dragons are perfect creatures, *bad things in life are grand experiences... my coma was the coolest experience ill ever have!!
What happened to our flag? Where did it go?
Where are the stars, and the stripes that once showed?
Bright and full of color, now faded and torn.
Openness, Honesty, Love and Peace, is what made the flag born.
Conspiraces is Truth, Hemp is Peace, Ignorance is Government Control.
Corruption, Greed, Anger, Chaos, you shall see the toll.
Stop being blind, take a look around,
can you not see, our flag is falling down?
Yes, look, you will see it flailing in the air,
but the meaning it was born with, will no longer be yours to share.
Our president bush tells us lies,
to control us, so you dont realize.
Its all about the Money and the Power,
they dont care about our rights, they signed em over in less than an hour!
A plant called pot, also knows as a drug.
Also Peace, a Cure, Medically and Environmentally. We can pull the plug!
Before the stars and stripes are lost
take a look and realize, WE are the boss.
Fight for our Voice, our Freedom, to Not be controlled,
Dont let our flag fall, as a myth to be told..
emkat
MY MOUNTAIN
I did not know it but i started my life climbing a mountain.
Trying to find a place, gain acceptance; slipping through my fingers, choking it down like warm water in a fountain.
As a child i ran around, my spirit so free, i had no idea that things would matter.
That people are hurtful, lives fall apart, and dreams can shatter..
I fell from my mountain trying to gain acceptance in society. i love to help others when they need a hand, even tho....
When i need a friend, a family member, they'll just say no.
Once when i fell, i got up and strained to see the top.
My mountain seems high, i have almost reached it. i am hurt from the drop.
Society has many obstacles for me if i want to survive this life.
I have felt so many emotions, 1s that make me smile, and 1s that pierce like a knife.
So many times i stared at my mountain, crying. my life will never reach the top.
I look at my mountain, kicking me off again, this time i die. it was 1 hell of a drop!
Medical science prevails, i stare at my mountain., i look at it differently this time.
It no longer looks like a mountain i am forced to climb.
It looks like an adventure, always something new to find.
I am not angry, i am not sad.
I have gone to a place most never had.
I'm not afraid to go home, its where i like to play.
I would not trade an experience, good or bad. to make 1 more day.
I finish out my life climbing a mountain
emkat
MINDS IN SERIOUS DANGER
Have u ever tried to figure out the things that goes through ur mind?
The reasons y, playful mind games gone wrong. so very hard to find?
In the corner shadows cold, warmness in the sun, minds in dissaray.
Thoughts from the mind need go away.
Evil thoughts, mind gone sour.
Veins bubbling, wash it away like blood in a shower.
In the middle of the night, i await,
Exploring the mind,opening the gates
Insaine desires to harm my prey.
Nightmares so horrid in every way.
Flesh being torn, blood runing free.
I cannot welcome what ever this may b.
Children laughing, voices screaming in pain.
Confusion spreading rancid, going insaine.
Wanting to turn and run, wanting to stay and learn, wanting so hard to fly.
Feeling loved, mind confused, hateful words, loving gestures, still wondering y.
Tenderness and love, pain and sadness, minds with nowhere to go.
Cant say it cant explain it, and for it, nothing to show.
Mass confusion dressed in anger
Minds In Serious Danger
emkat
my brain scan
"EXPERIENCES"
Once alive, wild and free, always happy with a smile on my face.
All i ever want out of life, is to experience everything life has to offer, and find a place.
I've experienced true love, as well as the un describable pain that follows.
I know true friendship, and what it means. and anger anger that burrows deep, and wallows.
I have touched wealth, if only for a day.
I know poverty in more than 1 way.
My heart once beat hard and free, now kept alive by wires and a machine.
They open my head, cut at my brain, remove some skull and spine. just more wounds to keep clean.
I have touched a place beyond all imagination, words cannot describe.
A place where your spirit is free, all physical feelings subside.
so many things i cannot put into words, i cant spit them out.
i try so hard to make others understand, but i cant, u all have doubt.
I'd like to meet:
true love is found in friendship
the only way i know how to say good bye
i reached out my hand, asked god to take my pain.
he took my hand, and then let go, so i still remain.
this time he takes my hand, this time he says ok
he said that they have been waiting there, for me to come and play.
i love you so much, please dont be sad
just know the pain will be gone, it hurts so bad.
i wear a mask for every one to see,
i cannot show the pain consuming me,
i try to hold on, i try to be strong
i want to be there for my son, but it hurts so bad, i dont belong.
i asked my son if he would mind, if god took me away,
he said; i know you hurt, he can not take you, your in my heart every day.
i cried to him, i cried so hard. it is the ok i am seeking.
i will rest my head one night, and continue sleeping.
i hold my memories, them i cannot lose
i can take them with me if i choose.
ill always hold you in my heart.
i am not really gone, im making a new start.
i do not, and you should not, regret a single thing done
i live my life, i have so much fun.
i am greedy about my friends, always wanting more.
i like to see them smile, and happy, i want friends galore.
you are all so kind to me, i thank you all so much.
many with simple words, and never a single touch.
the many of you i see every day,
always take my grey clouds away.
all the fun that we had,
the good and the bad,
i would not change or trade.
for they were experiences we made.
ill be in the wind my spirit so free.
o please be happy for me.
all my friends i love you.
id like to say im sorry i did not let you know,
but if i told you that, id have to let it show
your all best friends, some for many many years,
we have laughed, caused hell, and even shared our tears.
do not cry when i am gone, and please do not be mad.
i have had the coolest life many will never have.
so many will be sad for what i shall leave behind.
belive me its hard, but i cant hold on this time.
i have conqured every obstacle in my life, made it all the way.
so many times i fell, but i always made it through the day.
i am slipping and this time im not getting up. i am no longer strong.
even god would not let it hurt so bad, he let me play my song.
do not be sad, there is nothing anyone can do.
i wasnt being honest, i have been lying to you.
never once did you let me cry,
you always make me smile, you dont even have to try.
good bye..
i have wrote this because a cyst contiues to grow in my brain stem, where brain fluid collects and does not go into my brain properly. surgery had been done, there is no cure. i can only patiently wait. the cyst has come back, and fluid collects. i do not want to be a friend who tells you lies. and i do not want you to think i just walked away. i am not sad i am not angry. i have had the most coolest experiences in my life. and i would not trade them for one more day of life. when people suddenly die they do not have a chance to say good bye. i was given that chance. so do not feel sorry for me, do not pity me. please smile for me. i am given my chance, so i take it. just know i said goodbye. "06"
emkat
Vote for them to play in LOLLAPALOOZA!!!!
Music:
any thing from motzart to manson. i hate rap.. but not those that listen to it
a friend request from a band
an advertisment in your hand
whats your reason for being my friend?
when i click approve, its the end.
to you ill be just a number on your list.
and thats not my interest.
i am more than just a number,
a friend is someone you should encumber.
dont make me your friend if your only telling lies,
friendship breaks a heart, in a simple demise
i do not like a twisted face,
friendship is something you should embrace,
if you do not wish to be my friend,
do not click add me, and well have an end.
Television:
Funny Stuff....Sheeple in training
HOW TO BE AN AMERICAN CITIZEN
VERI CHIP IMPLANTS.. A NEW WAR IN AMERICA!
Books:
steven king, dean koontz, no mans land, myths every child should know, anderson's fairie tales...
Heroes:
my hero is my son. he has given me the greatest, most challenging experience i could ever ask for.
