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steph

October 3rd, 2009...

About Me

I am a self taught artist, born in Oshawa, Ontario Canada, now living in Lakewood, Oh. I have moved 29 times, and this is by far my favorite place! I have a 8 year old little boy, and he is the best kid ever! I have met my 'dream boy', actually here on Myspace! Do a story on that, Dateline! We have a 2 year old crazy chihuhua/pomeranian mix named Diego Rivera and a 3 legged cat aptly named Frida.We also have 2 parakeets named Andy and Edie. I love to laugh, and make others do the same. I can be a complete goof, or very contemplative. I believe in good and bad energy, I believe in Karma. I believe in living life, and i love being happy, and i am no longer scared of being sad. I love drawing, painting, singing, writing, watching movies, playing nintendo, dressing up, going to art shows, I love the rain, and i hate being cold. I am the best friend to those who matter, and i dont even care enough to be mean if you dont. I hate people who suck, who cant take a joke, or laugh at themselves.I detest liars, people who do not have their own mind. I have learned if someone is always boasting about how wonderful they are, be wary, you never know who they are trying to convince. I love people who are enlightened, smart, funny, beautiful, crazy. All of my profile pics were done for the art aspect, not to lure perverts to my page. I love myself, mind body and soul, and i am not afraid to show that. Read my blogs, I am a very upfront and honest person. They tell alot about me. I have nothing to hide. I love going to art museums, they inspire me. I love going to watch live music. it inspires me also. My artwork is very internal. as are my writings. I want travel, to see everything. I love my family more than anything. I am fiercely loyal. well, that is enough random info about myself. If you care to know more, than just get to know me.

My Interests

My family, creating artwork, singing, playing with my son, and having fun and hanging out with friends.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone. Fellow artists, non artists. anyone interesting and who doesnt suck... .. .. .. ..

Music:

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Movies:

40 year old virgin, anchorman, waiting, van wilder, anything with jim carey.

Television:

discovery health is my crack

Heroes:

my mother, for raising 4 children and doing a wonderful job, my father, who taught me that i dont know as much as i think i do, and whom i got my artistic talents from, my grandmother, who taught me to just live life. My boyfriend, Joe Ayala, who has taught me so much through his love and patience. He is truely my hero and inspiration. My son, through his eyes, everything is new and beautiful. And my brother, who was always the man of the house. He is the most awesome person. My sister Rhonda, because she is so unique and beautiful, and my little sister Nikki, because she is also unique and beautiful. Lenny, for expanding my mind, or at least trying very hard to! My best friend,Kelly, who I have watched grow as a person within the last year and a half. She is the the most amazing woman. Linda, because she is such a wonderful, caring soul. I think everyone I have met in my path of life has effected me, so you are my hero too!!

My Blog

Ahhhh..

Returned home from Puerto Rico last tuesday, at 1:30am. The flight scared me, not the take off, or being airborne, but the landing. Seemed violent, in the wake of such an amazing vacation. Having tak...
Posted by steph on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 09:57:00 PST

Spring Love

I LOVE the spring. I have been told in the past week that I am corny... I get excited when I see the buds forming on the trees, and bushes. The tulips are already pushing through the soil, as they are...
Posted by steph on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 08:43:00 PST

Maybe I Am Jaded.

Momma, thank you for my childhood and enduring hours of pain. To bring me into this world Your love, was not in vain. You brought me home, swaddled in pinks, yellows and whites. You sat up and sang to...
Posted by steph on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 05:47:00 PST

Silent Ambulance

Ambulance in silence Move aside Have respect. An ambulance in silence holds secrets and regrets. It beholds your mother your father an anonomous stranger. An ambulance in silence holds a life, you can...
Posted by steph on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 07:01:00 PST

Whoever said blondes are stupid...

you are pretty much on the money there.. at least today. so.. i decided to move my loveseat down two flights of stairs, to curb it, since my dog decided to piss on the thing. Now, those of you who kno...
Posted by steph on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 06:49:00 PST

Dear Sadness

Yes, I know your real name is Depression, but I refuse to call you that. I hate your Name, Who you are, What you do. I have done nothing, nothing to You. Yet, still, you plague me. Tendrils of pain....
Posted by steph on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 09:26:00 PST

Coolest Mom Ever! Tylers first Solo Exhibition.. sold out show!

My son, who is 6 years old, had his first show last night at the Attic Gallery. aka, my studio. He had over 20 guests, and sold every painting there! Im so proud!! Special thanks to Joe Ayala, for cur...
Posted by steph on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 10:29:00 PST

I dreamt of you

I dreamt of you the other night. It was so real, you were there, and i hugged you. It had been so long, and it felt so good to touch you. And , I awoke. And still, I believed the dream. I was awake, w...
Posted by steph on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 07:27:00 PST

4 weeks....

My love, I will be there soon. Every minute that passes, breaks my heart... because I know. And cannot tell you. My love, I will hold your hand, and try with every ounce of my being to take your pain...
Posted by steph on Tue, 15 Nov 2005 10:57:00 PST

regrets

I am sorry, that i did not call you... when i thought about it.. Tomorrow was too late... I regret, that i didnt visit you, i never had the money, or the time, and in the end- I came to see you within...
Posted by steph on Tue, 11 Oct 2005 09:53:00 PST