Music, writing and sleep. Bad jokes with ackward silences, sarcasm, perfect metaphors. Lsd and sideburns.
Someday we'll learn we are more than stereotypes. It's an unspoken understanding. "you're filled with chemicals that keep you up and down and bring you to the ground."
Braid, Mock Orange, This Runs Through, From a Second Story Window, Poison the Well, Thursday, From Autumn to Ashes, Hey Mercedes, Cursive, Cap n'Jazz, Death Cab for Cutie, Pele, Aloha, Rainer Maria, Denali, Broken Social Scene, Aphex Twin, Deftones, Team Sleep, Nas, Biggie, Ghostface Killah, Big L, Raekwon, Wu Tang, MF Doom, Prefuse 73, Unwed Sailor, The Forecast, Ghosts and Vodka, Gregor Samsa, Joan of Arc, The Owls, City on Film, The Locust, Pg. 99, Lighting Bolt, Minus the Bear, Piebald, Pinback, Planes Mistaken for Stars, Plot to Blow up the Effiel Tower, Promise Ring, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Q and not U, Sigur Ros, Saves the Day, Sublime, Weezer, Up,Up,Down,Down,Left,Right,B,A,Start, Akron/Family, American Football, STOP IT!, Tapes n'Tapes, CoCo Rosie, Mercury Program, Owen, The One Up Downstairs, The Same.
Requiem for a Dream, Vanilla Sky, Fight Club, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Donnie Darko, Blow, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Bongwater, Crash, PULP FICTION(you seriously cannot fuck with this movie)forced to focus with skin touching skin. with this message i relay our night will decay into unspoken fragments and over used quotes. as i count your insecurities you walk from room to room with nothing but time. pacing without a cause the silence is perfect, a beautiful pause. adding structure to fragments...its the only thing we have left.
Family guy. Adult swim. in and out of sleep. i try to contain my exhaustion. somedays its just harder than i thought. the airport terminals are always empty like crowded rooms. its loud silence. im so sick my focus is in and out. focus film for fragile eyes. this is my false hope...this is my false reality
"and when all this talk is over about how i never spoke " "-and tearing open the door to the apartment. The door could not be heard slamming; they probably left it open, as is the custom in homes where a great misfortune has occurred."
Robert Nanna, Ghostface Killah, Ben Gibbard and anyone who has had an addiction that has gotten help...If I was choking in front of you...I'd probably die.