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Lost & Never Found

I have 3 meanings to life...

About Me


"YOU GOTTA LOVE YOURSELF, IF YOU'RE EVER GONNA LOVE ME"
MEMBER OF:
(Click on the pics to redirect you to their pages)
"...Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life..." What is it you would let go of today? ~Mary Manin Morrissey
"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did and who alway's will. So don't worry about people in your past there is a reason why they didn't make it into your future."

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.

Eyes full of Pain


75%

Mysterious


33%

Passion


25%

Diamond Eyes


17%
You Are Teal Green
You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you.
Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible.
While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks.
Your warm personality nicely counteracts any strange habits you may have. What Color Green Are You?
"...We judge ourselves by what we feel capable of doing, while others judge us by what we have already done..." ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.
Below are pictures of my trips to Gettysburg with my family and closest friends.

My Interests

ghost hunting, photography, creative art projects, writing and poetry, outdoor activities.

My Photography Art:
These are some photos that I've enhanced with PhotoImpact

Take the quiz:
How pretty are you?
You are okay...
You are okay, not pretty, but not ugly either. You are neutral and you care more about peoples feelings and personalities than looks. You still have a great personality because you keep a good attitude. Most people are like you.



I'd like to meet:

Due to my schedule, I am rather hard to reach. If you email me, I will be sure to get back to you as soon as I can.

This page is specifically designed for friendship by request only.

But please...I'm not interested in "Hooking Up" with anyone,
so please refrain from using the pick-up line emails.
Thank you for your understanding...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My Disclaimer:
To all those who visit my page, and that includes but is not limited to, all myspace users, my old friends and new, or partners in crime, that my contents not be taken out of context, misread, misused or misinterpreted to be used against me by any means necessary. The use of my page, and that includes but is not limited to, my blogs, bulletins and/or email, is specifically designed for the entertainment of myself and/or individuals who care to amuse themselves whenever I/they consider myself/themselves bored. When the blogs, bulletins and/or email uses the term "I", that would be me. However, when the blogs, bulletins and/or email uses the term "You", that includes, but is not limited to, all myspace users, my old friends and new, or partners in crime, and therefore, should not be taken personally by anyone who may find the context offensive. Should "You" take offense to any content that "I" post, please feel free to report your problem to someone who cares.
~Written by me

Music:

too many to mention. I like most any genre

Movies:

any horror or comedy.

Pause music player above to view the video below.
This slideshow is dedicated to my family. Enjoy!

Television:

Fox, Comedy, Travel, Discovery...in that order. Specifically it would be: NASCAR, House, Simpsons, Family Guy, A.I., O.C., Whose Line, Blue Collar, Dave Chapell, TAPS, Most Haunted

Books:

I can read; I just don't wanna. I only read my email.
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Heroes:

My twin sister who is always there for me and medically gave me a new chance at life. Thank you Kellie for everything that you are! You are truly one of a kind and loved by so many. I will love and cherish you always!
(The pics below are of my sister...NOT me)
(so I have no cool piercings etc)
My Drawings:
Some pictures that I've drawn in the past 15 years.
Mouse-Over to see who they are.
(Click image for larger view)
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Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.
The Five Variable Love Test
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How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to take more than give in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?
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You Are An INFJ
The Protector
You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.
What's Your Personality Type?
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You Have A Type B+ Personality
You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions Do You Have a Type A Personality?
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Your Personality Profile
You are nurturing, kind, and lucky.
Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.
You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.
A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.
You are good natured and people enjoy your company.
You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you. The World's Shortest Personality Test
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Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. What's Your Ideal Relationship?
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Your Kissing Purity Score: 51% Pure
For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing Kissing Purity Test
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What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.
You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.
You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.
Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
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You Have Low Self Esteem 32% of the Time
Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail.
Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly. How is Your Self Esteem?
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Slow and Steady
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. How Do People See You?
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You Are 52% Happy
You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.
You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed. How Happy Are You?
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You Are 68% Open Minded
You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself. How Open Minded Are You?
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Your Life Path Number is 1
Your purpose in life is to lead others.
You have great drive and determination. Nothing is going to stand in your way.
You seek out challenges and the spotlight. You'll take all the work - and all the glory.
Status and success are important to you. You demand the best from everyone and everything.
In love, you tend to take a protective role. You enjoy being the provider in relationships.
You expect others to be like you, and as a result, you are often disappointed.
A little selfish and vain, you always put yourself first.
Remember, everyone already knows you're great - you don't need to remind them! What Is Your Life Path Number?
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Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain?
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You are a Black Coffee
At your best, you are: low maintenance, friendly, and adaptable
At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty
You drink coffee when: you can get your hands on it
Your caffeine addiction level: high What Kind of Coffee Are You?
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You Have Your Sarcastic Moments
While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. How Sarcastic Are You?
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You Are: 70% Dog, 30% Cat
You and dogs definitely have a lot in common.
You're both goofy, happy, and content with the small things in life.
However, you're definitely not as needy as the average dog. You need your down time occasionally. Are You More Cat or Dog?
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Your Power Color Is Red-Orange
At Your Highest:
You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.
At Your Lowest:
You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.
In Love:
You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.
How You're Attractive:
You are very affectionate and inspire trust.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Respected?" What's Your Power Color?
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You Should Be A Poet
You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem. What Type of Writer Should You Be?
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You Are Artemis!
Brave, and a natural born leader.
You're willing to fight for what you believe in...
And willing to make tough decisions.
Don't forget - the people around you have ideas too! What Goddess Are You?
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You Are 74% Real
You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself.
Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great...
But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults.
As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real. How Real Are You?
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Your Love Style is Manic
For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster
And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride
Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time
And while it's exciting and exhilarating...
It's also stressful and scary! What's Your Love Style?
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The Part of You That No One Sees
You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere.
You're the type of person who goes along to get along.
And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat.
Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart.
You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it.
Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you. What's the Part of You That No One Sees? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Blog

Waiting...

If you do nothing, but spend you're entire life waiting for:   The perfect time The perfect moment The perfect job The perfect car The perfect house The perfect girl or guy The perfect family The...
Posted by Lost & Never Found on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 03:34:00 PST

Balancing...

What do I do, with decisions to make And keep them from, another heart break How do I live, with this feeling inside When all I do, is run and hide Think about myself, is the advice I g...
Posted by Lost & Never Found on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 07:13:00 PST

Happiness...

Today I do not speak For words are useless to ponder Actions are what I seek For doing as done for each other Never search for what makes you smile You will only be disappointed Fo...
Posted by Lost & Never Found on Mon, 19 May 2008 08:06:00 PST

An Important Re-Post!!!

June 21, 2006 - Wednesday ..TR> 7:38 AM - This Is Freedom... Current mood: determined Category: Proud Blogging This is freedom and I can post it anywhere I like. I don't post for popul...
Posted by Lost & Never Found on Fri, 16 May 2008 06:26:00 PST

Simple Salvation

Balancing act, a symmetry distorted New life's pact, spontaneously contorted For one will remain dead, to the wondering eyes Of silence left vast, from their deafening cries Adhere to the warning...
Posted by Lost & Never Found on Fri, 16 May 2008 05:21:00 PST

Why Me?

I just need to vent my frustration... I have men trying so cheaply to get what I won't give Yet they are completely content with the way they live Get mad and delete me, for I refuse to humor your 'mo...
Posted by Lost & Never Found on Mon, 12 May 2008 03:42:00 PST

True to Myself...

Alone, even in your midst, I shutter inside A lonely echo, with no one to confide Blistering winds of deceptions cry out Yet they are often left twisted, and scattered about One who lov...
Posted by Lost & Never Found on Fri, 02 May 2008 05:47:00 PST

To my opposing team...

Surrounded by the harsh voice of winter's blustery winds The burning within, tries to control its irrational flame For the time has come to tie life's binded ends And finally brand those, wh...
Posted by Lost & Never Found on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 07:44:00 PST

My Theory on Love

It dawned on me today, for some reason, what love actually is.  In theory, love is a mutual feeling that should be shared between two lovers.  As I often believed this to be true, over time,...
Posted by Lost & Never Found on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 04:59:00 PST

January

Capable of rising to a great deal of heights A Capricorn's goal, to win all their fights Planted firmly on their feet, a well-grounded soul Rivals more success, than anyone will know  It is ...
Posted by Lost & Never Found on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 05:01:00 PST