Secret love: "fade into you" by mazzy star
Life's okay: "a.m. 180" by grandaddy
Mental breakdown: "they're coming to take me away" by napoleon xiv
Driving: "easy rider" by leadbelly, "dreamline" by rush, "rubber bands" by the fire theft - all depending on where i'm driving
Learning a lesson: "every shining time you arrive" by sunny day real estate
Deep thought: "do you realize?" by the flaming lips
Flashback: "guitar and video games" by sunny day real estate
Partying: "plays pretty for baby" by zolof the rock and roll destroyer
Happy dance: "bright as yellow" by the innocence mission
Regreting: "carry you" by the fire theft
Long night alone: "but not tonight" by depeche mode
Death scene: "escape is at hand for the traveling man" by the tragically hip
Closing credits: "faces in disguise" by sunny day real estate
Take this survey | Find more surveys
You've been totally Bzoink*d Which Classical Music Composer Are You?
Frederic Chopin (1810 - 1849)
French-Polish pianist, Chopin dedicated his career to the piano. He had many romances, but the most famous and long-lasting was with female French writer, George Sand, who dressed as a man. He developed tuberculosis and died at age 39.
Take this quiz !

Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Take the Dead German Composer Test!

Movies:

ask me

Television:

ask me

Books:

ask me

Heroes:

..
Your results:
You are Spider-Man Spider-Man 90% Superman 90% Green Lantern 60% Robin 55% Supergirl 55% Hulk 50% Wonder Woman 45% The Flash 30% Batman 30% Iron Man 30% Catwoman 10% You are intelligent, witty,
a bit geeky and have great
power and responsibility.
Click here to take the "Which Superhero am I?" quiz...
_________________________________________________________
Your Element is Wood
Your power colors: green and brownYour energy: generativeYour season: springLike a tree, you are always growing and changing. And while your life is dynamic, you are firmly grounded. You have high morals and great confidence in yourself and others. You have a wide set of interests, and you make for intersting company. What Element Are You?
You Are Psyche!
Eternally in search of purpose and insight. You're curious and creative with a total sense of wonder. Totally empathetic, you pick up on other's moods easily. Just be sure to pamper yourself as well! What Goddess Are You?
Name: Pfinarffle Ignatius Fartalot, III, Esquire
Birthdate: 11/24/79 - though that's up for debate
Birthplace: Antakya, Hatay, Turkey
Current Location: Bawltimore, MD, USA, Northwestern Hemisphere, Earth, Inner Planets, Solar System, Milky Way, The Universe, Up God's Nose
Eye Color: brown with green rings
Hair Color: ash brown
Height: 5'3.5"
Weight: no idea
Piercings: 1/ear
Tatoos: i'm too fickle
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: der
Overused Phraze: "der"
FAVORITES
Food: it's all good
Candy: it's all good
Number: 2
Color: blood red
Animal: a tree
Drink: water
Alcohol Drink: meh
Bagel: wheat
Letter: psi
Body Part on Opposite sex: appendix
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Poke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: dog food
Strawberry or Watermelon: waterberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: ice ice baby
Chocolate or Vanilla hahahaha didn't see that comin'
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: hot chocolate
Kiss or Hug: hug
Dog or Cat: either a loyal cat, or an independent dog
Rap or Punk: runk
Summer or Winter: summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: my life is the ultimate mix
Love or Money: love
YOUR...
Bedtime: whenever it suits my fancy
Most Missed Memory: many
Best phyiscal feature: the sulci and gyri of my brain
&..39;First Thought Waking Up:' i... blargh... need to peeeeeeee!
Goal for this year: don't go crazy. do NOT go insane. you can do it! yeah!
Best Friends: hans from the swiss navy
Weakness: lack of oxygen
Fears: these surveys
Heritage: turkish-american? well technically i'm all turkish... i dunno
Longest relationship: in a past life
HAVE YOU...
Ever Smoked: no
Pot: no
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been beaten up: no
Ever beaten someone up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
Ever Skinny Dipped: no
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: no
Been Dumped Lately: no
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: rainbow
Favorite Hair Color: clear
Short or Long: a fro
Height: anywhere between 1 inch and... oh wait...
Style: i think i want to date a clown
Looks or Personality: clown
Hot or Cute nerdy
Drugs and Alcohol: he can do whatever the fuck he wants with his life
Muscular or Really Skinny: disembodied
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: 0
What country do you want to Visit: iceland
How do you want to Die: prostate cancer
Been to the Mall Lately: i practically live in one
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Get along with your Parents: we're very different, but we get by
Health Freak: eh
Do you think your Attractive: average
Believe in Yourself: as long as i've got my undergarments on...
Want to go to College: been there, done that, bought the fucking shirt
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Drink: no
Shower Daily: i slack on the weekends unless i go out running
Been in Love: unrequited
Do you Sing: i try
Want to get Married: if i meet the right person
Do you want Children: eh, probably not
Have your future kids names planned out: "fuck" and "no"
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: never
Hate anyone: don't hate, masturbate!
CREATE YOUR OWN!
Your True Sign Is Sagittarius
Funny Confident Easily Bored Philosophical World Traveler Spontaneous and Wild Carefree and Irresponsible Blunt to the Point of Tactless What's Your True Sign?
_________________________________________________________

My Blog

momentousness

tonight i finally won the game. p.s.: happy 25th b-day, moose.
Posted by pinar on Wed, 16 May 2007 07:52:00 PST

Hirundinidae

the swallows who nested on the lights outside my apartment door last summer are here once again. no mud nest built just yet, but we'll see. it's really comforting to reunite with them a year later. i ...
Posted by pinar on Wed, 09 May 2007 06:39:00 PST

bliss

though just one week in the making, this must be what it feels like to give birth. enjoy my creation! ...
Posted by pinar on Sun, 06 May 2007 03:21:00 PST

the scream

i want to pull all my hair out and S C R E A M....
Posted by pinar on Wed, 02 May 2007 03:59:00 PST

criminally insane revelations

on call again tonight. holding down the fort has been interesting this week. ::high fives self::i've come to realize that, well, i really fucking enjoy working with criminals! freud could no doubt wri...
Posted by pinar on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 04:17:00 PST

on call

here's what being on call feels like:threw myself on the floorchasing timeat the doorhalf-past nineself-controlplace your hearton the goalnight will mournand i'm sleeping on the better debt of daynigh...
Posted by pinar on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 03:56:00 PST

black angus no more

i just spent about 3 hours un-tinting the windows on my nissan altima, formerly named "black angus." now my trusty steed is kinda... well... michael jackson angus i suppose... poor guy(s). but why, oh...
Posted by pinar on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 05:05:00 PST

i'd have their lovechildren

introducing the geniusful grace and beauty of the gentlemen of midlake, a band born in the wrong era. some of the most gorgeous music and music videos ever. i am officially obsessed, enough so that i ...
Posted by pinar on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 11:33:00 PST

post-easter nor-easter

it's seattle out though i've spent the weekend in king of prussia w/ the fam. so nice.i brought a ton of books with me, but i've lately been in the mood to create various visual arts. hopefully in 24 ...
Posted by pinar on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 02:08:00 PST

consumer whorism gone wild

things i want five minutes ago:1. a folding bike. it'll be fun to crash and burn along the bwi trail. the eternal struggle between cheap versus quality looms large.2. a bike helmet. (see above)3. dans...
Posted by pinar on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 04:02:00 PST